Spots of bright light, speckles invading my peace was the first thought my brain registered. Again the second was the overwhelming and debilitating wave of pain. It was dulled by the chill within myself..that made me hesitate and my breath hitch. The cold was almost outweighing the pain and that I know is bad. Forcing myself to take a deep breath I look around. Pleased to be able to turn my head fully this time. Water...blue crystal beautiful water but Im in it. Consuming me up to my chest and washing over my throat in soft docile waves created by the waterfall. I attmpted agian to move my left arm and screamed aloud as the stinging set into my flesh. Despite the numbness the arm was excruciating, panic set in and I began to reach outward toward my keys..the magic energy was almost there for a simple yell for help but it wasnt there yet. Frustration at my slow healing rate swept through me and gave the numbness some strength. Reaching outward with my right arm I grabbed dirt and pulled with all my strength. I moved perhaps a foot with that anger filled movement. My mid-drift and below still rested within the icy water but the air that hit my chest caused my breathing to hitch. I could not breath as the suffocating feeling overwhelmed me. Needles came next and peirced every inch of my now exposed flesh. I needed to get out and warm up but the exposure of my once frozen skin was weakening my resolve and the pain was draining my minimal strength. I knew I needed rest and more strength to call on a spirit for help..but as my eyes slowly dragged shut I realized that perhaps I might not wake up this next time.