I don't own durarara.
Warning: Yaoi (boyxboy) sexual content.
Summary: (prequel, kind of, to Locked out of heaven) Frustration leads Shizuo to make a complicated decision, luckily for him Izaya is already one step ahead.
Shizuo was happy being back at home.
He wasn't lying when he had told Izaya that he had missed him.
How could he not miss him?
The brunette, although he acted like a complete asshole at times, was someone who could be quite adorable and surprisingly innocent when it came to certain things.
Especially when those things were about love and sex.
It was because of this other side of Izaya, that Shizuo was able to forgive him for all the horrible things he had done to him during their high school days.
Once he was able to look pass the façade that Izaya made for himself; Shizuo was hooked.
He was brought back to reality when the brunette next to him began to shiver. The blond smiled and wrapped an arm around the naked form of the smaller man, bringing him closer to his body while covering him with the blanket they shared. Izaya, who was still asleep, happily buried his face in Shizuo's neck unconsciously kissing the skin there and murmuring the blonds name.
Shizuo looked at Izaya's sleeping face and couldn't help but remember the first time he had ever seen the content expression of his lovers face during slumber.
They had been dating for about a year already and Shizuo was feeling frustrated.
He wasn't frustrated with the relationship or anything, but he was sexually frustrated.
Unlike the rumors that Izaya was some sort of sex deviant, Shizuo had learned that the brunette was actually a virgin. At first he had been unable to believe the smaller man when he told him he was a virgin because Shizuo, even after a year, still carried the doubt that Izaya was lying and tricking him.
It became clear to him, when he tried to go to the next step, that Izaya indeed was a virgin.
Shizuo had found it quite adorable really.
Whenever Shizuo would go beyond kissing, Izaya would blush and stutter slightly, telling him that he was a brute and had no form of tactic to get him in the mood. Of course Shizuo could tell that Izaya felt too scared to move to the next step. Knowing him, he probably thought that by doing so, he would be giving him the control.
But Shizuo was adamant that they had to move this relationship to the next step.
He wanted Izaya and if he was honest, he was quite positive that he was in love with him.
The chance to make him only his was being given to him in silver platter and Shizuo wasn't gonna walk away from it, more importantly he wasn't gonna let Izaya walk away from him.
Today was the day.
Shizuo was gonna make sure that today was the day he and Izaya finally went to the next step.
He felt tired of waiting for Izaya to get used to his advances.
The brunette seemed to want to go towards the next step, but it was as if something would immediately click in his mind and he would push Shizuo away, which left for a very aroused blond.
This unconscious teasing that Izaya was doing to him was causing him many problems from spontaneous arousal when he was close to the smaller man to abrupt bouts of anger while walking in the streets.
Not only that, but it was getting to the point that he was having wet dreams and waking up to an embarrassing mess in his boxers; something that had not happened since he was going through puberty.
The worst part of it all was that the only one who seemed affected by this was Shizuo.
He never saw Izaya affected by anything he did, and it was seriously starting to piss him off.
That is why Shizuo decided that he would get rid of his sexual frustration and finally make Izaya his.
The only problem was that Izaya didn't know about this decision since Shizuo knew that brunette would be against it. He really didn't know why the brunette would shy away once it started getting more intimate, but at this point Shizuo no longer cared to ask since the brunette would insult him just to change the subject.
All he knew was that if he was going succeed in finally getting laid, he would have to go slow and give Izaya the most pleasurable experience ever had so that tonight would not be the end of him ever getting laid again.
A knock on the door alerted Shizuo that Izaya was finally here and he had to admit he was a little nervous.
Unlike Izaya, Shizuo had sex before and most of his experience was with men. But having sex with Izaya was going to be different. To begin with the men he had bedded before were not virgins and another thing was that he never felt any sort of connection with those men like he did with Izaya.
So even though Shizuo really wanted to move on to the next step, he was still afraid that he might mess up the relationship just because he was horny.
Still he knew that if he didn't make the first step they would never move forward.
Willing his fears away Shizuo quickly went to open the door and the moment he opened the door he knew that something was wrong.
The smaller man seemed stiff and the usual playful smirk on his face looked completely off.
"What's wrong?" Shizuo asked and noticed how Izaya's little mask faltered once he asked his question.
"Is that how one greets their guests Shizu-chan?" the brunette quickly answered, confirming that something was definitely wrong. Shizuo knew that Izaya was a man who always had some sort of annoying witty remark and that answer was absolutely not one of them.
The smaller looked almost nervous and that just made Shizuo even more nervous.
Could it be that Izaya found out about his plan? Or maybe he finally got tired of the relationship and wanted to end it.
"Shizuo" said man jumped slightly in surprise at how close Izaya's mouth was to his ear.
When did h- his thought process screeched to a halt when Izaya began to nibble on his ear lobe and occasionally tugged on it slightly. But as arousing as that was, the thing that made Shizuo snap was when Izaya let out a sultry moan when he accidentally brought their bodies closer.
Izaya let out a yelp of surprise when Shizuo lifted him princess style and began to take him to the bedroom.
"Shizu-chan, what the hell are you doing!" Izaya began to scream and kick, but stopped the moment Shizuo effectively gave him a stare that said he was gonna be devoured.
Shizuo inwardly smirked when the smaller man stopped protesting. Now for sure he was not gonna let Izaya get away.
There is a limited of times one can poke a beast before the beast snaps and devours whoever was messing with him; in this case Izaya was going to get devoured more than once.
Shizuo didn't know what was the reason for Izaya to actually make the first move, but he wasn't complaining. If anything this made things easier for him; no longer did he have to worry about whether he was pressuring the brunette into something he wasn't ready for.
This just made him feel absolutely giddy at the thought that Izaya had come to his place, nervous and everything, with the same intentions that he had when he invited the other man over.
Of course, just because Izaya had made the first move, it didn't mean he wasn't nervous.
He was a virgin.
So Shizuo knew that no matter what, he still needed to take it slow and make it as pleasurable as possible for him. He knew that he would not be able to forgive himself if he hurt the smaller man and made him regret for giving himself to such a brute.
Once they made it to the bedroom, Shizuo put Izaya on the bed while he quickly went to fetch the lube and condoms from his bathroom. When he came back he noticed that the brunette was being abnormally quiet and that he was nervously playing with his sleeves while sitting in the middle of the bed looking down at his hands. Not being able to help himself, a smile came to his face at the adorable sight he had never seen while in Izaya presence before.
Izaya was, to Shizuo, the definition of suave and in control but at the moment he looked like a child who was afraid of the dark.
Walking to the bed, Shizuo placed the two objects on the edge of the bed then climbed on the bed so that he was facing the man who seemed to be ignoring him.
"Do you not want to do this? Because I won't forc-" he didn't get to finish his sentence since Izaya quickly lifted a hand as if to tell him to be quite but still didn't lift his head to look at him.
"S-Shut up! I started this and I'm not backing down now you brute." Izaya stubbornly said and Shizuo smile grew.
He crawled closer to Izaya and once he was close enough he grabbed hold of his chin, then lifted the face he so badly wanted to see. What he saw made Shizuo heart beat faster.
Izaya's face was bright red and his eyes kept shifting as if to afraid to meet Shizuo gaze.
Who would have thought that Izaya had such a tsundere personality when it came to stuff like this.
"Your fucking cute." Shizuo said, enjoying the scandalous look that Izaya gave him.
"W-wha-mmph" he didn't let the brunette finish whatever he was gonna say, but instead kissed him.
Using his body weight, he toppled them over so that Izaya was below him while he still kept their lips together. Shizuo quickly changed from just moving their mouths together to a more pleasurable kiss that involved his tongue and the tongue of the smaller man. Of course Izaya was having a hard time keeping up with the tongue that was coaxing him to be more aggressive with his own.
Shizuo pulled away, noticing that the kiss had left the man below him practically breathless. Licking his lips at the sight of Izaya trying to catch his breath, Shizuo went back for another mind-blowing kiss that earned him a pleasurable moan that coursed through his body.
Not satisfied with just the kissing, Shizuo began to touch the body below him.
With one hand holding him up so he wouldn't crush his lover, he used the other hand to fondle the skin that was under the red shirt.
Izaya was the one to break the kiss this time as he let out a breathy moan as Shizuo curious hand met his sensitive nipple.
Enjoying the response, Shizuo rubbed the nub with his thumb until it got stiff. He smiled as he felt Izaya shiver when he rubbed the nub just right. Wanting to hear more of that lust filled voice, Shizuo began to kiss the brunettes neck.
He was gladly awarded with more moans and a tilt of the head to give him more access to soft pale skin. Shizuo more than happily began to kiss the extra skin given to him, eventually finding a spot to gently suck until he left a mark.
Taking a moment to admire the mark he left, Shizuo decide that he enjoyed seeing his mark on that skin and had the urge to leave more, and what better time than now when the brunette was lost in pleasure.
"Shizu-chan?" his lover said, confused about why Shizuo stopped what he was doing.
Seeing Izaya opening his eyes, Shizuo gave him a smile and kissed him once more before he lifted himself from him and began to undress.
Feeling the gaze of the smaller man as he took off his shirt, he looked at Izaya and gave him a feral look as his lover blushed at being caught watching. Chuckling at the reaction, Shizuo decided to leave his pants on for now and instead get the other man undressed first.
Crawling back to his bed and on top of Izaya, he stopped where the brunettes shirt met his pants and with his nose he pushed the shirt up. Without losing eye contact, Shizuo kept pushing the shirt with his nose until his lovers navel began to show. Giving it a lick, the blond enjoyed the small shiver he received and the way Izaya's eye lids seemed to become heavier as he began to dip his tongue in and out.
"Quite sensitive?" he said earning a small glare that had no malice.
"Shut up." his lover answered as he broke their eye contact and laid back on the bed with an arm over his eyes.
The blond chuckled and gave the naval he had licked a quick nibble before he began to push the shirt so that more skin would be exposed.
In his search for the nub he had rubbed, Shizuo kept kissing every patch of skin he exposed.
Turning Izaya into a moaning mess as he would occasionally stop on one spot and leave a mark.
He knew that once this was over Izaya would not be pleased with the marking, but Shizuo had made it his goal to make the man below him his, and marking him was just the beginning.
Finally reaching a cute little brown nipple, Shizuo gave it a quick lick as he watched his lover try to hide his face further with his arm in embarrassment. Giving the other nipple the same treatment, Shizuo began to light suck on one before moving to the next. Each suck would make Izaya arch his back and eventually the arm over his eyes moved to the brunettes mouth, being bitten to muffle the embarrassing sounds he was letting out.
Shizuo, not liking the reaction (he was suppose to be the only one leaving marks in that skin), grabbed the arm and moved it before he went back to the brunettes perky nipples, and gave each a little nip.
Seeing as the smaller man seemed ready for more, he moved away from the body underneath his and made it so he could take off his pants. Letting out a sigh as he unzipped his zipper, Shizuo stopped doing anymore and grabbed Izaya hand, placing the hand on his still partly clothed erection.
"Are you really sure you wanna go through this?" he asked once more, making sure to watch the expression on the smaller man's saw Izaya bite his lower lip, as he watched the hand on his erection, before the brunette gave it a timid rub.
"Yes" the brunette said breathlessly. Letting go of the hand, Shizuo let Izaya do the rest of the undressing for him. The brunette rubbed Shizuo through his clothes for a while, clearly enjoying the way he would let out a low moan. Not wanting this to finish before things even started, Shizuo told Izaya to hurry and undress him.
Izaya nodded and with two slightly trembling hands lowered both his pants and underwear, the brunette blush came back with full force as he watched Shizuo nudity. Getting impatient, Shizuo quickly kicked off his pants (underwear as well) and proceeded to undress the brunette.
The smaller male let him undress him fully, to embarrassed to undress himself.
Once the clothes were out-of-the-way, Shizuo asked Izaya to turn around and to get on his hands and knees. The brunette had looked at him bit suspiciously, but eventually did what he was told.
The sight of Izaya on his hands and knees, almost caused Shizuo to cum right there and then. His smooth bottom lifted in the air and the coy way Izaya face turned to him was just too much. Taking a deep breath, Shizuo willed himself to calm down and grabbed the lube.
Squeezing a generous amount on his fingers, he told Izaya to relax and proceeded to insert a finger in the brunette.
"Are you okay?" he asked, seeing Izaya grab a hold off the sheets underneath his hands and nodding a yes. After the first finger began to produce whimpers and moans out of Izaya, he inserted another finger in. Stretching the tight entrance even more, Shizuo was doing his best not to lose himself and thoroughly finish the stretching.
He wondered who was actually the one in pain.
Izaya might be the one with fingers up his ass, but watching was causing him pain. Each in and out motion of his fingers made his penis twitch and ache for the attention his fingers were getting. Still he was surprisingly able to control himself.
He finished the stretching with one more finger and was glad when Izaya seemed to enjoy the feel of his fingers. The brunette kept thrusting his hips down as his back arched in with each pleasurable spark.
Pulling his fingers out, he heard Izaya whimper as his inner muscles clenched his fingers trying to keep them in and not succeeding. He asked the brunette to lay on his back and once he did, Shizuo spread his legs, getting in between them.
"Ready?" he asked the breathless brunette underneath him.
"Just hurry Shizuo!" Izaya answered impatiently, making Shizuo chuckle. Lining himself to the smaller man's entrance, he slowly entered.
What he did expect was for the brunette to let out a yelp of pain, and he quickly pulled out.
"Sorry, it will be easier on your hands and knees so let's do that. Unless you want to stop." he had forgotten that for some being on their back while penetration could cause pain. Izaya didn't answer just pushed Shizuo away as he turned moved back on his hand and knees.
Once more Shizuo lined himself with Izaya entrance and slowly went in. This time no yelp of pain was heard, but from the way Izaya was breathing harshly and shaking, he knew he was still in pain.
When he was fully inside, Shizuo stayed still, enjoying the feel of the inner muscles contracting as he kissed the sweaty back of the other male.
"Breath in and out slowly, Izaya."
After the clenching had subsided a bit, Shizuo pulled out a bit before thrusting back in. He shallowly thrust for a while, making sure Izaya was getting used to it, but it was becoming really hard not to just thrust fully.
Not being able to restrain one of his thrusts, he did it with more force and moaned as Izaya threw his head back. Meshing their bodies together, Shizuo began thrusting more forcefully. With each well-aimed thrust, the back of Izaya head would collied with Shizuo shoulder and he would get a wonderful glimpse of the brunettes pleasurable face.
Twisting the smaller face, a sloppy kiss started, each moaning as the pace became slightly faster. Placing his hand over one of Izaya, Shizuo broke the kiss as he proceeded to bite and suck the brunettes back and shoulders.
No longer able to hold his weight, the brunette slumped on his forearms as his sweaty forehead rested on one his them. His hips would thrust back with each forward thrust Shizuo made.
Shizuo could feel both become closer to release. His thrusts became uncoördinated and Izaya's inner muscles were squeezing him relentlessly as he pulled out just to thrust in once more.
With one last powerful, Shizuo bit the smaller man's shoulder harshly as he came inside the condom he wore. Izaya let out a loud moan as he came on the sheets underneath, before slumping on to the soiled sheets.
Pulling out with a moan from both, Shizuo threw the condom in the bin next to the bed, as he laid next to the brunette, He watched as he twitched from the after effects of release and smiled in his success.
The brunette turned his face and looked at him.
"That was..." he blushed, unable to finish his sentence. Letting out a breathless laugh, Shizuo grabbed a hold of Izaya and brought them closer.
Izaya cuddled close to him before Shizuo felt his lover relax and fall asleep.
Their relationship was still relatively new, so declarations of love weren't said but expressed through their affection. Kissing the brunettes forehead, his eyes slowly began to close.
The last thing he saw before sleep took him, was the blissful look on Izaya's face.
I finally finished this I'm so happy.
Seriously though, my smut is becoming longer. I blame it all on the Yaoi I read lol. Anyway, thanks all those who commented/followed/favorited. I probably won't be updating a new one-shot any time soon since I'm gonna focus on writing the next chapter of there is no if (will be smutty :D) and also when I was your man (my only yullen story).