A Much Needed Sleep Time Skip

Quick Hanji POV

I skipped to Erwin's office joyfully knowing well he would be well rested and ready for more experiments. I knocked on the door, humming away waiting for an answer. I knocked again but still no answer, so I turn the knob and it's unlocked, "Pardon the intrusion…not really…Erwin you in here…Erwin."

I knew he had to be here. Oh he must still be still sleeping; maybe I'll just peek a little. I open the door a little to… my eyes widen in shock. Is that Levi and Erwin. I burst the door open with the biggest of smiles, "I knew it! You two are humping, this is great, and I always thought you two were made for each other."

Erwin's POV

I awoke to screams jumping awake to see Hanji cheering me and Levi about our relationship. I turned to see Levi, not in bed, but in the corner of the room yelling. "Get the fuck out of here 'shitty glasses', can't you knock, have you no shame?"

It wasn't too embarrassing we were in our boxers but Levi's cheeks were pink, "For your information 'shorty', I did knock, and to your other question no I have no shame. Erwin how is your right arm?"

I shift looking at my bandages and see that some blood seeped through. "Well it's still gone if that answers anything, too bad ha, I bet you wished I was a titan shifter so it would not only grow back but have your fun experimenting on me."

"Oh Erwin, you know mw so well, but seriously are you okay?"

She looked at me with concern so I gave her a reassuring soft smile. "I'm just really sore, and this phantom pain really hurts some of the time."

Hanji scooted a chair towards the bed and sat on the right side to look at my wounds. She took the bandages off to reveal a grotesque gnawed on wound. She cringed as she cleaned the wound and before she rewrapped she asked Levi, "Could we talk, I need to ask something."

Levi's POV

"Yeah, but we can talk here, whatever you need to say you can-,"

"Hanji interrupted, "I know, I want Erwin to hear too, I just wanted your attention as well."

She pointed to Erwin's wound, "See that, all of this can and most likely get infected, it is too jagged of a wound to heal properly, it was clearly bitten off at the elbow, but to avoid further complications we must…"

My eyes started to water, she couldn't mean, she continued, "We must cut more off, just enough to even his wound, so the infections will me minor and minimal."

I was in shock how could she think that at a time like this, I mean yeah, it looked bad but… but she is right, but what about Erwin, hasn't he gone through enough already. I don't think I can bear to see him in pain. She rewrapped his bandages, "I'll give you guys some time to think, but I will need an answer really soon, while its not healed yet, since it's still raw, it will be easier to cut."

"Okay we get it shitty glasses, just let us talk for a bit, could you excuse yourself Hanji."

She nodded and left quietly. Erwin had a look of a mix of pain and fear so I sat on his bed resting my head on his left shoulder, "So what are you going to do?"

Erwin exhaled strongly, "I really don't know Levi, it has to be done, but I know it will hurt. What would you do?"

I look up into his bright blue eyes with his bright blonde hair shining in the sunrise with his look of anticipation, waiting for my answer. I kiss his chin, "if you are by my side, everything will be okay."

It wasn't much of an answer but it was enough for him, I again rested my head on his left shoulder where he held onto me, nuzzling his face in my hair inhaling. Tranquility was written on his face. So we laid down falling asleep quickly. I know you can get through this Erwin, we will all get through this, we always have, and always will. But I fear for this day to come, the day I have to see Erwin in pain.

I awoke to Erwin jumping out of bed in a cold sweat and making a loud thud smacking the floor, "Erwin, are you alright?"

I ran to his side as he was struggling to sit up, "Y-yeah, its fine – NGHAHH!"

Tears swelling in his eyes, his hand covering part of his face, "Erwin you're not fine, what's wrong."

He was gritting his teeth, "just hurts…the phantom pain, I-I think I'm alright now."

I wrapped my arms around him, he returned the hug and I felt a slight smirk on his face. "Okay, let's get you off this filthy floor and take a shower."

He looked a little sad again, a frown forming on both of our faces, "Are you sure Levi, my arm is pretty gross, I could even call it disgusting."

My eyes widen, "Nothing about you is disgusting, well except for your shit…" we both let out small smiles.

"At a time like this, you talk about my shit; you know for a clean freak you sure say shit a lot."

"Shut up and let's get you cleaned up."

I get up offering a hand with Erwin gladly accepting and walking into the shower room. Since we were in our boxers it was fast to get undressed and inti the shower, I unwrapped his bandages again but before I got to the open wound he held my wrist. "Levi, are you sure you're ready?"

"Tch, its fine Erwin, to me nothing has changed."

"Levi…"

I unwrapped the last of the bandages; Erwin cringed and looked away so I cup his chin to look at me.

"You are so fucking beautiful…I love you so much, you have no idea."

I lean in to have our lips touch savoring the feeling of one another; I wrap my arms around his neck, deepening the kiss. The hot water now drenching us both with steamy mist, Erwin sat on the shower bench taking me with him to sit on his lap, and facing him. He began kissing me while rubbing circles on my waist and up my back causing me to buck and gasp into his mouth.

I wanted more, this time seeing him I was melting into just his little touches. I think the time we spent away took its toll on me. Here I am finally seeing him after months away, and moaning like a new cadet. Erwin wrapped his arm around my waist and bent me backwards a bit to run his tongue up my chest then down to my right nipples and began to flick with his tongue, making me moan his name.

"Sorry Levi, I know how much you liked it when I would use my mouth on one and my finger on the other, but when I hold you like this I can't do that anymore… I'm sorry Levi."

I run my fingers through his wet hair and kiss his forehead, "it's okay Erwin, I'm sure we will find something that we will both like even more."

I put more pressure grinding on his groin, making Erwin throw his head back and letting out a moan, "Levi please, not now."

"Huh, why not?"

His eyes looked sad as they met mine, "Please, I really do want it, I want you, but my arm, I don't think I have the strength to get you to finish or even me to, even now I'm exhausted."

I just huff in defeat knowing his condition; I should have been more considerate. I look at Erwin, shocked at his reaction of sadness and embarrassment. I thought for a moment then it hit me. "Erwin lay down on your back."

"O-Okay, but what for?"

"Just do it."

He obliged and I gave him some assistance due to his injury, after he laid down, hissing at the cool tiles that the warm water couldn't hit, "Cold, ngh, there goes my boner, cold."

"It's okay, ill wake him back up."

"Levi- wait ngh," his back arched as I ran my tongue around the head and swallowed him. He gasped and bucked, loving the feeling. Since we have done this more than a few times, my gag reflexes were relaxing, but every once in a while they would kick in, but today was all for him. So I let him buck into my mouth as much as he wanted.

I began sucking harder and letting him buck into my mouth hearing mouth-watering moans from Erwin while running his fingers in my hair. I look up to meet his eyes, pure bliss taking over the both of us so I pull off of him with a pouting groan from Erwin. Then he fell silent or too shocked for words when I make a position change, my face hovering over Erwin's erection and my erection hovering above Erwin's face. I hiss when Erwin begins to suck and lick circles around the head.

"Er-Erwin, no just prepare me."

He stopped and looked at me, "But I told you I can't."

"Don't worry about it; I have a plan so just do it already old man."

He gave me a soft smile, which he knew could melt me. "As you wish my little wife."

After that he placed his middle finger at my entrance, circling then finally entering, he was pumping his finger then adding another but he blinded the pain by fully engulfing my erection, sucking hard and groaning deep. With just his voice sending the vibrations to make me feel pure pleasure. I couldn't even suck Erwin, my cheek lying on top of his thigh with saliva pouring from my mouth down the side of his leg.

If I had anymore I knew I would cum so I got up and from the feeling in my backside Erwin had used four fingers. I look down at him, both of us a panting mess. I get back down to straddle his waist and kneel down to give Erwin a much deserved kiss. Our tongues collided and we explored each other's mouths till we needed air.

"Levi, please I can't, not now. I don't have the strength."

I touch his lips shushing him, "it's okay, just leave everything to me, I'll take care of you for now, it's my turn to show you my love."

I sit up to align myself with Erwin, and then I lower myself slowly to this new feeling. Usually things were that he was doing the movements and towering over me, but now I was on him. When he would enter me he would always stare at my expressions and would always know when it was okay to move, but now I was in control.

With this new position I began moving sitting up a little to slam back down making Erwin gasp and his hand gripped my hip. His grip then loosening then tightening at every move I made, his eyes were shut tightly eyebrows knitted and his mouth agape, so every noise he made was heard.

"Levi, ngh a-are you sure –ahh, we've never done th-this position before, ngh, are you hurting?"

He has always been concerned about me, at any time even in this moment, I leaning again to look into his eyes as I take his hand and put it on my chest so he can feel my heartbeat. "My heart only beats for you Erwin, this place inside my chest is the only place you could hurt me."

He sat up the best he could removing his have to push himself up for leverage and to wrap what was left of his right arm around my upper back, placing kisses on my chest, "I would never hurt your heart, I also know that you would never hurt mine, I love you Levi."

"I love you too."

I began moving again putting pressure on his chest so he can lie back down and 'enjoy the ride'. I picked up the pace to only hear skin slapping skin, rolling my hips and angling myself to find that special spot to send us both over the edge.

Then suddenly, "Ngh ahh! Erwin! So good," I was shuddering not yet hitting either of our climaxes but I couldn't move, I needed to calm down. But then Erwin began rolling his hips and bucking upwards. He hit that spot with every movement making me scream his name.

"Levi, I know every special spot on your body, even in this position, I know your body better than you do."

I started to move more with Erwin meeting my own thrusts, but I put that to a halt to roughly ride him, I was doing this for him, I don't want him to have to move, it's my turn to pleasure him. I felt a knot in my stomach as I was nearing my peak and Erwin groaned and wrapped his hand around my erection and worked my body since he knew I was close. I screamed his name as I felt him fill me up and I finish right after on his abdomen. I collapse on top of him gasping for air like I forgot how to breath, hearing Erwin's breath I think he felt the same. I sat up and removed myself to take my shower.

"uhh, Levi."

I turn to see Erwin on the shower floor reaching his hand towards me, "A little help."

"oh, tch okay old man." I give him a sly smirk making him chuckle as I pull him up. But then he stops, looking at my back he frowns.

"Levi what happened?" I had quite a few cuts, gashes, and bruises from the roughness beyond the wall.

"Just from the rough riding, the 3DMG, and a few mistakes out of blind rage to save you I guess."

"I'm going to wash your back." I just nod letting him, the soap stung a little but it was bearable.

"Some are still bleeding; I'll bandage you up as soon as we're done in here."

"Okay."

A long pause of only cleaning each other I broke the silence, "Erwin?"

"hmm."

"Are you ready for tomorrow?"

"…. Um not really looking forward to it, but it has to be done, I don't want an infection, and I want it to heal properly so it's the only way. But it's okay, if you'll be there with me." My eyes widen slightly at his words. But I relax resting my hand on his shoulder and place my face on his chest.

"I will always be by your side." After leaving the shower we re-bandage each other and got dressed in our sleeping attire even though it was mid-day but we decided to lounge around and relax together, since tomorrow would be the day I was dreading.

Erwin's POV

I awoke feeling chills down my right side I jump slightly till I saw Levi standing up at the right side of the bed getting dressed. I looked at the window to see that it was probably the time when the cadets went to bed and we could do the paperwork in peace. "You're awake, did you rest well?"

"Yeah, thanks to you."

I give him a smirk making him lightly blush, I chuckle. "You can get up if you'd like, I had some questions foe Hanji that I would like to address and I would like you, Mike, and Nile present as well."

I tilt my head but agree sitting up and get dressed, I decide to wear a solid black tank top and champagne brown slightly baggy pants to be more comfortable. Since the cadets and new recruits were to be sent to bed I didn't need to wear formal attire, but before we walk out the door Levi pulls me down into a kiss and puts my bolo tie around my neck. I smile a thank you, because I know in everyone's' eyes I am still the commander even though I gave the position to Hanji before my trial. We left to go down the hall and out the doors to wander around to find Hanji, Mike, or Nile.

We walk for a while till we see two figures in the distance, we close in to find Jean and Marco chatting and I look down to see that they are holding hands. They were laughing till they saw us and quickly retracted their hands, and turning redder by the second. I couldn't help but smile and wave signaling for them to come our way. They were hesitant but quickly made their way over. "Good evening Jean and Marco, what brings you two here?"

Jean was a little shaky, "Um well, you s-see, me and Marco were just, uh, we were just walking around."

I couldn't help but noticed the embarrassment and nervousness in his words, then I knew why he was nervous, they were both staring at my wound. Jean looked sad, with guilt plastered on his face.

Jean's POV

I couldn't help but stare at his wound, it was my fault, he sacrificed himself for us to save Eren and we couldn't even do that for him. We just left him to die, and then he sacrificed himself again to prove our innocence to the royal court. There is nothing I can do to repay this debt to him. I'm so low, I don't even deserve to breath around him. "Jean, what's wrong, you have a guilty look on your face?"

"…. Fault."

"Huh?"

"It's my entire fault what happened to you."

I clench my fists making my knuckles turn white, "We just left you screaming, I didn't want to move, I know Eren was our top priority, but we still couldn't get him back, I'm sorry commander, I failed you, and you paid the price for those failures."

I grit my teeth in anger in myself and sorrow for my commander, "I wasn't made for fighting on the outside, I can't save anyone, but I guess this is what I get and deserve, to stay alive as a coward and watch everyone around me as they suffer and die, I'm so pathetic."

I suddenly feel arms wrap around my neck into a tight embrace, I knew from the slow and strong embrace that it was Marco. I tense knowing such affections are not appropriate but then I don't really care, I love Marco and no matter what orders I receive, Marco's safety is always first. So I return the hug, we stay like this for a moment then let go. But only to feel a strong hand grasp my shoulder. I look up to see Erwin giving me a sad smile.

"It's not your fault Jean, it was my decision to make, and I am always ready to pay the price of my decisions, that was my job as a commander of the survey corps, to give orders and be prepared for any mishaps and follow through the mission. Jean you are a great person, as well as a soldier, I thank you, I thank the both of you."

Me and Marco looked at each other then back at Erwin confused, "For what?"

"For not turning around and leaving, the day you officially joined my regiment."

Erwin's POV

I see happiness and acceptance in both of their eyes, a few tears dropping down jeans cheeks he began to wipe then away, "Th-Thank you sir, I am proud to have served under your command."

He suddenly hugged me in a calm embrace, I'm guessing due to my injuries. I smile and return the hug with my arm wrapping around his head and begin to ruffle his two-toned copper locks. I lean down and take a look at Levi and nod, he gets the signal and begins talking to Marco. I begin to whisper to Jean, "So you and Marco huh?"

He stops hugging me and lets go and looks up at me in shock, "How did.."

"It's fine Jean, I'm not against it, in fact I approve, I'm not really surprised either, I saw the way you two looked at each other in the mess hall, just be careful, just be careful. Most people around here aren't so okay with it unlike me and Levi. Just don't get caught by the wrong people."

Ne nods and blushed a little, "so you and the captain are okay with this, *blushes even more* does that mean!?"

I just nod and smile slightly; causing him to gasp a little and turning beat red. I turn over to see Levi talking with Marco to see him a very pale color. Before both of our groups parted Levi had a slight smirk on his face which made me curious so as we were walking, "So what did you say to Marco?"

He turned to be, "What did you say to Jean?"

"Oh, that I suspected their relationship and that I approve and have no objections, but to be careful."

He turned away and we walked a bit further, "So what did you say to Marco, was it that bad?"

"I pretty much said the same as you, and then he asked me for advice about the sex life."

"And what did you say?"

He smiled and looked at me, "I told him that he needs to clean all the shit out of his ass before he can do anything."

"BAHAHAHA!" I couldn't help but bend over laughing; holding my stomach afraid it might burst. I wiped a tear of laughter.

"Okay Levi, let's go find Hanji."

Levi's POV

We finally made it to Hanji's courters and I enter uninvited, as usual she is sleeping with stacks of papers surrounding her. My eyes twitch at the sight of such filth, but I put that aside for now to have a serious talk, "Oi, shitty glasses, wake your lazy ass up.''

She jumps up and screams in fright then begins laughing, "Shorty, you scared the shit out of me."

I surely hope not, tch disgusting."

She turns to see Erwin and runs over, "Erwin are you feeling well, I know you need more rest, so why are you two here?"

"Hanji!" she turns to me frowning knowing now that this is a serious matter. "You know what has to be done tomorrow right?"

"Of course I do, I have the supplies ready in the basement all brand new so you know it will be a clean cut."

Those words made me and Erwin cringe. "Tomorrow before surgery I will inspect all your tools and will sanitize everything on my own, and since I have no doctoral experience, my trust lies in you to do this. You are the only one I trust to do this job."

"Levi, you have no idea how happy that makes me."

She was wiping tears and cleaning her now foggy glasses, "This I'm sure will be painful for Erwin but I don't think even he and stay still enough to make a clean cut, but I think we should be fine with two people, so I think we will need Mike and Nile for the job to hold him down if needed."

"I'd be glad to help out," I turn to see Mile and Nile in the doorway, "Yeah; I suppose I can help too, as long as the crazy scientist doesn't cut me by mistake."

Hanji jumps up in a growly pout and begins ranting about skills she has and what things she could do to him if she wanted to, with that we decided to take our leave. "Bye guys, see you in my basement tomorrow."

"You make it sound like we are doing something criminal." Nile blurts to Hanji.

"See ya," Mike leaves, us following suit. I feel better knowing that Erwin is beside the people that he trusts but I know tomorrow is going to be bad. We get back to his office and lay down together.

"Goodnight."

Erwin wraps his arm around my neck and peck my cheek, "Night, I love you."

"I love you too."