"Love Triangles

Get The Best Of Us

Because

The

One

You

Shouldn't Want,

Is The One You Fall For"

~Themonsterinyourhead

I wake up around midnight hungry and with a scratchy throat. I head out my room to see Carter staring out the patio at the sky. I turn away quickly as I go to get a drink. I went and poured myself water and scooped some ice cream. He appears again. I try not to look at him but eventually I do. And in that instant I regret it- but then again I don't.. I hear myself say something that makes me want to eat the words back up..."Kiss me.." it was very faint but most definitely he had heard me..We both came closer to each other like lions ready to fight. We circled eachother our eyes staring deeper into eachother... We walked closer and closer.

And before I know it our lips softly touch and then becomes rougher as He holds me closer and I grip to his neck.. He let's go of the kiss and plants soft pecks on my neck.. I feel so...passionate. He aims for my lips but I press kisses on his neck and he makes a noise. We both press our heads together as our lip touch agai he carries me up as he leads me to my room. I don't know what's going on but I continue to kiss him. We continue to kiss more and more. He aims for my neck again as I feel my sheets on my back.. He leans on top of me as we continue to kiss. My shirt is soon off and I reach for his neck as it continues.. He makes that same noise and then reaches for mine and I do the exact..

I wake to the sound of trains among the distance. I open my eyes to see Carter sleeping next to me.. completely unclothed and I end up falling off the bed. I...began to pick up the pieces as to what had happened and start to panic.. It was 7a.m.

I pick up my clothes from the floor and put them on as I head to the bathroom to put on a new outfit for the schedule meeting. Thank God it was still around a good time to make it on time. I put my hair into two buns with my long bangs out and brushed nice. I put on winged eyeliner and the same vamp-colored lipstick as I throw on a black sabbath tee with a white,black and gray flannel on top and unbuttoned. I put on black jeans and grey vans as I put on a choker. I grabbed the back pack I had reorganized and headed to the kitchen.

I go to see Carter..I pause nervously...I feel so mushy that I skip breakfast and run out. I run to the bus station with him running after me.. he was wearing a tight grey long sleeve with 2 unbuttoned buttons and black jeans and converse. The shirt outlining his muscular upperbody.

"Chance" He calls after me. I suck in my gut and turn toward him. He handed me my planner. He dug his hands in his pockets as he flipped his hair in place with innocence on his face..but his dark eyes full of sorrow. Both contrasting features.

"T-T-hank you..C-carter" I nervously reply.

"no biggie" he responds and in a matter of seconds he is gone completely.

As the bus arrives I see Andy on it. I swipe my metro card as I head toward him in excitement. He smiles. We greet eachother as I explain how Carter was able to help with the snakes even though I felt guilty even talking about him at all. What happened with Carter...never happened with Logan which would make it even worse if Logan found out... the memories replayed in my mind.. Reminding every feeling and emotion I had felt. Then I snapped back into reality when Andy started talking about the teacher he was helping with. I smile and ask him about the holding hand situation...

"I'm gay... I don't think he is and plus hes 20 and I'm 17" Andy says blushing.

"hehe I've always heard the term schoolgirl gets huge crush on hot teacher but this totally changes the game around" I say smiling.

"Are you a homo-phobe?" Andy asked nervously.

"No" I smile as we both talk softly.

As we got to school the front of it was flooded with teens. I headed up the steps and into the building. I see th familiar group of girls and remember I hadn't went to the bon-fire. The girl comes up to me.

"It rained yesterday so I understood why you didn't show up" She spoke.

"Yeah" I nodded as I tried to make it on time to the guidance office. As I went in the councilor smiled as we started to converse on the courses I would like to take.

After we talked I told him how I was dis-owned by parents and how I live with 2 friends...He nodded with sorrow seeing how clean my records were.. thank God for those straight A's and B's. As I glanced at my schedule.

It was decent. I had gym first. However, I would start next year for this was the last day of school. I nodded. I forgot that the curse with the memory was near the ending of the school semester and I spent the few months at the boarding school.

Summer vacation in such a cold climate...As I stepped out the school- the sun was completely out and shinning. Well then.. I thought to myself as I went off the campus.. I walked to a deli for I grew hungry. I headed to an aisle full of chips and refrigerators filled with drinks. I took out a lemonade when I heard a group of men stomp into the store.

"THIS IS A ROBBERY GIVE ME YOUR MONEY" the men yelled.

I see the cashier raise his hands. He looked old, tired and worn out with 2 young kids beside him. I gulped as I walked toward the men they aimed their guns at me.

I went in my wallet and took out $500.

"Leave him alone- this is all I have" I plead. The guys grin as one guy whispered to 2 of the other guys. The guy whispering takes the money. As I go to turn around I feel hands smack my behind and carry me.

"HEY GET THE HECK OFF ME" I shriek struggling to get away from them but they have me carried. I start punching and kicking and screaming. The cashier yells. "I CALL POLICE STOP STOP STOP" The guy yells. a woman- probably his wife comes out and screams to see what is going on. One of the robbers points the gun at the man and shoots him. The woman, me and the kids screaming. Carter appears.. his icy blue eyes...

He has a face that looks like a sad puppy but an evil sorcerer at the same time. Both make me shake in fright. He closes his eyes as another eye appears on his forehead. The armed robbers guns disable and the men knock-out tired on the ground.

"Call the police" I shrieked as I fell on my back hard- whimpering at the pain. Tears forming in my eyes. Carter hurries toward me and carries me. I groan in pain with my eyes closed tightly.

"Your going to be alright Chance Rosemary Hawk" he whispers so softly, His voice...

I feel myself falling asleep...

I awake on my bed and see him there looking at me like an injured puppy. I get up fast and look at him.. Then I turn away.

"Don't look at me like that" I say nervously. He touches my back softly.

"You could've died" He whispers his voice cracking on eachother.

"Like you'd care whether that happened " I scoff.

"Logan never told you I'm guessing" He responds annoyed.

"W-W-What are you talking about" I turn toward him but he starts walking away however, I run toward him and he turns toward me as I grip his arm.

Our eyes meeting again because me tugging his arm and him turning around- he was now infront of me. The memories flash of him and our lips touch again. With his other hand he holds my face passionately with the other hand still interlocked with mine.

I release the kiss.

"This kiss can't happen" I nervously try to explain.

"Logan stole you from me" He blurts out.

"What are you talking about?" I ask nervously.

"We met a long time ago... I know you from your past life when you lived with your mom and dad. Logan is Matthew...he told me that he told you that and that you were okay with it because he wasn't the Matt that made you almost kill your parents" Carter explains..

Tears form in my eyes.

"basically- creating Matt in my mind would take me away from you...that's why your father did that curse...it makes better sense when you put it that way...but what about killing the mom...and the cult?" I asked confused.

"It was the other way around think fuller" He explains. The memories flood and I don't see Logan lying in a cult symbol but with heavenly symbols and his mother and him possessed by demons...

"You guys died trying to exercises the demons...but you were able to resurrect yourself..." I explain...

Carter nods with his Icy blue eyes gazing in mine.. I go toward him and kiss him closer. He holds me close as we kiss. Then he let's go.

"why would you do that?" He whispers.

"Because your not the bad brother.. when I thought horrible things abou-"

"yeah I know" he cuts me off. He looks away.

"Hey Hey I'm sorry but what do we do about Logan?" I ask.

"Break up with himm- tell him about the robbery and how you wouldn't have gotten so brutally hurt if he hadn't had left- or you decide what you want" Carter responds. I nod.

"I'll see" I reply. He nods heading toward the door.

"Carter," Carter turns back to face me..his icy eyes staring back at me, "stay with me" I plead. He comes toward me as I was on my bed still. Our lips touch again until the doorbell rings..

"That can't be Logan.." I say nervously hoping it wasn't him...