Hello lovelies! I would've had this out sooner but I've been sick. I've been laying in bed for the past two days doing absolutely nothing because I've been so drained and unmotivated to do anything else. I'm still not 100% better, so please forgive any errors or anything you notice, I'm still brain dead.
Anyways, enjoy~
Sasori stared down at the blonde with wide eyes, his mouth slightly a gap as he didn't believe what he'd just heard. What? Did Deidara just confess that he loved him?! This can't be, he must've heard wrong. There's no way in hell the brat actually felt that way towards him! Right?
He searched those honest baby blues for some hint that he was lying. Something, anything that would cause him to doubt the words the blonde had just uttered. He found none. Nothing. And that's what terrified, disturbed, disgusted, and warmed his non-existent heart all at once.
Get a fucking grip, Sasori! You're on a mission. If you fail this this time, the consequences will be diar. He reminded himself, shaking off all feelings he had for the man under him. He couldn't, no, he wouldn't allow his feelings for the blonde to ruin his chances at succeeding his mission yet again.
Sasori cupped the angel's cheek, the corner of his lips threatening to curl into a smile at feeling the blonde nuzzle his hand. He gazed down at Deidara's beautiful, teary azure eyes softly, wiping away some stray tears with his thumb. "Do you mean that, Deidara?" He asked in a whisper, his velvety voice breaking the silence that fell upon them once more.
Deidara nodded ever so slightly, averting his eyes as his cheeks heated up even more than they already were. "Y-yeah. I do." He said in a quiet, raspy voice; chewing on his bottom lip and chancing a glance back at the redhead.
Sasori felt an overwhelming giddy feeling wash over him at hearing the angel say that, fighting the sudden wave of foreign emotions threatening to spill all at once. Focus! He stared down at Deidara, leaning down and brushing their lips together as he lowered his voice to a husky whisper. "Prove it to me, Deidara."
Said angel shivered at the words, closing the gap between them and wrapping his arms around the demon above him. His hands slipping from the older male's neck and moving down to the hem of his shirt, tugging slightly and earning a throaty growl from the redhead.
Sasori broke the kiss and slipped the shirt over his head, tossing it to the side before connecting his lips with the blonde's once more. His hands traveled the smaller male's body, finding a home on his ass and giving the cheeks a firm squeeze, earning a mixture of a squeak and moan from the sensitive blonde.
"Danna..." Deidara breathed out between kisses, a low possessive growl from the demon getting lost in the other male's mouth. Another rather rough grope to the blonde's ass coupled with Sasori grinding their hips together caused a blissful moan to erupt from Deidara as he mirrored the redhead's actions, grinding into him to cause more sweet friction between the two growing erections.
Sasori pulled away from the kiss only to latch his lips onto the blonde's neck, licking and sucking on the other's sensitive neck earning mewls and pleasurable grunts from the angel. Deidara panted, feeling his soiled boxers clinging to his erection trapped in his painfully tight pants causing him to whimper in discomfort.
Sasori heard the whimper and slowly trailed his hands to the front of Deidara's jeans, undoing them and tugging the zipper down. The blonde lifted his hips off from the bed just enough for the demon to swiftly yank the pesky clothing off all at once leaving Deidara exposed and the most vulnerable he'd ever been in front of anyone.
The redhead leaned back to get a good look at the blonde's naked body, admiring every inch of pale skin, every contour his muscles made as he shifted awkwardly under Sasori's gaze. He was a beautiful sight, every last inch of him. His crimson eyes flicked back to the blonde's face seeing a mix of embarrassment and impatience settling on his flushed face.
He leaned down and gave an affectionate kiss to Deidara's forehead, cheeks, nose, and finally his lips. Giving him a soft smile as he held three fingers to the blonde's mouth earning a confused look from the blushing angel. Sasori rolled his eyes halfheartedly and chuckled in amusement at the boy's innocence. "Suck." He commanded, sliding his fingers into Deidara's mouth once he hesitantly opened up for him, his blush darkening as he realized what they were going to be used for.
Deidara did as Sasori said, sucking on the digits and wrapping his tongue around them to coat them as evenly as possible in saliva. He closed his eyes and furrowed his brows in concentration.
Sasori licked his lips in anticipation as he gazed down at the erotic sight. A low grunt tumbled from the back of his throat as his pants got noticeably tighter. He removed his slick fingers from the blonde's warm orifice, giving his plump lips a quick kiss before trailing his digits at the male's entrance.
He circled Deidara's puckered hole teasingly before sliding his middle finger inside the blonde's heat. Deidara gave a grunt of discomfort at the finger, wiggling a bit at the foreign feeling. Sasori chewed on his lower lip as he slid in finger in and out of the virgin hole, moving his finger around a little for the other to get use to. Damn he's tight. How the hell am I suppose to fit?! He wondered to himself, glancing down at the bulge in his pants and sighing before adding a second finger into the tight heat.
Deidara let out a yelp at the second finger. "Relax, Dei." Sasori cooed, kissing the blonde's cheeks before capturing his lips in a soft kiss to help distract him from the discomfort and slight pain. It worked for the most part, letting out a quiet sigh through his nose, he began to kiss back. Trying to focus on the kiss rather than what was going on to his ass.
Sasori nibbled on the blonde's lower lip begging for entrance to which he was eagerly given. He slyly slipped his tongue into the angel's mouth, massaging the other male's tongue with his own as he scissored his fingers inside the blonde to stretch him.
Once he felt Deidara was ready, he added the third and final finger into the blonde only hearing a slight muffled whimper but no further complaints. He wiggled his fingers around inside Deidara, thrusting in and out of him slowly and curling his fingers. He furrowed his brows as he angled his fingers, searching for that special spot to make this whole experience more enjoyable for the blonde.
"Ah! Danna~" There it is. Sasori smirked victoriously to himself as he aimed for that spot again, podding his fingers into that spot repeatedly as a stream of pleasurable moans and grunts came from the male under him.
Deidara's hips began moving on their own, thrusting down on the redhead's fingers as he was overwhelmed with pleasure. He felt the familiar coil in his lower stomach as Sasori's fingers continued jabbing at his prostate. Sasori seemed to notice the blonde's nearing orgasm and quickly removed his fingers from his heat, earning a disappointed and frustrated groan from the younger male.
Sasori smiled down at Deidara's weak glare at his denied climax, leaning down and pecking the blonde's lips. "Don't worry, Dei-chan. I've got something much better~" He smirked at the blonde's darkening blush as he sat up and began undoing his pants. Deidara's eyes wandered down the demon's toned body, almost drooling at how overly sexy the redhead was and wondering why he hadn't noticed just how damn hot he was until now.
His eyes snapped back up to meet Sasori's when he heard the redhead chuckle. Sasori's smirk grew into a mischievous grin, his eyes growing a playful glint in them as he paused in his movements. "Let's play a little game~" He purred, moving off of the confused horny blonde and standing at the foot of the bed. "If you can manage to keep those wandering eyes of yours on mine, I'll give you a reward. If not," His grin turned sadistic, dropping his voice to a husky whisper. "I get to blindfold you and fuck you as hard and fast as I want~"
Deidara shivered at the redhead's words, chewing on his lower lip and nodding in agreement at the redhead's challenge. Sasori smirked slyly and returned to undoing his pants. His hips swayed ever so slightly, tempting the blonde to take a peek. Deidara bit his lip hard as he willed himself not to break the redhead's gaze, the sound of Sasori unzipping his pants sent a shiver of anticipation down his spine.
He groaned as he heard the redhead's pants fall to the floor in a heap at his ankles. His eyes began wandering down the demon's body, stopping at his toned abs and returning to the smirking crimson eyes. He choked back a moan at the alluring gaze of the redhead as a soft sound of his boxers falling to the floor entered his ears in the nearly silent hotel room. He couldn't fight the urge any longer and glanced down at Sasori's erection, his eyes widening and his mouth a gap as he admired the size of the redhead. How the fuck is that suppose to fit inside me?! He wondered, closing his mouth and looking back up at Sasori's eyes, a smug smirk playing on the demon's lips.
He cursed his curious eyes as the older male crawled on top of him, hovering over him and lowering his head to the other's ear before whispering. "You lose~" He gave a slow lick to the blonde's ear before nibbling lightly, relishing in the soft moan from the other male. Pulling back from Deidara, he reached over to the side of the bed, feeling around under the bed for a moment before smirking smugly as he found what he was looking for. He held up a black tie and grinned wickedly at the angel who eyed the cloth wearily.
Sasori secured the makeshift blindfold around the blonde's eyes, kissing his forehead before capturing his lips in a more lustful kiss. Deidara immediately returned the kiss, opening his mouth willingly to the redhead's introducing tongue. Moaning as their tongues engaged in a small fight for dominance before finally submitting to Sasori once again.
Sasori grabbed Deidara's hips and positioned himself at the puckered entrance. "Ready?" He mumbled against the other's lips receiving an eager nod as he was pulled back into a passionate kiss. He grunted into the other's mouth as he began to push inside the blonde. Deidara pulled away from the kiss and inhaled sharply, clutching at the bedsheets until his knuckles turned white as he began to pant.
Sasori hissed at the extremely tight walls clamping down around his hardened cock. "Relax, brat." He ordered, coming out as a mixture of a growl and a moan, stopping in his movements until Deidara relaxed.
Deidara took a deep breath and did as the redhead said, wrapping his arms around Sasori's neck and relaxing his muscles. Giving a slight nod as a signal to continue. Sasori sighed and pecked the blonde's lips, inching his way into the tight heat until he was fully seethed.
It took every ounce of willpower Sasori had not to pound into the blonde and potentially break him. He could've fucked him into the mattress as hard as he wanted like he said he was going to do. He could've skipped preparation and just took him then and there. He could've had his way with him as soon as they got to the hotel, be he didn't. He wanted Deidara's first time to be a pleasurable one, though he didn't quite know why he felt this way.
He shouldn't even care if Deidara enjoys this or not, this is all just apart of his mission. Nothing more, nothing less...right? No. He knew that was a load of bullshit. No matter how many times he tries to swallow the thought that he hates the brat, his body always ends up rejecting the idea. He cares for Deidara, more than he'd like to. Hell, he fucking loves him and he knows it no matter how many times he tries to deny it.
Sasori gazed down at Deidara's flushed face twisted in a mixture of discomfort and pain, his lips slightly parted and his chest rising and falling unevenly as he tried to relax and adjust to Sasori's size. His body covered in a thin layer of sweat and his nails digging into the redhead's shoulders. His long blonde hair splayed out around him like a golden halo making him look more like the perfect angel he was.
He almost felt bad for this whole thing. He knew Deidara was going to be scolded and banished to earth as a fallen angel. And oh how horrid earth was. He would have to live as a human for the rest of his life, however long that may be. Once banished to earth, your age changed. Right now, Sasori was about 482 and Deidara was around 347 years old. It may seem like a long time on earth, but in Heaven and Hell, it was hardly any time at all.
Once banished to earth, not only would his age change, but his body and emotions as well. He would be as emotional and vulnerable as a human. The thought disgusted him. Such a beautiful and perfect creature such as Deidara didn't deserve to be on the same level as a lowly human. He was far above them, even if he were to become one.
The one thing Sasori wasn't sure of, was memories. He didn't know if every memory of their past life as an angel or demon would remain with them or if a portion or all of them would disappear along with their other worldly powers. The thought of Deidara losing his memories, of him, of this, terrified him. He didn't want to lose Deidara now that he had him, but he couldn't fail another mission or his superior would have his head.
This was just another condition, another reason why they shouldn't have gotten so close to one another. It's taboo for an angel and demon to have any relations. For them to be together, especially like this, it was disgusting, unspeakable, disgraceful, wrong.
None of this should've gotten this far. He shouldn't be having all of these feelings for the one he's suppose to hate. Since when did his passionate hatred and lust for the blonde blossom into an undying love and affection? Why hadn't he noticed when it was happening? Something like this didn't happen overnight, but then why did it take so long for him to notice himself?
"Nngh...Dann-ahh~ M-move, yeah!"
Sasori was pulled out of his thoughts by Deidara's mewling and slight rock of his hips. He smirked down at the needy blonde. "As you wish~" He said, getting a firm hold on the angel's hips and pulling almost all the way out before slamming back in, reburring himself in the tight heat and earning himself a high pitched moan of pain from the blonde.
He loosened his grip on the potentially bruised hips, rubbing soothing circles with his thumbs as he pulled almost all the way out and thrust back in a little more gently. Deidara was glaring at Sasori under the makeshift blindfold before giving it up and taking a shaky breath. He moved his hands down the demon's back and pulled him closer, smirking as he raked his fingernails up his back and over his shoulders leaving ten red trails in their wake.
Sasori hissed at the stinging in his back, narrowing his eyes at the blonde's smirk before growing a smirk of his own. He gave a harsh, quick thrust straight into where he thought Deidara's prostate was, grinning as the blonde gave a loud moan signaling he aimed correctly.
Deidara's body arched off the bed and another loud blissful moan ripped through his throat as Sasori gave another hard thrust into his sweet spot, his already hypersensitive nerves were heightened even more so thanks to his loss of vision due to the blindfold.
He panted roughly and rocked his hips needily against Sasori's cock, groaning in both frustration and pleasure as Sasori continued his slow, torturous thrusts. "St...stop being such- ahh~! An asshole, yeah!" He managed between pants, glaring at the redhead through the makeshift blindfold again.
Sasori grinned sadistically down at the blonde, tilting his head and giving another slow hard thrust to his prostate. "What," thrust, "ever," thrust, "do you" thrust, "mean?" He pulled back, his grin growing as he gave a particularly hard thrust straight into the abused bundle of nerves. "Brat~"
Deidara latched his teeth onto his lower lip, refusing to satisfy Sasori with his moans if he was going to be such an asshole. He turned his head defiantly in a pout, thrusting his hips down roughly on the redhead's cock, choking down a moan.
Sasori narrowed his eyes at the silent blonde, letting out a low growl and tightening his grip on the bruised hips. He pulled almost all the way out again before slamming back into Deidara's prostate, repeating the action at an inhuman speed.
Deidara gasped loudly, unable to restrain his moans of pleasure any longer. Sasori lowered his head to the blonde's ear, giving a low grunt as he continued his quick harsh thrusts. "Don't you fucking keep those moans from me, brat. I want to hear you scream my name." He whispered huskily before attacking Deidara's neck, nipping and sucking, covering the pale flesh in even more red love bites and saliva. Moving to the marking he'd made a while ago, he gave it a harsh suck, swirling his tongue around and sending the blonde into a frenzy of pleasure.
"A-ah! Y-yes, fuck~! D...Da-ahh! I, hhha~ Mm...ohh~!" Deidara threw his head back and panted harshly, unable to form coherent sentences any longer as everything came out in staggered moans and gasps of pure ecstasy.
Sasori smirked against the blonde's damp skin, drinking in all of the his delicious moans and sounds of pleasure as he continued thrusting mercilessly into Deidara's tight heat, a low moan of his own clawing at the back of his throat as he felt his end nearing. He was pleasantly surprised that the blonde had been able to last this long, he was sure he'd have cum eighty times by now.
He reached down between their sweaty bodies and wrapped his slender fingers around the blonde's neglected cock slick with pre-cum, pumping him quickly with his thrusts. Deidara's moans increased in volume, his panting becoming more labored as he was overwhelmed with pleasure.
"I-I, ohh fuck! Ah...Dan- nngh~! c-cum- DANNA~!" He managed out, screaming Sasori's name in total ecstasy as he came hard, sticky white hot ribbons dirting Deidara's chest and stomach along with Sasori's hand.
Sasori groaned as Deidara's already tight walls clamped down around him, he continued thrusting into the spent blonde a few more times before reaching his own climax. "Deidara..." He whispered through clenched teeth as he released inside the angel. He panted, giving a few more lazy thrusts to milk out every last ounce of pleasure as he rode out his orgasm.
The both lay there struggling to regain their lost breath, the silent room filling with the sound of heavy breathing. After another moment, Sasori gathered the energy and pulled out of the blonde, a trickle of blood and cum following and dribbling down the blonde's cheeks. He flopped down beside Deidara on the hotel bed, closing his eyes and sighing heavily.
Deidara lay there feeling a great wave of shame wash over him as his mind finally caught up to him, what just happened finally registering in his head. He turned on his side, his back facing Sasori as he curled up in a ball, hugging his knees and screwing his eyes shut. He regretted it. He regretted everything having happened today. Everything that ever happened with Sasori. This should've never escalated to this. What kind of angel is he? Fucking a demon, no, making love to a demon. He loved Sasori. He didn't deserve to be an angel, but he didn't have to worry about that for much longer. Jashin's going to be furious with him. He'll be banished to this damned planet for the rest of his miserable life. Living out every day as a filthy human.
What the fuck is wrong with him? Why did this have to happen? Why did he ever have to meet Sasori in the first place? All it's ever brought him was pain and suffering. He'd just given his virginity to a demon and this was probably nothing more than another fuck to him.
He felt sick. He felt dirty. He felt violated. Shameful. Cheated. Damned. He just wished he could take everything back. He wished he'd never met Sasori in the first place. If he had, at least never to have fallen in love with the demon. The whole thing disgusted him. The position they were in, the feelings they felt, the deeds they had done, everything.
"Are you okay, brat?" He heard Sasori ask from behind him, his stomach churning at the sound of the redhead's voice slicing through the silence that had settled over them like a thick blanket.
As if he cares anyways. Sasori's a demon and doesn't give two shits about him. He's probably overjoyed about finally fucking him. Probably ecstatic about what's going to happen next, knowing that he's going to lose his wings. Bastard probably planned the whole thing-
His eyes widened in realization. "I've been assigned a new mission... To end your life as you know it." The redhead's voice echoed in his head. This was all apart of his mission. None of this meant anything to Sasori, he really was just another fuck to him.
"Brat? Are you crying?" Sasori asked, concern in his eyes as he gazed at the blonde's shaking form. He didn't need to see Deidara's face to tell that something was wrong. He placed a hand on the blonde's shoulder.
Deidara tensed at the hand, clenching his teeth and ripping the makeshift blindfold from his eyes. Gripping it tightly in his hand as he sat up quickly to face the redhead, he winced at the sharp pain shooting up his lower back from his ass. Sasori gave a concerned look, opening his mouth to say something only to be cut off by a harsh slap to his cheek.
The loud crack of the slap echoed through the small hotel room, Deidara's cheeks were flushed for an entirely different reason now as he glared sharply at the redhead. Ignoring the stinging in his hand from the slap and the shocked face of Sasori as he held his probably throbbing cheek, he balled up his fists and tried his best to hold back the tears threatening to spill from his eyes.
Sasori stared wide eyed at the furious angel, his burning cheek the least of his worries as teary baby blue eyes bore into his own confused ruby ones. "Deidara..." He whispered, his gaze softening as a single tear slipped from the blonde's eyes and rolled down his flushed cheek.
He reached out to wipe the tear away only to have Deidara scoot back away from him. His eyes widening as the blonde fell off the bed on his ass, letting out a cry of pain. Sasori crawled over to where Deidara fell from the bed, watching as he hurriedly stood up and backed into the opposite wall. More tears fell from Deidara's eyes as he continued to glare at Sasori, trying hard to ignore the sharp pain in his ass as he held his harsh look. "Don't fucking touch me, un." He hissed through clenched teeth.
Sasori's eyes widened at the harsh tone. "Deidara, I-"
"FUCK YOU!" He shouted, screwing his eyes shut and turning his head away from the demon. "J-just leave me alone!"
Sasori chewed his lower lip and gazed sadly at the blonde. What happened? Why is he crying? What did he do wrong? Why does his chest hurt so badly watching him like this?
Deidara tried, and failed, to calm his ragged breathing, pressing himself closely to the wall. "Y-you bastard..." He turned his head back to Sasori, opening his eyes and ignoring the fresh tears streaming down his cheeks as he glared at the redhead. "This was all just apart of your plan to get rid of me so I wouldn't interfere with your missions anymore. Well, you got your wish, un! Now I'm going to lose my wings and you don't even care! You don't fucking care-" His voice cracked, threatening to break if he spoke anymore.
Sasori stared at Deidara, his mouth a gap as he didn't know how to respond. He was right. This was all apart of his plan. It has been since the beginning. He never meant for it to be anymore than just sex, but he couldn't deny that it was. It was more. He loved Deidara. He did care.
"You're right."
Deidara's eyes widened as he stared at the redhead. "W-what?"
Sasori wiped his face of all emotion, his voice as cold as his eyes as he spoke to the blonde. "You're right." He repeated with a slight shrug. "I don't care. This was all just a plan for me to get you to lose your wings so you wouldn't be a bother in any more of my missions. You're such a thorn in my side, you know that?" He smirked cruelly at Deidara, fighting the urge to reach out and hold the poor boy in his arms and tell him that he loved him and that everything was going to be alright. Ignoring the pain in his chest and the voice screaming at him to tell Deidara the truth. He couldn't. It was better this way, or so he told himself.
Deidara stared at Sasori, his face twisting into one of pain and rage as he gathered his discarded clothes from the floor and quickly redressing himself. He wanted to tell the redhead off but didn't trust his own voice. Instead, he gave the demon one last sharp glare before marching to the door and slamming it shut as he left.
Sasori watched Deidara leave, letting out a shaky sigh when he was finally alone. He buried his face in his hands and chewed on his bottom lip until it bled. It was better this way. There's no way this would've worked nor would it have ended on a good note no matter how this scene played out. At least that's what he told himself. But it had to be, there was no changing it now. What's done is done and that's all it's going to be. He just couldn't help but to hope that everything worked out for Deidara in his new life as a fallen angel.
Betcha didn't see that coming, huh? X3 I'm awful for leaving it off here, I know. But if I didn't leave it off in places like this, you all wouldn't be as excited to read what happens next, would you? ;D
Anywhoo~ I hope you all enjoyed! Don't forget to review and have a beautiful day~