Later that night…
Maya and I decided to watch a movie after putting the kids to bed. I'm lying down on the far end with my back to the couch. Maya walks back into the living room sitting down two bottle of water. She sits down lifting my legs up laying them across her lap.
"You are too tall to be laying down like this." she laughed and I glared at her.
"not my fault you're short."
"I'm perfect height last time I checked." I furrowed my brows. she pointed to my breast and I started to laugh.
"You are so stupid." we laughed and turned our attention back to the movie. I felt her hand rubbing my calf and I looked backed at her. she was absentmindedly doing this which made me smile. once the movie finished, I sat up bringing my knees to my chest looking at her.
"you're so beautiful." I say shaking my head. she blushes and smiles. "thank you." we just stare at each other and I get that feeling I had all those years back. the butterflies started to flutter around in my tummy and I started to become nervous for no reason.
"Another movie?" she asked and I nod my head. "I pick?" I nod my head again. "I'm going to go change and I'll be back down." she hums a okay and I disappear upstairs. I pull on sweats and a tank, tying my hair into a messy bun. I walked back into the living and see that she has also changed into more comfortable clothes.
"I see we decided to wear the same thing." I jumped on the couch and she smiled.
"I remember turning you on to wearing sweats."
"turned me on to a lot of things." she tilted her head and I coughed. "Ready for the movie?" she shook her head. "tell me what I turned you on to."
"push play." I told her laughing. "The Millers really?"
"have you seen it?"
"No but I've seen the trailers."
"its hilarious. you're going to love it." I have to admit I was laughing majority of the time. the movie was great especially when the son started to rap Left Eye part on Waterfalls. "That poor baby penis."
"I can only imagine how painful that was for him." I laughed. "That was a great movie."
"told you so."
"oh hush. ready for bed?"
"yes I am tired. Which way to the guest room?" I shook my head and grabbed her hand heading upstairs. "you can just sleep with me." we climb into bed and we just stare at each other. we had a silent conversation with our eyes. I reached my hand up cupping her cheek. "I don't think you understand how much I've missed you." I whispered.
"I think I have an idea."
"I'm scared to do this." I could feel her shake her head no. "Don't be scared. we don't have to rush anything. I will move at whatever pace you need to move in. I will wait for you. I will always wait for you. I'm not ever leaving you again." I felt the urge to kiss her and so I did. I was done denying myself the one pleasure I desire. I moved forwards and connected our lips. it was sweet but filled with love. we open our mouths as the kiss turned into passion. I slipped my tongue in and moved straddling her waist never breaking the connection of the kiss. She grabbed my waist as I cupped her cheek with one hand and her neck with the other. the kisses became sloppy as the rush of desire ripped through us.
we pull apart resting out foreheads together catching our breaths. "gosh I missed this." I whispered to her. she rubbed my thighs and smiled. "me too. you're a better kisser than I've remember."
"you're not too bad yourself." I pecked her lips again and laid my face in her neck where I place a few butterfly kisses."I want to so bad." I said into her neck.
"then what's stopping you?"
"it's been so long." I sat up and looked down at her. "I don't want to jump into it like this."
"Then don't do it." I ghosted my thumb over her lips and groaned. I moved over off her lap and rested my head in my hands. "I want to so badly, but if we are going to do this, I want to do this right."
"We are moving at your pace. no rush."
"I can't." I shook my head and she nodded. she placed a chaste kiss on my cheek. "Lets go to sleep." I turn my body away from her and try to get some sleep.
8:30 in the morning…
"MOMMY!" Dominic yells running into the room and jumping on the bed. I groan rolling over and pulling him down, smothering hi m with kisses. "good morning."
"morning."
"did you sleep well?"
"yes."
"are you hungry?"
"yes."
"Is Jessica and Sydney awake yet?"
"No, they still sleeping." he looks over at Maya who surprisingly was still asleep. "Shh Maya sleeping."
"No Maya wake up."
"she will wake up after we make breakfast."
"no Maya wake up now mama. I want to play."
"come with me, we make breakfast." I move to get off the bed and Dominic lays across Maya chest, burying his face into her neck. Maya wraps her arms around his body hugging him tightly before kissing his cheek.
"good morning rock star."
"morning." he smiled brightly at her. "Mommy make pancakes."
"Is she now? Do she make the best pancakes in the world?"
"yeah the best."
"I'm sorry he woke you. I was just about to make him leave." she shook her head and smiled getting out of bed. "Its fine I need to get up anyways." she lifted him up and used him as an airplane. "Let go help mama cook." She set him on his feet and watched him run out the room. she walks over to me and kisses my cheek. "Good morning." then walks pass me following Dom down the stairs.
I grab the baby monitor following after them. Dom is stirring the eggs to be scrambled and I am mixing the batter for the pancakes.
"Mommy Sydney crying." I hear Jessica voice through the monitor. "I got them." Maya said standing up from her seat. "Can you make sure Jessica didn't have an accident in bed?" she nods and walks upstairs. I listen to her interaction with the girls over the monitor.
"Good morning beautiful girls!"
"morning." I could hear Jessica reply. "How did you sleep?"
"Good."
"Are you hungry? Mommy downstairs making breakfast." I hear some ruffling around on the monitor then Maya's voice again. "No accident. That's a big girl. Can you go to the bathroom by yourself? Okay go ahead then come back so we can go downstairs." ruffling again. "Now missy, let change this diaper."
"My My."
"Hey Sydney, You have a stinky diaper. Did you sleep well?" I go back to the breakfast before I accidently burn something fawning over how amazing Maya is with the kids.
"Mommy, I pour eggs in?"
"yes give me a minute. Let me take the pancakes out first okay?"
"kay." Dominic helps me make the scrambled eggs when Maya walks into the kitchen carrying Sydney and Jessica. She put Jessie down and I bend down kissing her forehead. "Good morning baby girl. Go sit at the table and I will bring your plate."
"Come on Nicky." Jessie calls her twin and he jumps off the step stool following her. I lean over kiss Sydney's cheek then Maya places her in the high chair. "I didn't know you called Dominic Nicky." Maya said resting against the counter watching me work.
"I don't. Only Jessie is allowed to call him that. I called him Nicky once and she freaked out. That's her special name for him."
"That is adorable." I smiled turning to look at her. "It really is. I love their bond together. I also love how you are with them. I heard you over the baby monitor."
"I love kids, you know that." she smirked grabbing some fruit out of the containers placing them on the plates for me. "I always wanted them, still do."
"Still want them with me?" woah that was bold of me. I turn away cutting up pancakes hoping she doesn't think anything of me asking that. I really hope she doesn't answer that, or do I? "Only person I want kids with. If I can't have them with you then I don't need them." she grabs the blue micky plate from in front of me lightly and discreetly kissing my shoulder.
"Here you go big boy." Oh she is driving me mad. I sigh silently to myself before handing out the breakfast to the rest of the kids. Our morning was pretty crazy. The twins wanted to run around chasing each other which made Sydney want to join, then Maya decided to join in chasing them around and tickling them once she caught them. The house was filled with laughter for hours and I sat on the couch watching in awe and recording them. I wore a smile the whole time. For the first time in a long time I felt happy. Like I was complete.
The laughing stopped and then they all came running towards me. "No." I said as all four of them started tickling me. "We tickle you mommy." Jessie said and I started screaming as Maya tickled my thigh. She knows I'm extremely ticklish right there. "I give, I give!" I yell and they all stop tickling me.
"I knew I still knew the spot." Maya laughed. "Oh I remember a few spots too." I shot back picking up Sydney and blowing a raspberry on her cheek. I look over at Maya and she honestly looks stun. Damn I'm being bold this morning.
"I think its nap time for this little one right here. You're rubbing your eyes." I stand up going to lay her down in her crib upstairs. "Twins, nap time." I tell them as I come back into the living room where they are both sitting with Maya.
"we go play in the den?" I look at my watch and nod my head. "Go ahead. Nap in one hour." they run off to the den as I flop down on the couch, covering my eyes with my arm. "I need a nap." I laughed. I could hear movement then I feel her hand graze my stomach. "Why? You didn't do anything." she laughed lightly dragging her fingers across my stomach making goosebumps form, exposing how much I am enjoying this.
"I was attacked." she laughed. "Oh poor baby." her hands move further up my stomach then back down they go. "did you get enough video of me?"
"I wasn't… yeah I did."
"you know, I could, nevermind." she moves her hand away which makes me look at her. "No what?"
"no I don't think you're ready for that yet."
"Maya…" I whine and she smiled. She comes closer. "I could…" and she whispers in my ear. my eyes widen and I turn my head to look at her. She has that winked smile and I shake my head. "I'm screwed." I say out loud making her tumble over laughing. "Just remember that." she stands up and I watch her walk away.
I go and put the twins down for their nap, which they fall asleep immediately thanks to Maya tiring them out. I checked on Sydney who was still sound asleep and I go downstairs to find Maya sitting on the couch channel surfing. I walk in taking the remote out of her hand throwing it on the other couch, straddling her waist and attacking her lips. Damn I'm bold today. she grabs a hold of my waist pulling me closer to her body. my hands slip under her shirt as I feel her soft skin in my hands. "Fuck what I said last night." I kiss her neck biting down at her pulse point making her moan and hiss. "Em?" I pull back and look at her. She is biting her lips and I lean forward biting her lip. "kiss me." I say and she does it. "Don't think about it right now." I say before just getting lost in her lips.
I lay back and she climbs in between my legs attacking my neck. I want this girl now like right now. I move my neck back before cutting it connecting our lips again. I start to move her shirt up when I hear Sydney cry through the monitor. we stop as she place one last kiss to my swollen lips. "I'm sorry." I say grabbing her thighs and carefully flipping us over. "don't be sorry." I kiss her again before jogging up the stairs.
"Hey hey hey stop crying baby, mommy is here." I picked her up and laid her on the table. "This dirty diaper has you all grumpy." I laughed kissing her belly before changing her diaper. "do you to watch TV with mommy and Maya?" she nods her head and hides her face in my neck smiling. "I love you baby girl."
"My My!" she said reaching her Maya who immediately took her from my arms. "Tiger." she said and Maya looked confused. "She wants to watch Daniel Tiger." she makes an oh with her mouth and I turn it on for her. I sit resting my face on my knee strolling through my phone. Maya knocks it out my hand and I look up at her furrowing my brows. "pay attention to me." she whines looking at me. "no." I say smirking and she pouts. I stick my tongue out at her, locking my phone and putting it on the table. "Sissy." Sydney said. I look over my shoulder and see Jessica walking down the stairs rubbing her eyes with Dom following. I give them a snack and we just hung out for the rest of the day. I can't lie I can get used to this being my life.