The shattering of the glass was the only sound in the room. I looked at Edward with wide eyes that were brimming with tears.
"You're…what?" I whispered in disbelief.
"Bella…It's complicated…" He said, pinching the bridge of his nose. My anger flared! How dare he ruin our wedding night! How dare he lure me into this wedding shit with sweet words and expect me to be completely okay with a complicated situation!
"Save it Edward! You know, I never wanted to marry you in the first place!"
"Bella, let me explain!"
"Fuck off, Edward Cullen!" I snarled and walked out of the kitchen, leaving the shattered glass on the floor. I ran up to the room and slammed the door behind me as I locked it. I slid down the door as tears poured down my cheeks. What did I do to deserve this kind of punishment?! I looked over to the corner of the room where my wedding dress sat on the chair. Sobs erupted from my chest and I got up to walk towards the dress.
I picked the silky material up and hugged it. I closed my eyes as I remembered mom picking out this dress for me and tearing up, saying I was now all grown up. I remembered thinking that this dress would now be the symbol for a new chapter in my life. A fucked up beginning for a new chapter if you ask me.
"Bella!" I heard yelling from the other side of the door. Edward began to bang on the door but I didn't move. The last thing I wanted to do was see his face. He kept yelling and pleading for me to open the door but I felt so numb on the inside that I didn't open it or frankly even care. Call me selfish but I was really looking forward to this night! This was my wedding night which Edward threw out the window.
The knocking stopped briefly and only silence filled the room. Silence which would be there for a few bliss full minutes because he found the key to the room.
He opened the door and my back was turned to him. I heard his footsteps as he walked towards me. My anger flared up again as tears once again filled up my eyes. I hugged my dress tighter until I heard him stop.
"Baby?" He whispered. I quietly walked to the bed where I grabbed a pillow and a little blanket that went as futile piece of decoration. I walked past him until he grabbed my hand. I looked at him with hateful eyes and slapped him hard. He looked completely shocked and tears filled in his crocodile eyes.
"Fuck. Off. Cullen." I sneered. He narrowed his eyes and pushed me away.
"Stop being a little bitch, Bella. Especially when you don't know the entire story." He snarled. I shook my head at him. His hypocrisy disgusted me. I ran downstairs and threw my things on the couch. Fuck him and everything he has done. I have lived without him before and I sure as hell can live without him now.
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The sun hit my eyes and signaled for me to wake up. I groaned and rubbed my eyes before I stretched. Maybe I will take the other room before I sleep on the couch. I sat up and sighed at the events that occurred the previous night. I looked at my crumbled dress that ended up underneath me. I should probably save that. Maybe I could donate it.
My phone started to ring and I leaned over to look at it only to see Jessica's face on it.
"Hey Jess." I yawned and went into the kitchen to find it glass free.
"Bells! Congrats on the wedding!" She screeched.
"Thank you. So what's up?" I asked while cringing and starting up the coffee maker.
"Well I was wondering if you're still coming into work today. School starts next week and I really don't want to work on these lesson plans alone." I giggled knowing how boring those could be, especially when we were both AP English teachers.
"Yeah I'm coming in. I have to organize everything and start on the lessons for seniors." I said while heating up some instant oatmeal.
"Great, I'll see you there!" She exclaimed and I smiled. We both said our byes and hung up. I got out my oatmeal and poured my coffee before I sat at the table and started to eat slowly. I kept looking towards to see if there was any sign of Edward. I sighed after thirty minutes passed and I got up to do wash my dishes and put them away.
I slowly walked into the room I was to share with Edward to grab some clothes. I silently walked in there only to see Edward curled up in the bed. I walked over silently to make sure he was okay. Surely enough he was and I quietly grabbed my jeans, t- strap sandals, undergarments and a white tank top that was a bit loose on me.
I walked out of the room and to the bathroom to take a shower. I washed myself and slipped into my clothes. My hair was still curly from the night before so I just kept them as they were. I walked downstairs to grab my phone and purse and turned around, startled by Edwards apearence.
"Going somewhere?" He asked, sipping his coffee.
"Work." I replied before going to the fridge to grab a bottle of water.
"When will you be back?" He asked again, irritating me.
"Don't wait up." I replied and slammed the fridge door before stomping to my car and speeding towards the high school.
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It took me two fucking hours to just review the lesson plans for the juniors. I sat back in my chair to take a break. Jessica would not stop talking about her terrible relationships and I tried not to think about Edward all at the same time. Needless to say, I was getting a migraine and I still had to come up a plan for the seniors.
I rubbed my temples and picked up my purse.
"Where are you going?" Jessica asked.
"Outside, I need some fresh air." And a way to get away from you. I smiled at her and walked out the doors into the fresh air. I walked up the hill and into the football field. I walked up the stairs and brought out my note book to brainstorm some ideas to engage the seniors into my English class. I wanted to motivate them to go to college but nothing came to mind. I sighed in frustration and groaned.
"Why the fuck can't I be smart like John Green? I mean Is college even worth it?!" I sighed and then I perked up. Wait, I think John Green did a video on this! I pulled out my phone and typed in his name and bingo! I knew what I would introduce to the seniors! At least something in my life was going smoothly!
Hey guys, sorry for the late late VERY late update! Hope you all enjoy it! One Love Vamiresim and that's a wrap! MWAH! ;) P.S I'm writing a new story called love drunk! Go check it out and let me know what you think of it!