Ok, I did this chapter in Brittany's POV. I decided to try it, but I'm not sure if I will keep going back and forth.
Oh, also, I am so sorry for misspelling Brittany's name in the 1st chapter!
I don't know what first attracted me to Santana. Maybe it was her confidence that just turns me into a pile of mush, or maybe it's the way she laughs, the way her face scrunches up in the most adorable way. Sighs. I do not have feelings for Santana. I don't even know what I was thinking when I pursued her. It's not like it's completely my fault anyway, I mean why does Santana have to be so gorgeous and intriguing. Sighs. I'm screwed; I so have feelings for Santana Lopez. When our relationship first started it was strictly sexual, I just wanted to experience what it would be like with a woman but then it was like the most amazing thing ever and now I'm hooked. I was starting to think that I could be a bi-sexual so I tried it with a few other girls and trust me they did not compete to the one and only Santana Lopez. The only problem with that is; I don't have the lady balls to admit my feelings to her or anyone else. My parents would practically disown me; it's already bad enough that I decided to dance instead of becoming some mathematical genius like my dad. The first time I met Santana was magical, at least it was for me. I was getting ready to audition for a music video when she just waltz in the room with so much confidence and swagger. Santana is the androgynous type, and let me tell you it is hot! She spoke to a few people and then it was time to start the auditions. On one hand I was extremely excited because I had the chance to show off my awesome dance skills to her but on the other hand I was freaking out about these feelings I was having; I almost thought I was going to hurl but at the end I managed to impress pretty much the whole crew. They had a party afterwards to congratulate and get to know the dancers. I wasn't sure if Santana was going to be there but I made sure to dress my best just in case she was. It was towards the end of the night that I pretty much lost hope on her coming. I turned down practically every guy that asked me to dance just because I didn't want her to walk in, see me dancing with someone and think I was taken. I sighed in frustration when I caught a glimpse of someone in my peripheral, and yes, my dream came true. There stood Santana Lopez in all her glory, I couldn't help but bite my lip as I got a good look at her; dressed in some torn slim fitted jeans, a grey V-neck, with a blue blazer on. I knew I had to have her. One problem, rather two. The bimbos she had hanging off her arm. I almost backed out of my plan but I always go after what I want, no matter what. Surprisingly, it didn't take much to convince Santana to drop the bimbos for me that night. I walked right up to them (my focus mainly on her) and asked if she wanted to dance.
"Why not", Santana simply responds with a shrug of her shoulders leaving the two bimbos behind. I walk in front of her leading her towards the dance floor until she switches positions and leads me into a corner. We start grinding against each other before I turn my back to her front and grind deeper into her body. I honestly don't what has come over me; I don't think I've ever been this turned on by a girl before. I turn my body back to her so I can look into her eyes. "You're Brittany, from the auditions right?" she asks with a curious look.
"Yeah", I reply before kissing her lips. I know it was unexpected but I just had to do it. Our lips pressed together for about 5 seconds until Santana took control of the situation by tugging on my bottom lip with her teeth then lazily dragging her tongue across my lip in an attempt to get me to react which I did almost immediately. The kiss was making me so weak in the knees, her hands were everywhere on my body making me feel like a pile of mush. I don't know if it was her moan or mine but suddenly I realized we were both at a party filled with people we will be seeing on a daily. I pull away from her taking small breaths; I look up to her to see her smirking. I really wanted to knock that smug look off her face but I couldn't help but smile as well.
"Britt, you good?" Jose asks while giving me a concerned look taking me away from my daydream. He is such a sweet guy, and that's what mainly attracted me to him because I know my parents like the sweet, well-mannered type but there's something he's lacking. We're at some club with a few of his friends but I'm really not feeling it at all. All I can think about is Santana.
"Yea, just a little tired" I say giving him a small smile. "Would you be upset if I went home early tonight? Today was such a long day," I say adding on a slight pout to my tired face.
"Not at all. How about I join you or maybe you can come back to mine?" Jose asks. I had a feeling he would try to ask that but I have other plans for tonight.
"No, maybe another night. I just want to go home and knock out," I say with the most believable face I can conjure up. I see his face drop and I almost feel guilty but I would feel even guiltier if I didn't make things right with Santana right now. I can't have her thinking that I'm fucking Jose. I care too much about her.
"Alright, I'll definitely hold you to another night," he says throwing a wink my way. We hug and kiss each other goodnight. On the way I call Santana at least three times before she even answers.
"What Brittany?" She says with no emotion as soon as she answers the phone.
"What's your address?" I ask, straight to the point. Like always. I don't know what I expect Santana to say but I like taking my chances with her.
"…click..."
"Um, Santana?" I say into the phone before pulling it away to look at the screen which clearly shows that she hung up on me. Well…I definitely wasn't expecting that. I'm just about to call her back before I receive a text message from her with her address. I can't help but smile because I know that no matter how angry or sad I make her she will always be there for me. For whatever reason that may be. But one thing is for sure, I feel the exact same.
I'm so nervous walking up to Santana's door; this is the first time I've ever been here. I don't even know what I'm going to say to her…I'm actually surprised at her house. For some reason I thought she would have this huge mansion seeing as she pretty much runs Lopez entertainment; a company her grandfather started. But her house is smaller than what I thought it would be. There's a nice big yard with a small pathway to her door. And I know you're probably wondering why this is my first time at her house, which I have no excuse for. Every time anything has happened between Santana and me, it was either in her office, car, my place or just whatever random place we find ourselves. I take a few small breaths before I knock on her door, for some reason I'm scared of her reaction. I knock again after a few seconds, starting to get nervous that she probably isn't here. I really don't think she would do me like that but you never know with Santana Lopez. I start calling her phone but she doesn't answer, and that's when I start getting angry. I start walking to my car when I receive a text from her.
*Come in. Door is unlocked.* I want to scream when I read the message. Like, she really couldn't answer the phone and say that. I sigh as I make my way back her house, taking a deep before opening her door. I'm amazed at Santana's house, it feels so homey. The color theme is brown and red with vintage type furniture. I don't see Santana anywhere as I walk through the living room towards her dining/kitchen area but I do see a blonde chick eating at her table.
"Umm, where's Santana?" I ask bluntly. I should really work on that. The girl turns to me slightly startled before lifting her eyebrow in a challenging way. I lift my eyebrow back to her in an equally challenging way because I mean, we can take it there if need be. I never back down from any challenge.
"Who are you?" She asked with a slight attitude turning to completely look at me.
"Who are you?" I ask, "You know what, I don't care who you are," I say before walking out towards another direction hoping to find Santana so she can explain what the heck is going on. She wants to get on my case about sleeping around with Jose when she's probably been messing around with other women the whole time. "Santana," I call as I walk through her house.
"Hold up," I hear her say from a room to my left. I pause and notice it's the bathroom so I march right in ready to give Santana a piece of my mind.
"Who is that girl Santana?" I say with so much attitude, looking at her with a fire in my eyes. What makes me even angrier is that she's giving me sex eyes. You know the look someone gives you practically saying 'I can't wait to get your clothes off, and when I do, I'm going to devour your body'. Fuck, I think I just came a little. "Seriously, Santana, who is she?" I say, trying to snap her out of her daze and me out of mine as well.
"She's a friend, but don't worry I'm going to tell her to leave," She says as she walks towards me. We stare at each other as she makes her way to me and as soon as she's close enough I put my hand up to her chest so she doesn't get any closer.
"What kind of friend is she?" I ask, "Its funny how you get angry because you think I'm sleeping with Jose but really it's you that's been sleeping around. Maybe I should be the one getting tested." The look on Santana's face after I said that almost broke my heart but I know how to get her to open up and be truthful. "And for the record, Jose and I haven't had any sexual contact besides kissing," I say to ease her mind because that was the whole point to begin with. "That's actually why I'm here, I didn't want you having negative thoughts like that about me," I say looking into her eyes, watching as they soften from my words.
"I haven't slept with her in a long time, long before you came in the picture but we do still hang out from time to time so this isn't unusual that she's here. I was feeling lonely and she just crossed my mind. I'll tell her to leave, come on," Santana says as she leads me out her bathroom.
What do you think? Yay or na?
