Hate Love

May contain mild M-rated content.

Spencer's POV

Today is the day our projects are due. Toby and I talked on the phone Sunday night to finish the assignment. I told him I had my paper type up and he said that he was almost done. During the phone call Toby would try to ask my questions about what happened earlier. I always avoided his questions and stayed focus on the assignment. After an hour he got frustrated with me and that led to us getting into a screaming match. We both hung up the phone and went to bed feeling angry at each other.

On Monday morning I woke up and took a shower. After my shower I got dressed, ate breakfast, then went to school. When I arrived, my friends along with Caleb and Ezra were hanging around my locker. Toby wasn't with them, which isn't surprising. He's probably avoiding all our friends, so they don't make fun of him for our kiss while playing spin the bottle. Smart chose, I kind of wish I avoided my friends too.

I smiled politely, "hey guys."

"Hey Spencer," Emily said.

"We missed you at the Brew last night," Aria said.

"Yeah sorry, Toby and I had to finish our project." I held out my hand. "Don't even think about making jokes about us hate kissing!"

Hanna put her finger down and closed her mouth. Caleb also kept his mouth shut and so did everyone else. Come to think of it they were all being rather quiet about Toby.

"I haven't seen Toby all morning and that bugs me, because Caleb and I have the license to mock him for the rest of his life," Ezra said.

"No one has the license to mock anyone, so just leave it alone!" I snapped.

"Wow," Aria said. "You and Toby must have had a pretty bad fight this time."

"We always fight. This fight wasn't any different, so forget about it."

I closed my locker and walked down the hall. We are now twenty minutes into first period and Toby still hasn't shown up yet. I don't know why I care, but for some reason I wondered why he isn't here. Where could he be if he's not in school? Is he okay or is he sick? Mrs. Montgomery just asked us to bring up our papers that we had two weeks to write. I walked up to the teacher's desk and handed my paper to her.

"Spencer," Mrs. Montgomery said. "You haven't seen Toby today have you?"

I shake my head. "No I haven't."

"That's strange he never misses school."

"Well I don't know where he is."

"Okay," she said. "Since the projects over, you can take your seat in the front row."

I nodded and said, "thank you Mrs. Montgomery."

By the time lunch came around, Toby showed up. He walked over with Ezra and Caleb and sat with us at lunch. The feeling was awkward for everyone. Everyone saw us kissing at Hanna's party, because if that stupid game. What they don't know is that Toby saved my life after I was attacked and almost kidnapped in the middle of the woods. Last night when we were on the phone he kept urging me to tell him more, but I refused to. He also called me stubborn and hard headed. I responded in the usual way by calling him an annoying idiot. We both hung up the phone after screaming I hate you to each other. Same old thing we always do when we fight. Part of me wonders if our war will ever come to an end. I'm starting to realize that my friends are right, our fighting is getting old.

Toby's POV

I woke up late Monday morning after staying up all night thinking. I was thinking about something I don't normally like to think about, ever. I stayed up all night thinking about Spencer. I kept picturing how scared she looked when she was attacked and how her body kept shaking. I've never seen her look so afraid before in my life. She started thinking about something horrible that happened to her in the past.

I could tell, because she was staring off into the open with tears streaming down her face. That's something that she tries not to do in front of people. Something happened to her in the past that nobody knows about and by the sound of it I'm guessing that her friends don't know either. Why wouldn't she want people to know? Why do I care so much? I finally fell asleep at 5am and woke up hours later. When I looked at the time I saw that it was 8:35.

"Shit!" I exclaimed.

First period started fifteen minutes ago. Damn Spencer and her stupid problems running through my head all night making me late! I rushed around my room trying to get my stuff put together. I didn't have time to take a shower, so I skipped that and ran off to school. When I got to school, second period was just now starting.

During lunch time Caleb and Ezra wanted to sit with the girls, but I wanted to avoid seeing Spencer. I finally gave in and agreed to join them for lunch. I only agreed so they wouldn't think anything is wrong. Of course when we got to the table the only seat that's available is the seat across from Spencer. I took my seat and tried my best to avoid eye contact with her.

"Hey Toby, how come you weren't in first period today?" Emily asked.

'Oh uh I had a doctor's appointment."

Emily nodded and formed an O with her lips. Everyone was silent and it felt awkward. We all just sat around waiting for someone to start up a conversation.

"So," Hanna spoke up. "How awesome was that party on Friday pretty hot right?"

"I know," Caleb agreed. "All the lip action we saw that night."

"I think we should give out an award to the two that shared the hottest kiss," Aria said.

"That's a tough one," Ezra said. "Emily and Maya's kiss was hot, but Spencer and Toby was just darn right sexy."

"I agree with Ezra," Aria said. "Spencer and Toby's kiss was the best."

"Toby and Spencer!" Emily exclaimed.

"Spoby!" Hanna shouted.

Everyone stopped and stared at Hanna after she said Spoby. Hanna just smiled and shrugged.

"What? It's their names mashed together."

"Okay you guys are hilarious," I said. "But could you please stop teasing us. Seeing Spencer is punishment enough."

Spencer scooted her chair back and stood up. "Fine then I'll just leave."

I stared up at her. "No I should go."

She held up her hand as she turned to walk away. "No I'll go. I have some studying to do anyway."

Everyone looked at Spencer as she turned to walk away. After she was gone they all looked at me. I didn't mean to make her leave. Normally she would stay back and fight with me, but this time she just left. Something must really be bugging her.

That nigh I slipped out of my house and out into the cold October air. I pulled up my hoodie and continued my walk. I walked until I ended up where I wanted to be, Spencer's driveway. Tonight I'm going to make her tell me what's going on. I took a deep breath before walking up her drive and knocking on the front door. It took her a few minutes to answer and when she did, she stood there dressed in sweatpants and white tank top. Her hair was messed up and her cheeks are stained from tears.

"What do you want?" She snapped.

I ignored her question and brushed past her. She closed the door and I turned around to face here. There's no turning back now I'm already here, so I minus well do what I came here to do.

"What is going on with you?" I asked.

She shrugged and said, "Nothing."

"Oh, so you spend every night with tear stained cheeks?"

She used her hand to whip up any tears that might be on her face, but it was too late. I already know that she's been crying.

"It's none of your concern." She opened the door and gestured for me to leave. "Now If you've excuse me I would like to be alone."

I crossed my arms, "I'm not leaving."

She slammed the door and glared at me. "Who do you think you are coming in here and telling me what to do in my own house?"

"You're hiding something Spencer," I said while stepping closer. "You're hiding something and you're afraid the thing that you are hiding will happen again."

"I'm not hiding anything."

"Yes you are. You've been hiding something for a while, but now it's gotten worse since you were attacked."

"Nothing is wrong!"

"Bull crap."

She crossed her arms. "Just stay out of it."

"How can I stay out of it when I know someone being hurt?"

"I'm not being hurt anymore!"

"There you see!" I pointed at her. "You said you're not being hurt anymore, but you were hurt in the past."

"Everyone's been hurt before."

"Yeah, but not everyone is haunted about it."

"I'm not haunted," she insisted.

"You jump whenever you hear a loud noise. You freak out when someone touches you. You have a mini heart attack every time someone jumps out at you."

"Everybody reacts that way."

"Yes, but for you its serious."

"Toby, just leave it alone!"

"Why are you too stubborn to admit that something's wrong?"

"Cause there's nothing wrong!"

"Yes there is!"

"Stop being an idiot!"

"I'm not being an idiot stop being stubborn!"

"Ugh I hate you so much!" she yelled.

Moments past by and we stood there glaring at each other. Spencer stood there with her eyes burning daggers into my brain. If looks could kill I'm pretty sure I'd be dead right now. I never let her glare stop me though, I just glare right back at her. Sometimes our stare downs can go on for hours.

This time our stare down felt different. She looked super-hot right now, which is strange, because I never think of her as hot. She's pretty I could never deny that, but I never went as far as to say she's hot. As our tension increased the sudden urge to kiss her came over me. I just wanted to grab her and kiss the hell out of her.

So I did. I walked up to her, cupped her face, and smashed my lips on to hers. Spencer responded instantly by wrapping her arms around my neck and slipping her tongue into my mouth. I kissed her more roughly and pushed her back against the wall. She moaned and rubbed her body against mine. She broke the kiss, so she could take my hoodie off then throws it across the room. Once she got my hoodie off, I crashed our lips back together and slipped my tongue back into her mouth.

The kiss didn't stop there. She started backing us up and we headed for the stairs. We kissed, nipped at each other's body, and ripped each other's clothes off while we stumbled up the stairs to her bedroom. We tripped through her bedroom door and I shut it behind us. By the time we got up to her room most of our clothes were off. The only pieces of clothing that weren't off are my boxers and her panties. I took her bra off sometime while we were tripping on the fifth step. I'm not really sure where I left it, all that I know is that it's off.

I shoved Spencer down on the bed, so she was lying on her back. She looked at me as I climbed up on the bed and hovered over her. She leaned up to catch my lips in another fiery kiss. I moved my lips to her cheek and down her neck. Spencer arched her neck and moaned. I felt Spencer's hands move down my body to remove my boxers. Then she throws them somewhere in the room. I stopped kissing her neck and pulled back to remove her panties. I slowly pulled them down her long sexy legs. Now Spencer is lying down on her bed naked right in front of me. Oh my god she looks like a freaking goddess.

I leaned over her and started trailing down her stomach with butterfly kisses. Spencer moaned and ran her fingers through my hair. I went all the way down to her thigh then trailed back up her stomach, to her breast, neck, and then her lips again. She grabbed the back of my head and pulled my down on top of her, so she could kiss me harder. I could feel myself getting harder and harder as we went on. Spencer pulled back from the kiss, so she could catch her breath. While she did that I ran my hands down her body and cupped her breast.

"Oh god," she moaned and laid her head back into the pillows.

I continued to trail down her body all the way down to her legs. Spencer pushed herself up on her elbows to see what I was doing. She knew exactly what I'm going to do next. I grabbed her gently by the waist and slowly pushed inside of her.

"Oh my god," she gasped as I entered her.

All of my though process went out the window the moment I saw her naked. I didn't even notice that I'm losing my virginity to the person I'm supposed to hate. I'm guessing that Spencer is also a virgin or was a virgin I should say. She pulled me down on top of her and I slowly started thrusting inside of her. Spencer gripped at the sheets below her and moaned. We are probably going to regret this later, but right now we can't bring ourselves to stop. It's like two people came in and took over our bodies. What started out as a calm cool night turned into a wild hot night.

Spencer and Toby have officially lost it. What do you think will happen next? Will this spark up a new relationship between them or will it only make things worse? The only way to find out is if you keep reading and don't forget to review.