Hello you all, it's been awhile yes i know. I decided that maybe I should finish this, I realized I'm that person that starts stuff and never finishes it. Like I don't think I've ever really finished anything. So even though this might be a terrible half ass fic. I'm going to finish it, now i realized going into fanfic with no real storyline isn't a great idea. Lets see if I can bring it all together.
Again I don't own Lyoko {why do we say this, isnt it obvious.}
Sissi awoke feeling confused and disoriented from what she couldn't really call a dream it was just darkness, the last thing she could remember was of course Ulrich and running, something dark like smoke from a fire surrounding her and trying desperately trying to inhale fresh air and catch her breath. It was like she was unconscious but at the same time when thinking about it she remembers hearing talking but she can't remember what was being said.
She was afraid, she instantly knew wherever she was she wasn't safe she didn't feel secure she distress and a creepy crawling sensation on the back of her neck, like… she was being watched.
'calm down freaking out isnt going to help' she told herself. 'I have to figure out where I am and if I can get myself out of this.' she thought back to the quick lessons kat was giving her about their natural abilities when they met up at different places. 'ugh if only i was actually paying attention to what she was saying instead of trying so hard to do what she was saying.'
The sensation of being watched crawled down her neck again making the hairs stand up and gave her goosebumps, she shifted a bit she felt unusually heavy and drained so heavy she thought she might of been tied up, but when she moved she realised that wasnt the case.
'Okay if I could just take a quick peep I could see if i could find away out of here. Whoever has done this to me is going to pay big time when her Dadd….' she stopped thinking. What could he do now? Heh, he's just as clueless as he was with her mother. This probably wasnt some low life who kidnapped her for ransom. Her life and who she is, its totally different then who she use to be. She's aware of everything now and they know it, Grey mentioned to her to be careful now terrible things might start happening to her since her barrier was broken. She half wish Kat didnt removed it, she could of been and would of been bliss in her ignorance. 'Daddy can't save me anymore.'
with that thought she gained enough courage to open her eyes…
pitch black, nothingness was all she saw. she her breathing started to pick up.. she started to panic. "Calm down, calm down, calm down." Sissi started to whimper to herself out loud. the creeping feeling on her neck intensified. Her heart started to beat harder and she reached towards her face to touch her eyes.
wet her fingers glided across her face it was wet. sticky the feelings wasn't like water or tears if sticked to her fingers and lingered it was thick like glue it was sticky. hot she didn't realise it before all her sensations actually feeling were coming back her face was burning hot her fingers felt singed by the heat on her face it was hot.
wet,sticky, and hot.
she heard a smoothing dark chuckle, that sounded all too familiar a soft gentle deep voice spoke loudly "and I see why they say beauty comes from the inside."
"b-b-bl-blood?"
she felt instant pain and started to scream a bloodcurdling scream.
Desperately searching around her for the person laughing and talking the laughter was coming closer, but from what direction it sounded like it was all around her. She couldn't SEE anything WHY couldn't she see anything?!
frantically scraping at her eyes she she couldn't see anything?
"WHERE AM I? WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU? WHERE AM I? LET ME GO, LET ME OUT? SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME! LET ME OUT! WHAT THE FUCK! FUCK HELP ME PLEASE"
Sissi hysterically called out the feeling of fear overwhelming her she couldn't think straight she couldn't think, she was no longer a rational person, she was more like a wild animal gripped by fear desperately trying to get away from a predator that already caught her and was tearing at her flesh.
no matter how loud she scream and hard she cried she could still hear his smooth dark voice softly speaking to her. she didn't want to hear him, it was like death. an all to familiar sound.
"It won't be the same this time around" he said softly, walking closer to her. she kept screaming, she didn't know what else to do she was weak with nothing else to do.
she heard him inhale sharply he seemed annoyed "tsk. you'll never be the same again" he said losing his soft voice sounding more harsh "I promise to never forget you, like I never forgot her. you'll remember me like she did, for as long as you live and your life ends right here, right now."
he seemed so close now, who was this she he spoke of, she knew why would she even ask herself. it was her mother, she knew. she didn't hear herself scream anymore but she felt like she was still screaming, if she wasn't when did she stop? she started to feel as she felt earlier when she first awoke. confused unaware, numb….
****else where*****
Jeremy awoke with startled his heart beating a little faster than usual his computer was going off the charts beeping like he doesn't think he'd ever heard before.
"what the heck is going on?"
He quickly dashed over to his computer putting on his glasses as his eyes adjusted to the brightness "what are you up to now x.a.n.a" he whispered..scanning his computer quickly and typing just as fast, he inhaled deeply gripping the monitor of his computer his eyes couldn't believe what he was seeing. " 6 TOWERS ACTIVATED IN ALL DIFFERENT SECTORS". He dashed to the door pulling out his phone and so began the numerous calls and messages it was 2am hopefully he could wake everyone up this was more than serious.
**earlier that day***
Ulrich yawned sitting at a separate lunch table with yumi from the rest of the gang, he started to doze while images he couldn't make out flashed under his eyelids every time he closed his eyes. He cringed as he heard a scream, jolting him awake to set eyes on an upset looking yumi.
"whats been happening to you lately Ulrich you seem so tired all the time, is something going on? you can barely keep your eyes open and you sleep forever."
Ulrich hesitated for a second he didn't want to let her in on that he was dreaming of sissi
"Uh, you know studying more," He lied honestly he had no idea why he was sleeping so much more. "since x.a.n.a has been pretty much nonexistent i thought i'd take this opportunity to study more, before my dad gets on me about my grades again haha"
Yumi smiled, a beautiful smile and he blushed.
"Oh thats good wouldn't want you falling behind I thought you were becoming more of an airhead like sissi HA since you were hanging out with her more than often recently."
Ulrich got instantly annoyed, why is it every time they have some alone time a second to speak to each other, without x.a.n.a or school being involved she just has to bring up Sissi.
He sighed, deciding to just let it go…
"haha no im just really tired…"
"I get it, but maybe you should cut back a little jeremy has us going to lyoko just about every day because he thinks x.a.n.a is being TOO quiet…. the upside is that sissi seems off somewhere and she hasn't been snooping around like a lost puppy when we are trying to get to the factory. I wonder where she's been do you know Ulrich?" saying the last part slowly he could of sworn he heard suspicion in her voice.
Ulrich sighed again, trying not to show his annoyance since she brought up sissi again, 'if she wants to talk about sissi we'll talk about sissi'
"I have no clue, maybe on my way back, i'll head to her dorm and see is she's alright, but hey i think i might turn in for now, i'm sorta tired."
"Oh alright see you around Ulrich" Yumi got up and sat at the next table with Odd, Jeremie and Aelita.
He got up and headed back to his dorms, bluffing about checking on Sissi, he was sure she was fine, even though deep down he felt unsure about that, it's why he wanted to quickly get back to his dreams.
his dreams where getting a lot more unusual since his meet with his real father a couple of days ago and they all seemed to revolve around sissi, what's happening to him? he was finally getting rid of her. They agreed that they would ignore each other which he already had a head start on. He could focus more on Yumi and hanging out without any interruptions.
He was surprisingly having more lucid dreams, he was extremely aware and alert, it was like he wasn't dreaming but his mind was somewhere else, while his body slept, he knew because he always 'woke up' in his bed well rested but could fully recall every detail of the dream he had before.
He hadn't seen Sissi in a few days he was worried but she seemed to be going through much probably having a break down because her favorite lipstick or something was being discontinued. He thought of that time a couple of years ago when sissi was missing from school for over a week and had everyone worried, come to find out she traveled to a whole different country to go to a store to buy in bulk the last supply of the discontinued lipstick they had left over, telling everyone it was an personal emergency.
His dreams now consisted of sissi, a little more than weird because all he'd done in these dreams is watch her, she was lying on the ground asleep or unconscious he never knew, in the same dark forest with dead trees. no spiders around this time closing in for the kill, but something lurking in the shadows obviously there. He felt like he was guarding her, that his presence alone pushed back whatever was out there watching, always watching, it was because of this guarding, he was sleeping more that usual spending his days and nights guarding this sleeping sissi. He didn't seem to mind though, sort of happy to do so, it felt more than important for him to do so.
That is until odd would wake him up in more annoying ways than usual, which included: jumping on him while yelling or splashing him with water. which usually ended up with a pissed ulrich but according to odd it's harder to wake him now. Even when he's awake it's only for a couple of hours he'd eventually fall back asleep to resume watching over sissi.
Each time he came back she seem a little less there, more lifeless than sleeping, a little more colder. Which was why he slept more to watch over her more, to keep away whatever it is watching her. He was there to protect her, even if only in his dreams. She was his princess after all, no matter what he was suppose to protect her he told himself.
He slid onto his bed with a deep sigh and sleep was instantaneous
***with kat and grey***
She paced the small little room, with a hard look on face. Anyone with two eyes could tell by her tangled hair and bags under her eyes that she was exhausted and hadn't had much sleep. It's been about a week since Sissi has been missing, she could find her at all no matter how hard she tried of far she searched for her aura it seemed like Sissi just up and disappeared.
She came to the decision something happened to her, something serious and she was in danger and the longer it took her to find her the chances of her being alive and well dropped terribly.
She could already be dead… that might be it, that would of explain not being able to find her aura but even if she was her lifeless body would of still admit and aura for a few weeks after death. She cringed and the thought of Sissi lifeless body being hidden somewhere where she couldn't pick up its aura.
The other possibility the more hoped for and likely one was she was being held somewhere with a powerful barrier that she couldn't penetrate. the jota would be the only logical people holding her captive.. but for how long, the usually kill us instantly or within a few days to extract information and our blood so they can make their airborne poison the will kill us and only us.. slowly.
"She's not dead," Grey spoke suddenly knowing what she was thinking. he continued "You said you felt it her fear. we might not know her exact location, but we know she's afraid right now. The fear could make her or break her."
He was standing by the shaded window carefully peering out the window. They were on the move always running ever since she got captured by the jota barely escaping with her life, they've never settled in on place for than a few days. It was like they had her scent now and always seemed to be a couple steps behind her.
The fear she felt from Sissi was real, it was only for a moment given the barrier but she felt it, being very close and connected to her. It was as if her very soul was calling out to her, but she couldn't find her.
She didn't fully get the chance to properly teach Sissi everything she could naturally do, these things you didn't have to be an expert on it just came natural to them, but since Sissi had an extra strong barrier placed on her it didn't break naturally so Sissi was still learning.
they could telepathically communicate with each other,it isn't a full blown conversation but an understanding more than anything, of feelings and thoughts. It was as if you were one with the person, they didn't use it often no one did really but in times like this it would be helpful. No matter how strong a barrier might be to hide someone, once you connect with that person it like you can feel where they are because you're also there.
"If only we knew who her protector is, they would of should of found her already.. does she even have one.. since she part human?"
Grey glanced back out the window before he spoke.
"we should leave soon, and we cannot rely on her protector at this point. He or she might be already dead if she did, or she might not have one. Orelse that person would of made themselves known by now."
He look at her her straight in the eye with his blank usual stoic face his eyes though as serious as always "we have to be her protector, I'll protect you both if I have too."
she nodded her heart beating a little faster in her chest.
she started to gather her things as she silently prayed that Sissi even consumed with fear would call out to her so she could find her soon…
***back to sissi***
'whats happening to me' she said to herself she realized that she was hysterical, her heart started to beat slow. she guessed she stopped screaming and the only thing she could hear is the echo of her screams… 'what is this feeling?'
'Oh' she realized ' i've given up'
she was still afraid paralyzed by fear she couldn't move. she couldn't really feel anything but the pressure on her chest her. she couldn't see anything around her, she knew that they were gone.. her eyes. she was being killed, murdered … butchered. she didn't feel the any pain anymore just pressure.
"I realized that we're more beautiful dead than alive then, with bloodied flesh removed, your rib cage ripped away and I see why they say beauty comes from the inside." the heavy dark voice repeated himself with the sound of pleasure in his voice.
"As I tear your heart apart" she felt her head being lifted "I'll take your hair with me, wrapped around my bloody knuckles as a soft, silken reminder of the day you discovered that even the softest words can't heal the deepest wounds."
He started to laugh with true pleasure she could feel the vibrations from his laughter.
"S-si-sissi?" a voice that sounded all to familiar trembled.
Her heart started to beat, faster and harder the pain started to consume her once again as he was cutting into her chest she started to scream.
"ULRICH"
As this man was atop of her cutting into her chest she decided not to give up, tears of blood flowed from her eyes that were gouged out, she scream. She might be weak, she might not be strong but she knew someone who was, she called out to her with her using her very soul.
There was a bright flash of light, she could finally see and she decided to run with whatever strength she had laugh she raced toward the light her heart beating strong. She wasn't going to give up this time. It felt like she was running for a long time, she could see the light but where her eyes deceiving her, it started to become harder to breath, harder to swallow the air was closing in around her but she ran.
Falling, she could feel herself falling before she hit the ground, feeling herself fade away a nagging voice in her head kept saying 'sleep' she didn't want to sleep she had to get away. eyelids heavy she fell asleep bleeding in pain…
Her eyes opened slowly catching a glimpse of the at the night sky, she felt strong hands carrying her. she saw him it was Ulrich why was he carrying her again? she thought they decided to ignore each other.
she fell asleep again. when her eyes open again it was because she was being moved around to much, she was in her room and she felt her blanket being laid ontop of her.
she glanced around her room to see Ulrich staring down at her.
"Ulrich" she said with a raspy voice. "Wh-what happened, why ar-"
He cut her off
"You just had a bad dream you were sleep walking, I found you" he said with a sad smile on his face. "go back to sleep"
He didn't have to repeat himself as she happily oblige she was sleeping with a look of peace and exhaustion on her face. He had to look away and guilt overwhelmed him.
okay you guys i know its been….years lol but here is an update I will finish this if no one reads it its for me really.
