DISCLAIMERS: I DO NOT OWN 'INUYASHA'! THAT HONOR IS HELD BY RUMIKO TAKAHASHI!
"The Right Choice"
Warnings: Language, mild violence, Inucest, YAOI (boyxboy) Don't like boy-love? Don't read :)
Some ooc, on purpose!
THIS IS RATED M FOR A REASON!
A/N I have discovered that this story has been getting viewed/visited by people in many different countries, which blows my mind! It's awesome that it's getting such coverage, so I want to say 'Thank you' to everyone that's checking it out!
OK warnings: Did you see the title? This is a chapter with full-on sex between males, brothers. If this bothers you, you are probably in the wrong part of this site anyways, and I'm not sure how you got this far in this story without realizing this was coming. If you plan on flaming me, or this story that I have worked very hard on, hit that 'back' button and good luck finding something that suits your tastes. Everyone else...enjoy!
Oh and 'modern' endearments, such as honey or sweetheart. It is also shaping up to be a looong chappie!
Chapter 9: Going All the Way
Previously on 'The Right Choice'-Sesshomaru took a deep breath. "I want to try going all the way."
Inuyasha's mouth dropped open. He had figured it'd be a while before the virgin demon was ready to try that. "Are you sure, aniki?"
The majestic youkai nodded and replied. "But I am not sure how well I'll do. I...I do not wish to disappoint you."
Inuyasha rushed to reassure his brother. "There's no way you could disappoint me! Just the fact that you're already willing to try is pretty damn incredible!" An unpleasant thought struck the hanyou, and he scooted closer to his intended mate, tenderly stroking long ice-silver hair away from the regal face. He watched the honey eyes as he spoke gently. "Sesshomaru, I promise that I'm gonna do my best to prepare you, and I'm gonna be careful, but...the first time being taken...there is some pain at first."
He saw a flicker of fear in the golden eyes before determination set in, and his brother nodded.
Inuyasha sighed, hating that he was gonna have to hurt the one he loved if they were really gonna do this. "From what I understand, getting Marked hurts, too. I...I don't want to cause you any more pain. I need to know that you really want to do this, and that you're ready."
There was fear in the youkai's scent, but there was no trace of uncertainty in his voice as he replied. "I can handle the mating and Marking pain if it means I can be with you. I want to do this with you, Inuyasha."
Inuyasha was proud of his brother, and flattered, as well. This proud, magnificent demon was willing to face unknown pain, just to be with him. But there was one more thing...
"Ok, aniki. But I need to know something first. After mating, will your strength return? Will you be like...like before?"
Sesshomaru shrugged. "I believe so, but I'm not sure."
Inuyasha asked the question really bothering him. "If your power does return, will you change your mind about being with me?"
Sesshomaru stared at him as if he'd grown an extra head. "Of course not! After all this, I would not leave just because I regained my strength."
Inuyasha smiled in relief,and he leaned close to feather his lips along his brother's jaw, getting a sweet little shiver in response. He tilted his head to breathe into a pointed ear. "Lay down on your back for me, aniki. Try to relax, and I promise I'll show you something wonderful."
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Sesshomaru complied as calmly as he could. He was nervous, but excited and determined, as well. He watched as his beautiful Alpha moved to kneel between his legs. The hanyou slid his hand across his own stomach, where most of his seed from earlier still lay, wet and slick. The younger male smiled at him. "Even though I was taken over by my demon, you still made me come. Good job, big brother."
Sesshomaru blushed and wiggled shyly, unused to praise like this. But, man, it made him feel good!
He felt slick fingers touch the base of his throbbing member, then trail down slowly, tracing every inch of sensitive flesh in swirls and little teasing patterns. Ohhh..that felt..that felt incredibly interesting! Having never been touched before, he had no frame of reference, but he was pretty sure Inuyasha was doing a damn good job!
He gave a soft whimper at the pleasurable sensations, feeling his balls tighten as the slick, gentle fingers grazed over and around them. He bent his knees and raised them on either side of his intended dominant, instinctively offering better access to his body.
Inuyasha smiled in approval, murmuring. "That's it, aniki. You're doing good." A moment later, the wet fingers had made it to his most vulnerable area. Before he could react to this new development, Inuyasha lowered his head to lick his aching length, and he gave a soft gasp. The gentle fingers continued languidly stroking his entrance, occasionally sliding up about half a inch to rub a firm little circle on that smooth area behind his balls. That definitely felt interesting! It made his whole lower body feel warm and tingly, and his hips twitched every time, which seemed to please his little brother immensely.
Inuyasha said softly. "I know it feels good, honey. It'll feel even better when I get that same spot from inside you; there's no way to describe that. But don't worry, I'll warn you before going any further."
Sesshomaru was reassured by these words. He may not have experience, but he actually did have knowledge of the technical workings of two males being together. He had sometimes eavesdropped on the castle's servants (something he would NEVER admit to, of course.)
He knew that being prepared was uncomfortable at first, then felt good. Being taken would hurt at first, then that would feel good, too.
He knew Inuyasha would take care of him as best he could through the whole thing, though how he knew this was a mystery.
Sesshomaru focused on the surprisingly pleasurable sensations his Alpha was creating in his body, sensations he was sure he'd never felt before, because he would remember if his body had ever tingled..and burned..and ached like this!
The slick fingers still massaged his vulnerable entrance and the area around it, while the hanyou's other hand was caressing just about everything else in the region, like every inch of his deprived body deserved attention. Sesshomaru's thighs, stomach, cheeks, cock, and his hip markings were all being caressed and massaged by the hand that was not currently stroking his entrance.
Sesshomaru moaned, instinctively shifting his body into the younger male's touch. This felt so very good, physically and mentally. Inuyasha was being so tender, it made his chest tighten in a strange, but rather pleasant way.
He would be happy if this part could last forever, but he knew there was more, and he was ready to go there.
Once again, it was as if Inuyasha could read his mind. The hanyou smiled and said softly. "Hmmm, I think you may be ready for more, beautiful brother of mine. What do you think?"
Sesshomaru nodded, whispering. "Ye-yes, I think you're right." He may be ready; that didn't mean he wasn't nervous about this new experience that was about to change his life.
Seeming to sense his nervousness, his brother began feathering soft kisses along his raised thighs, watching him with warm, serious amber eyes and murmuring between kisses. "Ok. I'm gonna need you to keep your hips still, sweetheart. I'm gonna be careful, but if you move, I could cut you with my claws. Do you understand, aniki?"
Sesshomaru nodded, taking deep breaths to relax. "I understand, otouto. I need to stay still, or I could get hurt. Go..go ahead and do it."
His Alpha continued raining tender kisses along his thighs, still watching him closely. One of the slick fingers pressed firmly against the ring of muscle, then slowly, it slid into his virgin body. Sesshomaru gasped at the intrusion, and Inuyasha whispered. "I know, honey, I know."
Sesshomaru was not sure how to handle this. This was definitely the most unusual thing he'd ever felt! Inuyasha was keeping his finger still, but the feeling of having something there was so different! It was a little uncomfortable, in more ways than one, but it was still nothing he could not handle. Being the demon lord he was, Sesshomaru reacted in a way befitting his normal attitude.
He tilted his head haughtily, saying. "Hmph. This is not so bad." He was aware that since he was laying on his back on the ground, this did not have quite the effect he was going for, but it still made him feel better.
He watched as his Alpha grinned, knowing exactly what this was. "That's my Sesshomaru. As long as you don't attack me, you can react however you need to."
Then Inuyasha moved his finger and Sesshomaru forgot everything else. That felt...strange...but not bad. There was something about the way the finger was slowly sliding in and out of his body...interesting...what would it feel like if there were two fingers?
Inuyasha and his apparent mind-reading abilities! "Ready for another one, aniki?" With no hesitation, he nodded.
When the second finger gently slid into his body next to the first, an odd discomfort flared in the area. Sesshomaru inhaled sharply, unable to keep his body from tensing. He was being stretched, and his whole being told him about it.
Inuyasha kept his fingers still like he had with the first, giving him time to adjust while murmuring reassuring words that soothed him. "It's alright, aniki. You're doing good, just breathe. It'll be ok, I promise."
After a few moments, Sesshomaru felt his body relax around the invaders, but the hanyou waited until he received a nod before moving his fingers.
Sesshomaru sighed at this new sensation. The discomfort was fading, leaving that 'interesting' feeling he'd gotten before. Then the fingers curled, brushing something inside him, and Sesshomaru gasped as a jolt of pleasure flashed through his entire body. "Oh! I..that..what was that?!"
Inuyasha smiled at him. "The spot I told you about." As if to impart the hanyou's meaning, a slick thumb pressed lightly against the area above his entrance. At the same time, the fingers inside him pressed against the same spot.
Sesshomaru whimpered as waves of tingly pleasure began rolling through him like thunderclouds, vaguely aware that his body was twitching. "Ahh In-Inuyasha!"
Then the 'spot' was released, just before it became too much for his inexperienced body to handle, and Inuyasha was licking the insides of his thighs apologetically. "Shh it's ok. It can be a lot to take in at once."
Sesshomaru was panting softly, barely aware that his Alpha was speaking. Yeah, that had been a lot of sensation, but now that it was gone, he wanted it again.
Sesshomaru promptly forgot his dominant's warning.
He moaned and tried moving, only to find his hips pinned by his brother's free arm. Before he could stop himself, he snarled ferociously at his Alpha for stopping him. Luckily, Inuyasha knew what the demon was going through, and so only patiently bared his own fangs a bit and spoke firmly, but gently.
"My claws, aniki. My claws are sharp, and they're inside you. If you move, they could tear you apart. Please, trust me."
Sesshomaru settled down, mortified that he had shown such aggression when the younger male was just trying to help. He also realized how very lucky he was to have Inuyasha as a dominant.
Alphas had been known to kill their Betas for less than what he'd just done.
Before he could apologize, his little brother was speaking again, wearing a half-wicked smile. "That's better, aniki. Stay relaxed. I can give you another finger, cause when 3 fingers feel good, we can do something else. Only if you'll behave, though."
Sesshomaru nodded urgently. "I'll behave, I promise. Please do it."
Even for his enthusiasm, Sesshomaru whined at the discomfort when the third finger gently invaded him, bringing back that unsettling feeling of being stretched. He wrinkled his nose, not realizing how adorable he looked when he did that.
The same process was repeated, Inuyasha staying still until he got visual confirmation to proceed.
Sesshomaru was sure this was the limit of how far his body could stretch; surely, it couldn't go any further?!
He panted as the discomfort faded, then the fingers curled to brush that blessed 'spot' again, bringing back the pleasure. He was almost dizzy from the up-and-down sensations, and he moaned as he balled his hands into fists at his sides. Oh, how he desperately wished he could move!
Then Inuyasha's voice reached out to him. "My sweet, beautiful aniki, are you ready for more? Just one more thing before I can make you feel good again."
Sesshomaru knew what the hanyou meant; the next step was going to be painful. He nodded, panting out a breathless "Yes, I'm ready." He whimpered in loss as the fingers gently relinquished his body, and he watched his Alpha coating his member with the remainder of his slick seed.
His brother murmured. "Ok, brace yourself, aniki. I am a bit bigger than 3 fingers. I'm gonna go slow, just try to relax and breathe." The half-demon positioned himself to enter the older male.
Their amber eyes met, and Sesshomaru gave a tiny nod. That was enough for the hanyou.
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Inuyasha shifted close to the slender demon, carefully pressing just the head of his throbbing member into the virgin body and groaning at the hint of tight heat that beckoned him as he watched his brother's honey eyes widen.
Sesshomaru gasped at the intrusion, but his body adjusted quickly to this new invader. He shifted his hips, letting the younger male know he could go further.
Inuyasha pressed forward cautiously, sliding in a couple more inches as slowly as possible.
He froze when he heard a pained whimper. He looked to the youkai's eyes, only to see that they were tightly shut, tiny tears sliding out from under the thick, dark lashes. Overwhelmed by guilt at causing his vulnerable brother yet more pain, he lifted one hand to tenderly wipe away the evidence of suffering. He had known this would hurt the older male, the first time always did. But knowing it and seeing it were 2 different things, and right now, Inuyasha felt like the scum of the earth. "I'm so sorry, aniki." he whispered, then began to pull away, withdrawing from his deadly beauty.
Sesshomaru's hands shot out, grabbing Inuyasha's arms as teary golden eyes flew open and a desperate voice implored him. "No! Please don't stop! I can do this, otouto. Just give me a moment. Please don't give up on me."
Inuyasha saw the bright, determined gaze fixated on his face, saw the sincerity and passion right behind the pain, and he was filled with pride for his big brother.
"I would never give up on you, Sesshomaru." He moved his hand to smooth the sky-silver hair back from the panting demon's face as he continued speaking in what he hoped was a soothing tone. "You're doing so well, honey, and I'm very proud of you. Breathe, there's no rush. Just let me know when you're ready, my beautiful one."
Sesshomaru gave him a tiny, brave smile and nodded.
After only a few moments, the youkai shifted his hips. Carefully watching his brother's face, Inuyasha slid forward just a little.
Sesshomaru panted softly and rocked his hips in a demanding way.
Amazed, Inuyasha shifted forward a bit more into that delicious tight heat, and was rewarded with another subtly demanding motion of the demon's hips.
This continued until Inuyasha was fully sheathed in his brother's gloriously tight body, so warm he thought he might melt.
They held this position for several moments with their foreheads pressed together, Sesshomaru panting, and Inuyasha trying to ignore the urge to pound the youkai's magnificent ass into a pulp.
Inuyasha was surprised when slender arms came up to wrap around his shoulders and the demon under him moaned, rolling his hips.
He was incredibly pleased that his soon-to-be mate was adjusting so quickly.
"You want me to move?" he asked, just to make sure his brother was ready.
"Yes. It doesn't hurt anymore."
Then the most wonderful thing happened to Sesshomaru.
His skilled, experienced Alpha began moving inside him.
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Sesshomaru sucked in a breath and moaned as Inuyasha began slow, smooth strokes in and out of his body. This was definitely different, but definitely not bad! His body relaxed, accepting, even welcoming, his dominant now that the pain had faded. Ohhh this...this felt goood! It still felt a bit strange, true, but there was something about the hanyou's smooth, deep strokes claiming him that made the Killing Perfection feel like nothing else mattered.
Sesshomaru's whole body quivered as his brother's hand began tenderly caressing his hip markings, the other hand sliding under the back of his head. He heard himself moaning breathlessly at his dominant. "Ahhh ah Inu-yasha! Mmmm I oh, gods!"
He saw his lover's fangs slip out over his bottom lip as he smiled at him, and the gentle strokes shifted into a faster, deeper thrusting. Sesshomaru's eyes widened, pupils dilating when his Alpha's member brushed that spot.
Instinctively, he raised his long legs to wrap them around Inuyasha's waist and slid his hands into the younger male's storm-silver hair.
He heard his brother whisper. "There it is." and the skilled strokes aimed for the precious bundle of nerves that made the Ice Prince burn.
Sesshomaru cried out, body arching and convulsing as the hanyou caught the perfect spot in a delicious rhythm.
"Please...don't...stop!" he managed to gasp as the edges of his vision grew fuzzy.
His brother answered in a moaning growl. "Of course not, aniki. Hold on." Smoothly, Inuyasha sat up and back, so he sat cross-legged with the demon impaled on his lap, long legs wrapped around his waist and lower back.
Sesshomaru's dilated eyes rolled up into his head and he almost stopped breathing. This new position made his Alpha's impressive length press firmly into the center of his sweet spot. "Ah...ah...Inuyasha...please...morrrre." he half-whimpered, half-growled.
Grinning at the demon's almost-sentence, Inuyasha rocked his hips fiercely, the head of his cock not leaving his lover's sweet spot.
Sesshomaru began making a desperate moaning growl, indicating that he was close. Even under the mind-twisting influence of impending release, he knew what was coming. He gathered his hair to one side and tilted his head to expose the pale column of his throat and broad shoulder, preparing for the imminent moment for Inuyasha to Mark him, and he got a soft growl of approval and gratitude for his efforts.
That done, Sesshomaru refocused on his swiftly approaching orgasm. He whimpered softly as the pressure inside him built to a torturous level, and his Alpha held him tighter. Within moments, his release slammed into him, causing him to see stars. His seed erupted between their stomachs and chests, leaving him breathless.
His little brother gave him a moment, then one clawed hand slid down to his hip, gripping tightly between markings, and another hand lightly grasped the side of his neck he had not exposed.
"My Sesshomaru...my mate...MINE!" the hanyou growled possessively, even as soft lips ran tenderly along his neck and shoulder, making the demon shiver violently.
"Yes...yours, otouto. Always yours." Sesshomaru panted breathlessly.
Inuyasha's lips settled on that perfect Marking spot, the muscle connecting Sesshomaru's neck and shoulder.
Sesshomaru felt his brother's fangs graze the flesh there, sending currents of fresh pleasure through him.
A few more rocking thrusts, and Inuyasha's release hit him. As he erupted inside the demon, he sank his fangs into his mate to Mark him.
Sesshomaru couldn't stop the pained cry he made as fang met muscle. At the sound, he felt Inuyasha tense and try to pull away, trying to stop.
Sesshomaru tightened his arms around his brother's shoulders, moving one hand to the back of his dominant's head.
He felt the hanyou try to struggle, but Sesshomaru's strength was returning.
Inuyasha wasn't going anywhere.
Sesshomaru whispered to his lover. "No, I'm ok. You have to complete the Mark, otouto."
He smelled the salt of his Alpha's tears as the fangs slid deeper, until the other teeth touched his skin. Feeling the younger male's hesitation, Sesshomaru breathed. "Finish it. Make me yours, little brother."
A low, heartbroken whine was coming from Inuyasha; he didn't want to hurt his brother anymore.
Sesshomaru stroked the pup's hair and back soothingly as he murmured. "I love you, Inuyasha. Do it, please."
He felt the other teeth just pierce his skin as a gentle tongue tenderly licked the abused flesh captured between lethal fangs. Inuyasha was swallowing the blood welling up around his teeth.
The Mark was almost complete.
Sesshomaru felt his new mate's fangs delicately pull out and the other teeth leave his skin. He shivered as Inuyasha began tenderly licking the new Mark, relieving the pain and sealing the wound.
Mark completed, his Alpha leaned back to meet his eyes. "I'm sorry I hurt you again, aniki." he whispered, amber eyes shimmering with tears.
Sesshomaru kissed his new mate gently, tasting his own blood and the hanyou's tears. "Do not be sorry, my Inuyasha. You have Marked me; any demon will know I am yours and not to touch me, unless they have a death wish."
Sesshomaru was pleased to see his brother and mate smile, and a fierce light entered those honey eyes. "I would kill anyone who touched you, or hurt you. I know you can take care of yourself, especially now that your strength is returning. But as your mate, I have the right to kill anyone who messes with you, even if you fuck them up first."
They smiled at each other, then Sesshomaru asked. "How does it look?"
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Inuyasha examined the permanent Mark he had placed on his brother.
A ring of tiny marks, with 4 large ones where his top and bottom fangs had gone in.
"It's beautiful. It's a part of you, and it means you're mine." he met warm amber eyes and whispered. "It's perfect."
End of Chapter 9: Going All the Way
Whew! This took me two days to type out! Soooo? Was it alright? I know I spent forever on the preparation, but I don't like when the sub isn't prepared and they hurt the whole time or they bleed. My plot kittens said Sesshomaru needed to be as prepared as possible so he could enjoy this!
Next -Chapter 10: Pain and Angst
*gasp* what could that mean?