Hello sorry for the long wait, I've been really busy and haven't been able to continue,. I would like if you's could gather some plot lines that you would like for this story. I would also aspirate it if you could leave reviews. It's what makes me confident to continue with the fanfic. Anyways here's the story enjoy….
BECA. Pov
I felt lost and confused. My mind was reeling and had no self-control. What am I going to do without my full use of me leg. Surely Chloe wouldn't want me. And even if she did, I wouldn't let her suffer. Not after what the doctor said when Chloe left.
AFTER CHLOE LEFT…
I lay quietly lessoning to the rhythm of me heart monitor; which was tortures. It was still dawning on me about the fact of never using my leg again, even if the doc said it's possible that I could get better, there is still the big leap of faith that I will never gain control. Gain hope.
There was I knock at the door and the doctor came in slowly, checking if I was by myself, and sat down in the chair; unprofessionally.
"Miss Mitchel, how are you holding up?"
"What do you think doc?" hoping to god he wouldn't see the pure horror written in my eyes.
"Look, Reb-Beca, I know this is tou-
"Don't say it, just don't say it. You don't think I know this is tough, you don't think I know what's gonna happen. I hate to disappoint doc but I learnt a long time ago that there is no such thing as hope, as a leap of faith, unless it ends with unhappiness. Cause I already no what's gonna happen. And I don't need some know it all, professional fancy pants coming in here and telling me that what I am experiencing is tough."
"If that's how you feel Beca, I think you should give some space between that red head of yours, I can see your in pain Beca, but I also know you don't want anyone else to go through that pain. Keep to your family, but don't drag your friends and partners with you. I've seen so many things and I no how things end, so just think about it."
"How do things end?" I said not above a whisper.
"Some…Some end good, but only some." The doc said in such pain.
"Can I have some time to think please, I just wanna be alone at the moment?"
"Okay but if you need me just call."
And with a nod of goodbye, he left me to my thinking.
Present.
BECA POv.
Some part of me said it was a bad idea to let Chloe go, I love her and I know she would never leave me. She said it herself that she would stay and never leave her side. She was my strength, my will to live and my last thought when the accident happened, so why should I let her go.
But the other side; the one that's winning, the one that's taking control. It says to give her a new life, and even though that most likely won't in evolve me in it. Don't take her with you Bec's. It says. Don't be the cause of her pain and suffering. DON'T DRAG HER DOWN WITH YOU!
I couldn't be the reason of her pain. I won't let that happen. I love her too much to cause her pain. I might break her heart, but that will make her stronger in the fore seeable future; I sure as hell made me strong.
CHLOE POV.
I approached the hospital after having a much needed shower and some spare clothes. With Beca's ring shining brightly on my ring finger, I couldn't contain the grin that spreaded across my face.
I give polite nod of the head to the nurse behind the desk and head to Beca's room.
"Hey Bec's how are you going?"
I grinned widely as Beca looked to the ring that was now possession where it rightfully belonged, but the frown that crossed Beca's face paused the grin in midair.
"What's wrong?" I question softly.
"Chloe we have to talk."
Man that was hard, I don't know if I even like where this is going. Ahaha. Please review and if I get 6 or more reviews I will be more than willing to apply the next chapter from 3 day to now. Any way sorry about the kinda cliffy. Haha Review plz.
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