Only moonlight shined through the window of the skyscraper, softly illuminating L's current residence. The two stumbled into L's room tripping over discarded clothes, books and miscellaneous puzzle items. L kicked his door shut with his foot from the floor as light licked his neck causing a quiet moan. Light pressed their lips together once again causing L to arch his back.
As their lips parted L muttered a sentence that couldn't be understood, "L? What's the matter?"
L swallowed hard, "I said that you're my first kiss." L looked away from Light and slowly moved his fingers to grasp the carpet as his face turned a light shade of pink.
Light blinked a couple times, "Really?"
L gave a faint smile and gave Light a quick peck before picking himself up off the floor and kicking his belongings out of the way, "Does that truly surprise you? You're the only friend I've had to talk to me for longer than six hours. L glanced down at the handcuffs, or has it been forced?" L took a deep breath and dropped himself on his bed.
The metal chain hit the floor and a key was tossed at Light, "You're free to go." L said behind his hung head.
Light caught the key and eyed it for a minute, "Is this another test?"
L shook his head slowly, "No, with you being here like this and me suspecting you of being a mass murder makes a pretty toxic friendship. So, I guess if you'll give me the chance, I'd like to try again… If you don't… I understand, I did handcuff you to me." L covered his face with his hands and fell backwards on his face. "Go…" Light unhand-cuffed himself and let the chain drop to the floor making a loud clunk noise.
Light held his wrist for a moment. Then sat next to L on his bed. "No."
L sat up, "You're so infuriating!" L looked into Light's honey colored eyes that seemed to sparkle in the moonlight.
Light looked back at L, "I already told you, I like you. Even if you're a little… Strange. I think that's what draws me to you… You're out of the norm. You're new, intelligent, interesting… I… I've been bored. I'm glad you came along, I mean. Well, I'm not glad of the reason, but, I have a feeling I was supposed to meet you. I had a dream once… It told me to find L. At first I didn't get it… But I think I do now." Light smiled and laid back on L's bed.
L placed his index finger on his bottom lip, "What do you mean, a dream?"
Light laughed, "No way, you already think I'm a mass murder. I don't need you thinking I'm crazy, too!"
L smiled and laid his head on top of Light's chest listening to his heart, "Well, there's an 85% chance that I already think you're crazy."
Light let out a deep sigh, "I had a dream, about some book that fell out of the sky, and I picked it up and was on my way home when I saw myself, covered in blood and yelling at me to leave the book alone and not to use it… I don't know, I looked older. Strangely enough, when I startled awake I saw a book. I guess I might have still been sleeping, it's the only way to make sense of it. Anyway, I left the book in the courtyard and then I saw myself again on the walk home… And instead of covered in blood I was in an expensive suit and I told… Me I guess to "find L" at first I thought, seriously I have to find an English letter? Then… You came. And when that man died, my heart sunk to what felt like the bottom of the ocean. But…"
L kissed Light softly, "You were right. I think you're crazy. Definitely 100%." L gave Light a soft smile. Light stared into L's eyes. L blushed deeply, "Uh, Light?"
Light arched an eyebrow, "Yeah?" Light pushed L's hair out of his face.
L shook his bangs back into his face, "What does love feel like?"
Light pulled L into a rough kiss and held him tightly, L went limp at this action. "That. That's what love feels like."
L's eyes widened, "So, if my deductions are correct, it's a series of chemical responses leading in to physical reactions… That's cause by stimulus of another person?"
Light stared at him for a minute before bursting into laughter, "Yeah, to put it technically."
L took a sharp breath, "It feels… unusual."
Light pulled L to his lips, "You're unusual, that's what makes you special."
L straddled Light's hips and deepened the kiss while pulling at Light's tie. Light grabbed L's belt buckle and began to unthread it from the metal clasp. L broke the kiss and untied Light's tie then pulled Light up to him and held him tightly.
"L?" Light gently hugged him back.
"You're the first person whose ever touched me, in any kind of romantic manner… So, if you are Kira… Can you kill me quickly? So I don't ever figure it was you?" L rested his head on Light's shoulder. "Just once, I want to stay happy."
Light sighed, "You deserve it. You deserve anything that will make you happy… No one should hurt for as long as you have."
L pulled his shirt over his head, "Since I released you, I get the shower. So, I guess you can go…" L stood up and walked into the bathroom.
Light sat up and watched him, "You're a real buzzkill." L started the water and stood in it staring at the wall as the water rushed around him, Light leaned in the doorway, "So, that's it. You're validated, so, what now? You want to tell me all that and think I'm going away?" Light crossed his arms in irritation.
L choked out a few words, "Please, don't. Don't go…"
Light sighed, "Oh, L." L got out of the shower and Light eyed him up, "Is it normal for you to shower in your clothes?" L looked up at Light and pushed him backwards into his room and onto the bed, Light watched L studying his movements, musing to himself, "They're sporadic and irrational. Interesting."
Light pulled off his shirt. L took this opportunity to push Light onto the bed and pin him down. Light made eye contact with L and yanked his belt off quickly giving him goosebumps. L helped Light take the soaked pants off of him, once the wet articles of clothing were discarded L started pulling Light's pants off.
Light watched L, "What now, smarty?"
L blushed, "I have no clue."
Light pulled L close and kissed him, "So, I have to show you?" L silently nodded while blushing. Light smiled and laid L back, "This is probably going to hurt. I'll try to be gentle."
L took a deep shaky breath as Light's index and middle finger penetrated L causing him to hiss in distress. Light leaned in a kissed L and bit his lip to focus his mind elsewhere. L whimpered in their kiss as Light lifted his hips and entered his partner. Light started to slowly move as L cried out in pain. "I'm sorry." Light whispered into his ear.
L bit his own lip until he tasted his own blood, his pain slowly began to fade and was beginning to become pleasure as Light picked up his pace in thrusts. L began to moan, but covered his mouth.
Light groaned into his ear, "Don't do that, I want to hear you." Light kissed L's ear and trusted into L finally getting the right angle to hit his prostate, causing L to moan out wildly.
"Ah! L-Light!" L wrapped his arms around Light's neck, "I've never…" Light grabbed L's erect member and began pumping with his thrusts. L threw his head back and screamed in ecstasy. "Light! I'm going—" L was cut off by the sudden release of his orgasm. Light picked up pace faster and harder before finally releasing himself.
Light gave a couple heavy huffs and collapsed next to him. "You know… You're a first for me as well…" L smiled and wrapped both of them up in his covers.
"I needed to wash my sheets anyway. So, before you even bother." L kissed Light catching him off guard.
Light smiled and held him close, "So, you'll actually sleep?"
"Are you kidding, I'm exhausted… And hungry." L gave Light a sheepish grin.
"Oh no, I am going no where." Light grumbled, "And neither are you, you're warm."
"But Light…" L whined.