Chapter 2.
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anyway there are a few of you who have asked if this is a cheating story, and it is not! I really love the pair together, and I personally think that cheating is unforgivable.
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Ana´s POV.

Christian is sitting on the bed looking intensely at me, I walk towards him, he stands up when I get to him, and we stand there looking at each other for a while, "You have gained weight" is the first thing he says to me, I look at him, and then all of a sudden we both end up laughing.

"we haven't seen each other in 2 months!? And the first thing you do is commenting me on my weight?" he smiles at me, uhh, how much have I missed that smile? That smile makes my knees go weak.. "sorry, you look good, healthy, happy" I sit down and so does he, I want to tell him how much that I have really missed him, how much I've been crying, how much I've been dying here without him but instead I say this

"Thank you, you look…" he looked like a complete mess "…good too" I smile, trying to keep the tears away, god why am I so stubborn? "I´m not…" he says and looks down "… I´m not fine" I move over so I can see him completely, oh my fifty, i´m about to say something, but he interrupts "I know that you and i have some things to figure out, and im not saying that what i did, was okay, but please Ana i love you and..." i put my finger on his lips "shh.. its okay, it wasnt your fault..." why am i saying this? i don't know..

but the last thing he needs right now is me being judgmental or worse being angry, then a thought hits me, im not doing this for him or me, im doing this for the kids and for the new baby, and if i can push this fight away at least until tomorrow, "... look Christian we can talk about this in the morning when the kids aren't here to get even more confused in you being here only for us to fight or.." he finishes the sentence ".. or worse, you deciding to get a divorce.."

he starts to walk away, but i take his hand and do so he is standing right in front of me, i think fast and with a heart which beats like its going out of my chest, i kiss him with all i have, and i for a minute all the heartbreak, the tears, the anger, and all the loneliness is gone. When we pull away from each other christian looks at me "I love you so much Ana, i dont want to lose you, ever!" with that we fall to the bed laughing, kissing and just enjoying each other.

I open my eyes next morning, and feel like im in heaven, i look next to me and see Christian sound asleep, i smile and lay my head on his chest, i can hear his heartbeat, and i smile, and suddenly i feel my heart getting heavy, i get tears in my eyes, it had hit me how much i had missed him and how much that i really love him, i close my eyes and quickly open them again, the picture in my head isnt pretty, i stand up because of the reminder why we are here in the first place.
I go down and see Gail with Phoebe and Theodore, i smile and kiss the top of their head, i go sit next to Phoebe "Good morning mrs. Grey, did you sleep well?" Gail hands me some scrambled eggs and bread, i smile and say "Good morning to you too Gail! i slept fine, thank you, you?"

Christian´s POV.

I wake up feeling Ana leave the room, she tries to hide it, but i know that she is not over what i did, i stand up to take my clothes on, but stop when i see something in the little trash can beside the bed, a pregnancy test? could she be pregnant, i pick it to see the answer, shes pregnant! Why the hell didn't she tell me?

Ana´s POV.

i walk back up to Christian after driving Theo and Phoebe to school, only to find him sitting on the bed with the pregnancy test.
"Christian..." i say it like a complete idiot, i look at him tensely, like my eyes are going to fall out, "how long have you known?" is all he asks, wow, i thought he was going to explode... like when i got pregnant with Theo, "i took the test a week ago, but i am almost 4 moths pregnant.." i look down at my feet, feeling the tears coming, but i push them away, he is staring at me, i can feel it, i force myself to look up at him. he stands almost a meter away from me, i take a deep breath. "Christian i was going to tell you, but i didn´t know how since..." he takes my hands in his and smile and says "I love you Anastasia Rose Grey, you are my lifeline, i am mad, but i´ll get over it, i just need to know if there is hope for you and i ever going back to the way we were?"

i look at him now tears are running like rainstorm, "I love you Christian so much you cant even imagine!" i kiss him and continue "there is things we have to work on before we can go back to that place, but i want to do it, i want to try, because you, Christian Trevelan Grey. Are. " he doesn't think twice before kissing me, and i kiss him back, god it feels so good kissing him again! we get interrupted by Taylor who stands in the doorway, "Mrs. Grey there is someone who wants to talk to you" i can feel Christian tense up behind me as we walk to the phone, "Hello, this is Ana" "Mrs. Grey your son have been in an accident"

i am so so so sorry for not updating on this story! i have just been super busy with exams and work and everything going on.

Anyway because i feel bad i wrote two chapters that i will post tomorrow, around 12AM European time, Im from denmark, so sorry for any misspelling!

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