Authors Note - Okay so I managed to keep my promise in getting this up before the end of the year but god I wanted this up a least a few days earlier than this but I guess I underestimated how hectic everything would be right now. Like I posted the last chapter the day before my last week of college - I'm not even exaggerating when I say if I wasn't celebrating my birthday, my dads birthday or at college and work, I was frantically finishing coursework for two subjects both due in on the last day - it's my own fault really :L and then I finished College on the 16th but then spent everyday from then on until Christmas Day at work doing overtime or extra hours on top of my normal shifts because of Christmas shop hours AND THEN inbetween all of that I had to find time to finish my Christmas shopping. Ergh Life. Has. Been. Crazy.
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Blaine didn't know how long he stood in the same spot for. It was like time itself had stood still - All he could focus on was the person in front of him, who had yet to see Blaine himself. Blaine didn't know what to do. He was torn as to whether he should acknowledge the fact that he did indeed see Dave Karofsky or should he just walk away and pretend he never saw the boy in the first place. It was all so overwhelming for Blaine which is why his feet had literally grounded themselves to a standstill, not allowing him to move even a single inch. He was literally less than 15 feet away from the person responsible for allowing a large part of Kurts life to be a sad, lonely, living hell for nearly 2 years and even though he knew he could never change when he met Kurt, Blaine had always felt a strong feeling of remorse that he wasn't able to be there for Kurt when it all started, at a time when Kurt needed someone the most.
But then Blaine had to remind himself that yes, if the fates had ever allowed it, he and Kurt may have met in some other way, whether it be at a Sectionals or Regional's competition or a chance meeting at The Lima Bean having knocked the others coffee out of the others hand and having the courtesy to offer to replace it but part of the main reason Kurt was at Dalton in the first place, the whole reason he was able to meet Kurt in the way he did, was because by that point, Kurt was just done - he was beginning to just give up. Everything that Karofsky had put Kurt through had pushed him to so far of an edge that Kurt didn't care anymore, he was okay with doing something he never would have normally done, he was okay with sneaking into a school that clearly wasn't his own, two hours away from his own.
Before his could even make a conscious decision about what to do with the opportunity that he had been presented with, Blaines feet had made the decision for him, moving him in the direction of Karofsky.
"What the hell are you doing here?" The words viciously spluttering out before he could even fathom to think about what he was going to say. Was it really any of Blaines business as to why Dave was there but he knew he couldn't exactly casually say 'Hello'.
Dave slowly turned on his heels to put a face to the voice who had just practically snarled at him in the middle of the crowded corridor. Surprised he definitely was as he realised the person the voice belonged to was Blaine. He blinked as his eyes slightly widened but he didn't walk away, nor did he turn away. He knew this was something he couldn't run away from.
"I-I'm with a friend of mine." He offered. "Bad tackle during a football match down the park - his ankle twisted nearly the whole way around. He's getting checked over by the Doctors now. What are you-are you with Kurt - is-is he here?"
"Why in Gods name would you care?" Blaine sharply said, quietly enough so only the two of them could hear.
Dave sighed. "Look, I know you don't like me-"
"Like you? 'Like you' is the biggest understatement I have ever heard. You made Kurts life a living hell for two straight years. You assaulted him in every way possible, not just physically but emotionally and mentally too - and then to top it all off, You took something precious away from him, something that he should have been able to look back on and think of in a way that he would always remember, but because of you, he'll always remember that moment in the worst possible way and that is something he can never get back, something he can never change. you made him feel like he was nothing when in reality, he's three times the person you could ever hope and aspire to be and for what? Because you were too afraid to admit the truth of who you are to yourself? Like you? Blaine scoffed as his eyes darted up and down the boy in front of him." I can't stand you." Blaines voice was dangerously low as he inched closer and closer to Karofsky. Everything that he had hated about Karofsky, the thoughts that had consumed a part of him for nearly two years had just been revealed in the space of less than a minute.
"I don't blame you." Dave simply said, slowly shaking his head. The shock that struck Blaine and that was then painted all over his face clearly unfazed Dave.
"You don't have to look so shocked - I'm just admitting to what we both know is the absolute, Gods honest truth. But, Blaine, I know you have every right not to trust me but you have to know how sorry I am, for everything. You know I-I think about it, quite a lot actually and I- I don't like the person I was. I know I hurt a lot of people in high school, especially Kurt..."
The genuine tone to Daves voice caused Blaine to narrow his eyes cautiously at him. Kurt had always teased Blaine about how he was the only person Kurt knew who was able to see the best in absolutely anyone and Blaine knew that even in the presence of his boyfriends tormentor, he couldn't help but consider the possibility that maybe Dave was telling the truth but the next four words brought Blaine back into his own reality.
"But I've changed now." Dave finished.
"Like I'm seriously going to believe that." Maybe Dave was sorry but Blaine wasn't ever sure the boy could change but a part of him hoped he could for his sake.
"Okay maybe not completely but I-I'm trying. You know I - I don't want to be the person I was in high school. This is the time to try and make something of myself and no one ever got anywhere in life by being an absolute prick.."
"You just sound like a bad greeting card." the words weren't even meant in a hurtful way anymore - Blaine was just so confused now. "How am I supposed to believe that you really mean all of this?"
"I'm not forcing you to believe me. I know you have every reason not to trust me. But I'm trying.
Blaine pursed his lips together as Dave shrugged at his explanation.
" Is Kurt here then?"
Blaines mind was literally all over the place. He wouldn't have been surprised to one part of his conscience in the oncology ward whilst another part of it was being screamed at by the newborn babies down on the Maternity ward, screaming at him not to trust Karofsky. Blaine had spent a long time hating him but there was a part of him that was inclined to believe a lot of what he was hearing and even if he didn't want to admit it, there was a part of Blaine that could clearly see that the person standing in front of him was a significant change from the person he had first encountered on the metal fenced enclosed staircase on a cold, November afternoon. However the mention of Kurts name grounded his thoughts back into reality, the reality of his boyfriend sitting upstairs in a hospital room with his dad after a minor scare that very same morning.
"Uh yeah - yeah he is. He should be going home in the next couple of hours though."
"Is he okay? I mean I- I heard about, well - you know..." he trailed off, unsure of how to approach the topic.
"Small town." Dave offered as he noticed the slight scrunch of Blaines eyebrows." Big news like that doesn't exactly stay quiet for too long. Plus, we only graduated a couple of months ago - for the time being, people still keep in touch"
Blaine slowly nodded his head as he realised how true that probably was. He kind of hated the idea that people were talking about Kurt, not in the way Blaine wanted people to talk about him anyway. He wanted people to talk about his boyfriend the way he did, with nothing but pride and admiration, he didn't want people talking about him because he was now 'the sick boy'.
"Can I see him?" Dave cautiously asked.
Blaines eyes widened at the proposal. His mouth opened to say the words but nothing came out.
"I'm - I'm not so sure about that. I just don't think that's a very good idea at the moment. You said so yourself - you only just left high school nearly 2 months ago; I'm just not sure that dredging up the past will be the best thing for Kurt right now."
"Please, Just...just 5 minutes and I promise I'll be out of your hair."
Blaine sighed. As much as he wanted to protect Kurt, he knew this wasn't his choice to make. "I'm going to be honest with you, if things were different, I probably wouldn't even be considering this. But it's Kurts choice, not mine. Follow me. I'll ask him - you can wait outside and I'll let you know."
As Blaine walked back to Kurts room with Dave trailing at a slight distance behind him, Blaine couldn't shake the thought that maybe Karofsky thought now would be a good time to apologise for everything because of the cancer, because now there was the possibility that he now might not ever get another chance to. Whatever his reason, Blaine was just hopeful that he meant every single word he had told him earlier and that he would mean everything he would possibly say to Kurt in a few minutes. As the reached the door to the room, Blaine told Karofksy to wait outside before he went into the room, shutting the door behind him and leaving Dave all alone in the corridor.
"Hey you" Kurt said as he was greeted with the welcome sight of Blaine walking back into the room and shutting the door behind him, oblivious to the fact that Karofsky was sitting right outside.
"Hi" Blaine replied as he gently pressed his lips to Kurts forehead. "Where- where did your dad go? He asked as he looked around the room in confusion as to the now half empty room, simultaneously handing Kurt the water bottle he'd bought for him. .
"Thanks" Kurt whispered. He graciously took a few sips of water before elaborating. "Eddie rung about five minutes after you had left, called Dad with some massive emergency at the shop, something to do with a huge oil spill in an engine. Dad told him to just deal with it as best as he could but I told him to just go. I know Eddie and I know he wouldn't have rung if it wasn't serious." Seconds after the sound of two muffled pats against the cotton white sheets, Blaine was lying down next to Kurt, one arm draped over his shoulder.
"I guess the coffee was a waste then" Kurt offhandedly commented as he nestled further into the warm comfort of Blaines arms and closer towards his chest.
"It's okay"
"Well you could always have it. I mean, you have always been partial to a coffee ever since I've known you." Kurt teased.
Blaine smiled weakly, a faint hint of laughter escaping through his lips. "Yeah. Yeah maybe"
Kurt knew Blaine like the back of his hand and although he couldn't see his boyfriends face, he could most certainly hear the tone of Blaines voice that let him know that Blaine wasn't completely there with him. He shuffled backwards so that Blaine was now in his eye line. Blaine had hardly noticed the movement, instead he was staring directly behind Kurt. When Kurt glanced backwards to see that there was nothing of particular interest behind him, nothing that could possibly be distracting Blaine so much, Blaines gaze was brought down to meet Kurts as Kurts hand clasped his cheek.
"Are you okay?" he asked.
"Yeah of course" Blaine lied and of course, Kurt saw right through it.
"Blaine" The tone of voice Kurt used let Blaine knew that Kurt knew he was lying, or at least he knew that he was underplaying the truth. "You were gone quite a while?" Kurt gently suggested as his thumb caressed Blaines cheekbone.
Blaine brought a hand up to rub over his eyes as he exhaled. "Kurt I - um...when I was downstairs, I - I saw someone."
"Was it Andre Leon Talley offering me some fabulous internship in New York that would be pretty hard to refuse even if it meant being away from you?" Kurt dramatically said which earnt a small smile from Blaine.
"For your sake, I wish it was babe. But no it, erm..." Just tell him - get it over and done with Blaine. Like ripping off a plaster. "Kurt, I saw Karofsky."
Blaines cheek instantly felt cold as Kurts hand slowly slipped away from it. Kurt brought himself into a sitting position, Blaine following closely behind. It felt like minutes before Blaine was granted with some form of acknowledgement from Kurt regarding what he had just said and when he was, Kurt replied with a simple "Oh". The silence in the room was stifling but Blaine knew that Kurt was obviously at a loss for words.
"Kurt?" he softly enquired.
"Yeah." Kurt shook his head and blinked his eyelids tightly together. "Yeah urm, sorry I just - I wasn't really expecting that."
"He said he wants to see you."
"You spoke to him?" Kurt questioned as he whipped his head around to face Blaine.
"I - well yeah. It was by no means friendly if that's what you're worried about. I just, I don't know - I saw him and I - something just sort of came over me I guess. I guess I just felt...defensive" Blaine shrugged.
"What even though I wasn't there?"
"Yeah, of course" Blaine said as if it was the simplest thing in the world. "Because every time I even hear his name or see him, I can't help but think about everything you went through because of him. And I guess I got defensive to make up for the times I wasn't able to be there for you."
"That wasn't exactly your fault though, was it" Kurt reassured. "So, did he say why he wants to see me?" He further enquired after a moment.
"He said he wants to apologise. He says he's changed." Blaine couldn't help the slight roll of his eyes at the last part of the sentence but judging by the reluctant 'Hmm' Kurt expressed afterwards, he knew that Kurt wasn't quite convinced about the last part too. He could tell that Kurt was thinking about it though by the way he tightly pursed his lips together and how his perfectly shaped eyebrows scurried together as he bit onto his bottom lip in concentration.
"Okay" Kurt whispered, more to himself but Blaines reactions were so hypersensitive when it came to Kurt - he was aware of the slightest sounds and saw the slightest movements his boyfriend would make.
"Okay?" He echoed.
"Yeah" Kurt whispered.
"Babe are - are you sure?"
"It still hurts" Kurt clearly clarified. "You know, everything that happened in High school, it still hurts and it probably always will. You know I'll probably never be able to look at a locker without remembering how the cold metal of it feels against by back or buy a Slushie at the Mall without thinking about how one feels when its dripping down my face. And I will certainly, never forget the kiss. I'll never forget what happened and how it made me feel, but, I've been okay with it for a long time now. You know, I just accepted that it happened and there's nothing I can do to change it now so there's no point on dwelling on things I cant ever change when I can focus on the good stuff in my life, like you." He took a hold of Blaines hand and rubbed soft circles onto the back of it with his thumb. "But, maybe - maybe this will be some kind of closure."
And there he was. Sitting right in front of him was the boy Blaine had fallen in love with. Zigging one way when Blaine was so sure he would go another way: Kurt never failed to surprise Blaine. Here his boy was, prepared to attempt a civilised conversation with a person who physically, verbally and emotionally abused him for so long and Blaine couldn't have felt more proud. The admiration he felt for Kurt in that moment was impossible to hide from his face. "Have I ever told you how amazing I think you are?"
Kurt flashed a flirty smile towards his boyfriend. "Hmm once or twice but it never hurts to hear again" he winked.
"Well in that case - " Blaine clasped Kurts face in both of his hands as he leant forward, pressing a kiss to his forehead. "You-" His lips travelled south towards to meet the softness of his left cheek. "Are-" Moving across to plant a tender kiss to Kurts right cheek. "Amazing." He brought his lips lower, instantly connecting with Kurts. As they pulled away, Kurt placed one of his own hands over Blaines which was still clasping his own face.
"I love you for being so protective over me though, for things that happened nearly two years ago - things that happened before I even knew you. That classifies you as pretty amazing too." Kurt smiled as he brought their intertwined hands to rest in between them.
"I've never told you this but, it still breaks my heart to think about the way you looked sitting at that table? At Dalton. Our first real conversation...based around him. You know, it wasn't innocent flirting because as I recall Mr Hummel, you did look particularly beautiful that day, but then again, you do every day-" They both laughed softly and Kurt still wondered how after all this time, Blaine could still make him blush. "But seriously" Blaine continued "We didn't speak about the films we'd seen recently, you didn't mock the music I listen to, I didn't find out anything about you other than how hurt, lonely and unnoticed you felt because of him. I'll never forget your face that day and I don't think I can ever forgive him for that Kurt."
"You don't have to forgive him" Kurt said with such certainty and understanding. "Maybe this will be good for both of us then. Maybe we can both get some closure out of this."
"I'm not going to stay in the room with you" Blaine revealed after a while. Kurt opened his mouth to protest but before he could string his words together, Blaine interjected. "I just think this is something better dealt with between you and him. Unless you want me to stay, because you know I will. In a heartbeat."
Kurt smiled affectionately at Blaine. "No. No I understand where you're coming from. And I think you're right." Kurt fiddled with Blaines fingertips before looking up. "Is he - " He asked as he gestured towards the door to which Blaine simply nodded. Kurt exhaled the deep breath he hadn't even realised he had been holding before nodding. Blaine knew this was Kurts way of telling him he was ready and so he shuffled off of the bed and opened the door and slipped out of it.
Kurt decided to focus his attention to the clock on the wall to the side of him, anything that distracted him from what he was about to do. He wasn't certain if this would ever be a good idea and he knew that if Burt was still here with him right now, that he would in no way be doing this but he knew it was something he had to do, for his sake. 47 seconds. He watched the hand of the clock that counted the seconds tick 47 times before he heard the click of the door unlocking, the creak the hinges made as the door was swung open to reveal Blaine. And Dave Karofsky. Dave cautiously inched further and further into the room as Blaine went straight to Kurts side. The awkward silence could have been sensed from over the other side of the Hospital as none of them quite knew what to do or say.
"Are you sure you're going to be okay?" Blaine whispered to Kurt. Kurt simply nodded as he reached for his hand, squeezing it in reassurance, to which Blaine returned the nod in understanding. "I'm going to be right outside if you need me okay." He clarified.
"Thank you" Kurt quietly answered. Blaines hand gently slipped away from his as he started to walk away. Kurt didn't miss the slight glare Blaine directed in Karofskys direction as he passed him but he knew that after their talk, that it was in no means menacing or vicious. As Blaine was standing in the threshold of the doorway, he clarified a final time through silent hand gestures that he would indeed, be outside if Kurt ever needed him before closing the door, leaving Kurt and Karofsky the only two people in the room.
"Hi" Dave said, effectively breaking the awkward silence between the two of them.
"Hi" Kurt replied after a few moments. "I didn't think our paths would ever cross again after graduation."
"I take it that that wouldn't have been necessarily a bad thing?" Dave asked.
"I didn't say that" Kurt clarified. "But it wouldn't have exactly been the worst thing in the world, if I'm honest."
"I don't blame you."
Kurt didn't know how to reply to that. He was quite literally lost for words and Kurt Hummel was rarely ever rendered speechless. He just couldn't quite comprehend all of this. This boy standing awkwardly in front of him was not the same person he had come to know in High School. That he could clearly see already. Karofsky was being polite and straightforward and almost acknowledging the wrongdoings of his past. Kurt released an immense sigh as he rubbed his forehead.
"Look, I know I said you could come see me but really, what are you doing here Karofsky?"
"I don't really know, I guess I just wanted to see how you were? You know I-I heard about everything and I-"
"Ahh so is that what this is all about?" Kurt interrupted. "You heard I was sick and suddenly you grew a conscience, started feeling guilty about everything and now you feel the need to apologise. Well you don't have to pretend to care."
"I'm not pretending." Those three words threw Kurt as he jerked his head backwards in surprise. "Look, I know I put you through a lot in High School and I know I said a lot to you, done a lot of things to you, stuff that was completely unacceptable and god know I deserved all of those locker slams and Slushie facials more than you ever did, but you don't deserve this Kurt, and whether you want to believe me or not, I am genuinely sorry that this is happening to you."
Kurt remembered a time in his life when he often thought about how if he ever had the chance to say anything to Karofsky, it would be anything but nice words leaving his mouth. But now, nothing - no words at all were escaping his mouth.
"I-I...Thank you" he stuttered.
"Look I-I've said what I wanted to say so I think maybe I-I should just go." Karofsky suggested, more to himself than to Kurt. "I should probably get back to my friend anyway - His X-rays are probably over by now." He turned around before pausing and turning back. "I really do hope you fight this Kurt. I know we were never friends but I know you're a tough person. I know you can do this." As he turned to walk out, he was stopped by the burning question.
"Why?" He heard Kurt ask. He slowly turned back to find Kurt staring at him.
"I-I told you why" Dave said, confused at the question.
"Not why you're here David. Why did you do all those things to me? You know I still have a mark on my back from the constant locker slams. I think I'm kind of entitled to an explanation as to why I could hardly ever go a day during Sophomore and Junior year without my back saying hello to the lockers each day as if they were long lost friends. So why?" He shrugged.
"I don't know." Dave softly said as he shuffled back further into the room. "I guess it started off as a popularity thing. You know, I was a football player, you weren't. it was kind of what was expected and ,you know if I just did whatever they expected of me, then I would still be considered cool. And-"
"What about when it was just you though? I've had a lot of time to think about this and, I mean, I thought you were just carrying on for the fun of it, but then when you kissed me, I figured that maybe you weren't doing it just for kicks anymore and maybe you were projecting your frustration of the situation onto someone who has already lived it. Am I right?" Kurt questioningly tilted his head to the side.
Dave didn't answer immediately. "I think maybe you are. In fact, you're probably right" Dave shrugged after a while. "About the kiss, Kurt I-you have to know how sorry I am about that. I didn't ever plan for that to happen."
"Well I'm not saying I deserved it or that you had the right to, but I know I did kind of provoke you that day."
"But you had every right to confront me. I most certainly didn't have to right to do what I did."
A silence passed between the two boys but it was no longer awkward because in the last five minutes, Kurt had developed a greater understanding of Dave.
"So how are, you know, coping with everything?" Kurt tentatively asked. "If you don't mind me asking that is" he quickly added.
"I'm actually okay." Kurt could have sworn he saw the faintest smile on Karofskys lips. "I'm slowly coming to terms with it but I'm more okay with it now. But I want to make sure I'm one hundred percent sure before I even think about telling other people."
"That's understandable" Kurt nodded. "Well look, I think we both know that we are far from ever being best friends or something but I can see you're somewhat different now so you know, If you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm here."
"I think you have bigger things on your plate to deal with Kurt don't you?" Dave smiled. "But I'll definitely keep it in mind. thank you Kurt."
The two nodded in mutual understanding before suddenly, Karofsky was gone and Kurt was suddenly all alone in the room again.
As he heard the click of the door, Blaine stopped his incessant foot tapping against the immaculate white floor as he looked up from where he was sitting directly outside of the room to find Dave standing at the door.
"Don't worry - he's still in one piece." Dave joked but when Blaines facial expression remained unimpressed, Dave quickly apologised.
"Listen, thank you again for bringing me here Blaine. I know you didn't have to and I-I really appreciate it." Blaine nodded in acknowledgement. He didn't really know what to say so he just thought it best maybe not to say anything. Dave took Blaines silence as his cue to go and so he offered a limp wave of his hand before walking down the corridor and out of Kurt and Blaines lives once again. Blaine wasted no time in rushing back into the room.
"Hey"
"Hey" Kurt warmly said as he grinned widely. Blaine didn't wait this time for the two pats against the bed before making his way over to his boyfriend, wrapping his arms around Kurt as he made himself comfortable next to him.
"How was it?" Blaine asked before placing a kiss into Kurts hair, continuing to run his fingers through it.
"Mmm" Kurt hummed in nothing but contentment. He loved nothing more than being close to Blaine. "It was fine. It was a little awkward to start with but it was okay in the end, it wasn't anything like I thought it would be. He actually seemed really genuine." Kurt said against Blaines chest, the words slightly muffled as the sound travelled straight into the thick cotton of Blaines green cardigan.
"And are you okay?" Blaine questioned.
"Yeah." Kurt said with certainty "Yeah, I am. Are you okay now? Hopefully you should have some comfort now in knowing that I can be in the same room as him and remain unharmed?" He joked
"If you're okay, then I'm always okay." Blaine said with certainty. Kurt wasn't just Blaines 'Other half' in the sense of referring to him as his partner, but he was emotionally his other half too. Blaine felt, lived and breathed everything Kurt felt, lived and breathed, as if they were one person. Without him, Blaine felt incomplete and so If Kurt really was fine, then the other half of Blaine would always be fine too.
A.N - don't hate me :( I'm literally posting this before I go to work yano :L I didn't want to wait until tomorrow:)
Like i said, I still don't really know how I feel about this chapter but I'm like SUPER excited about the next one ;D don't get your hopes up it's nothing major but I will give you a little inkling by saying I am introducing another original character who has something in common with Kurt - I shall leave it to you to guess as to what it could be:) but if you go back to the chapter actually named 'Chapter 3' in my authors note I wrote about this so see, this has been brimming away in my head since September! :D
I think what threw me so much with this chapter is how close I wanted to stay to the Kurt/Karofsky relationship from the show because obviously my story is loosely based off canon so basically in my head, I've come up with that everything in the show happened and the Bullywhips was still created which is why Katofsky left Kurt alone from then on but the two never developed the understanding like they did in Born This Way, Prom Queen and The First Time so everything was still a bit frosty
Now I do have two super important January exams when i go back to college - one on the 10th and the second on the 27th so I am gonna try my best to keep my writing going but just in case the next chapter is a bit delayed, you know why :)
So just to let me know you're still with me and not going to abandon me anytime soon, I would seriously appreciate it if you could take a little bit of your time to just drop me a review please:) they really do make my day(L)
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So just before I go, seeing as it's the end of the year, I just wanna say thank you all so much for reading this to all of you who have been with me from the beginning and stuck it out with me and to those of you who joined later on - I love each and every one of you:) I honestly can't believe I've actually wrote 9 Chapters and 42,639 words later, here we are :) I hoped I would be able to do this but I never really thought I would get this far and here's to plenty more chapters in the new year:)
See you next year my lovelys(L)xx