Hi guys sorry for doing this so late I have reports and activities to deal with and let's not talk about Homework I've got to much everyday I'm getting less sleep and less this when I go home, but I hope this would quench your thirst after the last one guys alright so please ENJOY AND R & R! ~Serena
(Oh and I maybe putting this story on hiatus for a while... but still I'll be checking my schedule...)
KAITLYN'S POV
as me and Isaac get closer to Augustus I couldn't help but turn away from how he looked like, he was heaving his heart out, I grasped Isaac's hand and squeezed it tight, as he squeezed back I try to stop my tears before they spill,
I went and sat down next to Augustus as Isaac sits next to me, while I hurriedly sat down and grabbed his head to rest it to my shoulder, while Isaac sat down rather slowly and ungracefully next to me,
as I run my hand to his head, and hum a melody to soothe him, I feel his tears still on my shoulder after a few minutes he stopped but didn't remove his head out of my shoulder while he was still sniffling, and after an hour he finally faced me,
his face filled with grief and worry and slight hope, while his eyes, they were so red I couldn't take it I knew tears were spilling from my eyes he wipes them away while I gain my composure,
"Augustus Waters I know, no, I feel what you feel, the sadness and hopelessness but it's not true, Hazel is still here, she's alive she's just sleeping, and it's not forever I know it isn't because she's strong even when her first attack happened that I promise you."
he just nods at me but still continues to wipe his eyes , I look over at Isaac who has been so quite the whole ordeal, he was just slouched and waiting for something to happen,
'what is he doing?' I looked at him curiously but then sighed, "Isaac, love you alright?" he just nods, I'm surprised that he just runs his hands to his hair and huffs in concentration,
I look back at Augustus and see he's just looking intently at the road his head still resting on my shoulder, I sighed and grabbed Isaac's sholder and pulled down his head so it can rest on the other unoccupied one,
he just sighs in acknowledgement to me, I pull up both of the boys up after a few hours sitting there, I look up and see it was already sunset, I sigh as I lead both of them in the hospital,
I saw that Mr. and Mrs. Lancaster were talking to Hazel's doctor, she was speaking in low tones and her eyes were hard, like they were not sure about something,
So I pull both the boys to their direction as fast as I can, "Is everything alright with her, what happened to her?" I asked saying the sentence in a fast tone, letting my British voice a bit saying this,
I hear Augustus let in a harsh breathe and go rigid and Isaac grip my hand tighter, I was shaking I knew I was, I begged to every God I know for her safety and health, Hazel God, I-I,
"she's fine miss, but we're just, we're just not sure when she will wake up or if she will survive, her breathing is fine, the machines are helping her better but I know she will feel, as I know she would describe as, like shit, at the time she would wake up." she said in a professional yet soft an caring voice,
I sigh with relief, at least there was still good news with her vitals, both Isaac and Augustus release an audible sigh of relief, and relax, I swallow the lump on my throat and ask the question that can be either 50/50 it's either her doctor would agree or not,
"can it, can it be possible for one of us three visit her alone or one of her parents?" I asked shyly,I knew this was a big no no, "I- I'll get one of you to visit her while the others well get to be with one of her parents, now don't go telling this to anyone in the hospital alright?"
her doctor said to us who looked determined to help us, I smile, and look at Augustus, "you go with her doctor, you need to see her, even if she looks like shit again."
he smiles and hugs both me and Isaac and whispered and thank you to me and Isaac as he nods at him, he breathe's in and nods at the doctor, she nods back as they walk away to sneak in her room,
"hey Gus." said Isaac, "what?" "be strong okay dude, she'll want you to be, just like she was when you were sick." he said a bit hoarsely, "sure dude." as Isaac squeezes my hand and I lean to kiss his cheek,
"that was a good slap on the arse as a reminder love, Hazel would thank you for that." he chuckles, "thanks Kate, I just- he'll need it more when she see's her, while me... well I just hear her machines and smell the beloved shit I call the torture house."
I giggle at what he said and lead him to a hospital chair as Hazel's parents go to eat for a few minutes while both of us wait for Augustus to come back.
Hey guys I'm really sorry for updating s late school is really keeping me both stressed and busy and 'cause of that I can't even concentrate especially the next 2 weeks because by that time is study time for all of us for our mastery tests, hope you R & R and not hate this sorry because of my late updates. ~Serena :(