Chapter 8

SOOOOOO... I'M BACK! (MOMENTARILY WAIT AFTER SEPTEMBER 11-13 THAT'S MY 1ST TERM TEST SCHEDULE BEAR WITH ME PLEASE) I'll try to post as much as I can just finished my mastery tests, then I'm getting ready for our NCAE and my term exams, I just finished my try outs, I'm doing my best to at least make more chapters but still can't bloody type anything any who enjoy the story! ~Serena :*

Augustus POV

As I walked through the doors of the well said description by my best buddy Isaac the torture house, but right now, I know what I call this,

The station, it can be the station where you'll be fetched by a capital S "Someone" or the station of chance, giving them the possibility to live and survive,

Gosh I sound so corny, Hazel Grace would probably add more or actually tell me I'm wrong at some part there,

I slip in the door, with every inch of courage I have inside me, but her doctor didn't follow me in, I looked back,

"Um Doctor? You aren't coming in with me?" I asked, she shakes her head "I'm giving you some alone time, at least 5 minutes, so use it well." she said to me,

I smile as she closed the door to give the privacy she wanted us to have, I went close to where Hazel grace was hooked up,

I grasped her hand and rub my thumb on her knuckles, "Hi Hazel Grace... you look like shit do you know that?" I murmured then chuckled,

I breathe in a shaky breathe, not letting my tears fall, "but even so Hazel Grace, when I 1st met you it still stays..." I barely contain the tears,

The day we 1st met, still fresh in my mind, "maybe you forgot it..." I murmured, then the tears spilled my voice still steady just like when I 1st met, "'Cause you're beautiful, and I enjoy looking at beautiful people... and I still am Hazel Grace...Okay Hazel Grace?"

Machines answer me, 'beep, beep, beep...' I sniffed trying to get myself together, and obviously I can't, then I just broke down,

Swearing every curse word I knew, crying my eyes out and just whispering 'I love you' and 'Okay's' to her sleeping form,

I told her everything that happened while she wasn't here, my anxiety with planning a surprise for her by funky bones, the effort Isaac and I were putting in the surprise and Kaitlyn's stress by my lack of "information"

what I'm feeling right now about her being admitted and my fear of her being here, my wishes of getting better already and giving her a kiss on the forehead, as a sign of 'thank you and I'll always be here'

I looked at the door, isn't her Doctor gonna come in yet, I look at her again and smile sadly, I raised her hand to my lips and kissed it,

"Wake up soon okay Hazel Grace? I love you, Okay?" 'Beep, beep, beep...' I close my eyes and raise her hand to my forehead,

And I hear a faint 'OKAY' in my head, and that alone made me sure that she is going to keep her promise,

I heard a knock on the door, and in came her doctor, "hi I'm coming in, I'm just gonna check her vitals again and let her mom and friend in next, I guess an hour was enough?"

I gaped, this doctor was awesome, and really soft, I like her already, "t-thank you so much doc." she smiled at me,

"Call me Dr. Maria, and what's your name?" "Augustus Waters" "well mister Waters I would appreciate if you can go out and tell Miss Waters and her friend not the boy to come in next if you will,"

She looks at her watch, "we have 2-3 hours before my nurses and her other doctor check up on her vitals, I just volunteered for a long shift today and next week, so if you would."

I nodded my head at her and made my way to leave; I turn to look at her, "Thanks doc, for making me see her, even though she does look like this, I appreciate it."

"No worries Mr. Waters oh and also" I turn to her fully, "don't think I didn't know about you visiting her last time she had an attack Mr. Waters, if you would get the next batch of visitors please."

I shake my head, nothing escapes this place I guess, and head out to call in Kaitlyn and Miss Lancaster while I talk with Isaac and Mister Lancaster,

GOD I'M IN SO MUCH SHIT WHEN I'M ALONE WITH THEM...

I know what you're thinking why?

Because Isaac would either stay quiet or comfort me in silence, but Mister Lancaster may repeat our conversation when I was going to surprise her with the trip to Amsterdam,

God I sure hope not, I may break down again, I just hope I can handle it when that conversation starts...

So guys hope you enjoyed that, even that was too short for my liking I want to keep it on the edge, still thinking 'bout a minor setback here since I am about to finish this story but, I guess I'll finish this by the end of September or start or mid- November so, R & R!

~Serena ;D