( I wasn't sure how to do this bit I have actually Two ways of Red acting towards Nastya so, I may change this chapter if I am not happy with this)
Nastya's Prov:
I am literally shoved into the SHU unit " looks like mommy doesn't want to know you after all" Mendes whispers.
" I don't care..." Mendes smirks as she closes the door on me.
I look round at the bare room with a basic bed , horrible toilet with no toilet paper and that is it. I walk over to the bed and lay down staring at the wall as I rerun over what happened earlier and how mom acted and to be honest i deserve it I guess but, she's my mom I need my mom at a scary time like this, every girl needs her momma hug every now and then.
I slowly drift off into a deep sleep and the next thing I know I am being woken up by. officer Healy who is shaking me on the shoulder.
" your time in SHU is up Reznikov" he says backing away from me.
" I'm Nasty... Please don't call me Reznikov"
" look I heard what went down at lunch yesterday and I am sure she will come round it's just a shock that's all" I smile at Healy " yeah i guess" I get up out if bed and walk out of SHU with officer Healy and we walk to the canteen seeing as it is breakfast time. " thanks mister Healy" I say politely as I join the queue but I can feel everybody's eyes on me whispering so I just carry on and ignore them.
When it's my turn I walk along as they add bits and pieces of food to my tray I get to the end of the line where I see mom standing still watching me and I just glance at her for a split second before I walk away.
I find an empty table sit down and begin to eat my break fast in piece but I am soon joined by Nichols, morello and Chapman.
" omg so what happened to you yesterday?" Nichols said taking a mouthful of food.
" I went to speak to Red and well she shunned me and so I sort of gave up and just let Mendes take to SHU"
" so Red really is your mother?" I nodded and glance up to see mom had gone back into the kitchen.
" I can't believe that you call moms food disgusting to her face" I chuckle still thinking about it.
" I didn't know and now I'm being starved" Chapman said licking her lips as she looked at my dinner.
" tell her Chapman what you got served just now" Nichols laughed.
" oh please don't I'm trying to eat here" Morello said turning a little pale.
" I got a Tampon burger" I nearly choked on my food.
" oh my god seriously" I laugh out loud.
Once I'm done with my breakfast I head back to my dorm and grab my wash bag , towel and toilet roll.
It must has been my unlucky day because as soon a I walked in there was a long line. I wait and wait but the line doesn't seem to be going down at all.
I lean against the wall and just wait when mom walked straight past me and just ignored me and went straight past the line and got into the shower.
" it better be hot" I hear mom say as she takes off her dressing gown.
I eventually get to have a shower that was almost warm but hey never mind at least I got a shower I guess. I look at myself in the mirror, I turn away after seeing my face properly. I get dressed before I head back to my room and then it is free time so, I take this time to walk around it as my day was cut short yesterday.
I decide to sort things out i walk into the lunch room and through into the kitchen which I notice is empty. I sigh and walk round glancing at all the equipment on the surface. I look round seeing no sign of mom so I go to head out when I notice mom is in the little office with her lamp on. I watch her for a minute as a childhood memory comes to mind.
Flash back
I remember it was in the afternoon, I was sitting behind the counter whilst dad was sitting with the people I hate the most as they discussed some sort of business. Mom was wiping the counter and cleaning the tables. I watched as mom also joined in telling them a story about grandpa and how he used to tell candy bars to soldiers.
I could see dad wasn't happy about moms little over share " I need some more cream" papa said holding out the small cream jug for mom to take " of course, honey" I hear mom say before she walks away.
I smirk as I watch papa mimicking moms talking with his hands as mom walks away oblivious to all this.
" hey what's so funny?" I look to see mom standing next to me pouring cream into the jug.
" oh nothing... Mom who are those people?" I ask glancing at them.
Mom stands behind me placing her hands on my shoulders and bends forward so she could whisper in my ear "they are...horrible and nasty people Nastya and I don't want you anywhere near them understood" I nod.
" promise me baby" mom says rather urgently.
" I promise" I swallow hard.
Later on that evening mom had sent papa out on an errand whilst mom sat with them until he got back.
Papa came back carrying a Neptune crate. Papa looks at me and places the crates on the table. Papa looked at mom as if to say why are you still hear.
" how about we get some coffee and biscuits" the boss asked as he looked at papa.
Mom gives papa a certain look and papa sighed " of course right away" mom watches papa get the drinks.
" are you okay papa? do you want some help papa?" I say jumping off my stool.
Papa smiles at me and kisses the top of my head " that would be wonderful" I smile as I hand dad coffee cups and saucers. I watch as mom laughs and jokes with these idiot.
Once they had gone mom tells me to clean the tables " Nastya go and clean the tables" I nod and do as I say.
Mom walks over to papa and starts talking quietly at first but soon they start yelling.
"It's past Nastya's bedtime Galina. I told You I wouldn't belong so, you could have taken Nastya home" Papa said forcefully.
" I'm her mom and I will say when she goes to bed any way we are in this whole mess because of you" mom said bitterly.
" Galina you know I didn't have a choice... How many times do I have to tell you"
I hear my name being mention so I stand and watch them argue hating what these people are doing to my family. Almost as soon as they argue they share a sweet and tender kiss before hugging. I knew at that moment I wanted a love like that and that mom and papa are going to be okay.
End of flash back
I gently open the door and close it behind me " Gina I've already told you I am busy" mom snaps not even bothering to look up.
" it's not Gina...it's me mom" Mom slams down her pen and spins round on her chair.
" what do you want?" Mom spat in her thick Russian accent.
" I just...I just" I stuttered.
" you just what..." I look down at the floor I feel my eyes fill up with tears.
" what do you want Nastya? A medal?, a sticker that says great job?"Mom sighs.
" well, no. I just thought..."
" what did you think? That everything would be fine?" I sighed knowing I was loosing this battle.
" you know what...never mind and I'm sorry that I bothered you"
" I asked you to promise me one thing and you lied to me. You're on your own" Mom said
" fine...I see You have already replaced me" I snap before turning and storming out.
I walk quickly not really sure where I am heading I just let my feet guide me. I eventually end up back in my dorm and climb on to my bed and just curl up into a ball.
Soon enough it is dinner time but I just stay were I am " hey Reznikov dinner time come on" I feel someone shake me gently. I turn over to see Officer Bennett looking with concern on his face.
" I'm not feeling all that well, can I just stay here?" Bennett sighs " you're not really meant to do that?" He says softly.
" please can I just stay here, I won't say anything" I say sweetly.
" okay, just don't tell the others other wise they will think I like you" I smile " thanks, don't you?" I look into his big brown eyes and there is a hint of a smile upon his lips.
" I better get going" he stutters and I smile " I think you better" I say flirting slightly and this doesn't go unnoticed by him too.
He walks away and I turn back to facing the wall with my back to the door way with the blanket over my head and I sob quietly.
Soon everyone returns from dinner and then it is lock down time. I stay were I am until Nichols comes over to " Hey Nasty,why weren't you at dinner?" I take the cover off and turn to look at Nicky with red puff eyes.
" I just didn't feel like it" I say sniffing.
" I'm sure Red will come round,have you spoken to her since yesterday?" Nichols asks me.
" she basically says I'm on my own" I shrug " but that's okay, I can take care of myself" Nichols nods.
" well you can hang with me" She says kindly.
" thank you but...I don't think thats wise I mean mom will disown you and in here you can't have that happen and I won't ,let it happen to you"'I smile.
" well we can still talk" Shes says shrugging and I smile " I'd like that" Nichols smiles and walks off to her bunk.
" count time ladies.." I hear an officer yell.
I weakly roll out of bed and stand up with Diaz next to me who gave a weak smile.
Officer O'neil walks in clicking and counting our bodies and a second later it was Officer Bennett who clicked away only stop a second when he looked at me where we shared a split second glance before he was gone.
We all get on our beds but this time I smiled as I thought about officer Bennett. I might defiantly have something to
Take my mind of everything.