Tiger: Well...this...is

Natsu: You are so lucky I can't kick your ass Mist

Mist: W-What I can't help it!

"Tiger: Oh yeah, I recommend listening to the song of fairy tail: Ultear, Time of Life Ost- Extended
It really brings some feel into the story. I literary was hearing this song while writing this story and omg my heart shattered., I really do recommended. Thank you and on with the story

Mist

My body is flowing with incredible powers, the power I wanted to hid it from everyone else. In the celestial world, people only use me as a killing machine for protection. How many humans had there greedy hands on my keys, using me like a puppet, unable to be free from the strings.

Yes, the people I loved and treated me in the same way, are standing here seeing my real self. A self that lost hope or trust.

I looked down to the fallen Lucy and Wendy being held by Gray. Gray's cold eyes freezing me, a eye that lost trust in me.

His hair was covering his eyes and inside me, I was shattered like frozen ice. But instead I laughed, laughed of the pain I gave to my friends.

"Mist..." He clasped his hands together. "Our time of fighting has come, I will take you back."

"Why go so far? Can you tell I'm done with you weaklings. All you talk is friends, and trust but my shattered along time ago. I live only for power...Can you understand...! I have no one, those celestials world's only want me head. I have no home."

"I thought your home was with Fairy Tail, your family..with me." I felt his hands clenched in a fist, holding back all his anger. Gray, I wished I could tell you that...I really do love fairy Tail, love you, but..My voice can't reach you.

"Family? We spirits don't have family."

"Then what about your mark! The mark that represents friendship and love! Does it mean anything to you!" Natsu blasted through the wall pointing to me. His eyes burning with anger, on the verge of killing. His gaze went towards Lucy and Wendy. Gray in the other hand was holding his hands together rather to fight me or not. "How dare you? Hurting your friend like that! Your family! She gave you a home and you-"

His eyes widen when I showed him my bloody hand. There wasn't the sign I loved with my life. I felt tears coming..

"How can something long gone mean anything to me?." I heard a clap coming from behind me, it was no other then my sister.

"What a nice sight here-"

"What happened to your mark?" Gray stood up next to the shocked Natsu. I looked away regaining some sense of myself. "I told you want happened!"

"I removed it-" My sister was answering for me but Gray wanted to hear from me.

"Mist, I know your in there! Power isn't everything. Tell me what the hell happened!" I breathed out controlling the tore and trembling voice. Just one voice, I could be free. "Didn't you tell me you wanted to me free! Do you call this free! A place where no suffering is caused! I know you might-"

"My sister cut the guild mark off, with a piece of my flesh..." My sister smirk reaching into her dress.

"Looking for this?" She took out the bloody flesh of my skin that had the mark located.

"Why go that far? Couldn't you just remove it with magic?" Erza intervened walking in with a glare towards my sister.

My sister grinned evilly enjoying the anger filling the icy room "But that wouldn't be any fun if I did? My eyes widen, this wasn;t my loving sister I knew. The sister who promise me love and protection. This sister was consume by her own revenge.

Fire and Ice surrounded the room with rage in there eyes, there anger released from the point they couldn't hold it in anymore.

"Wait don't be reckle-"

"You bitch!" Gray and Natsu yelled punching the hell out of my sister. Then I suddenly felt the verge to throw up. I fell down to my knees, my body was trembling.

My sister wiped the blood from her lips and smirked at Gray and Natsu helping me.

Memories from my past came through me, it was before I ever served my master that Mina killed. I was back to the burned village with the firewood Princess Ur commanded me to fetch for the boys. The problem is the boys never saw me or knew about me. It was strictly forbidden due her hiding about her powers of a celestial mage. She never treated me as a servant more like best friend she can talk to. Ever since her daughter died, I have been with her, comforting her from all the suffering she had. That was home for me.

In the scene, I heard a scream and cry begging to stop. The cries came from the boy, and I knew something was wrong. Then I felt my key start to glow trying to signal me that my princess's life is in stake. How was I so dumb enough? Please tell me I made It in time.

"Ur don't do it!" I ran towards the scream to see a Ur with a look of pain and her face cracked performing the Ice shell. A deadly attack that gives away her life. Ur wore a smile mumbling the words I love you to the boys and then she spotted me. My eyes widen, "Thank you.. "

"Don't go!" The boys and I yelled reaching out to her but Ur shattered in little pieces, then I realize, I didn't protect her. It was my fault for her death. My gate was still open before this, leaving Ur the only option but to use her deadly attack. If my gate wasn't open I am sure she would of survived. It was my fault for convincing her to let me get the firewood. Damn..I punched the ground with my fist.

In my mind, I saw her bright smile, giving me her final wish of her being my Celestial mage. "Please take care of those two in the future. Thank you for everything...I release you from the contract"

"Wait I'm sorry..I couldn't protect you.. I let you die." I had my head hang down, not daring to look at Ur's spirit.

"Its fine...don't blame yourself for my death. I'm going to a better place."

"But if I came any sooner..I could of.."

"Sayonara." With that, her spirit left and I was alone without a master. But I knew I had to talk to one of the boys..and it happened to be gray.

"Mist are you okay-" I placed my hands on both side of head screaming. That bitch...how much I cursed my sister to death, reminding me the reason why I can't sleep at night. The reason why I can't even die because I was bound by my master she killed and my heart to Ur. The lady who saved me from my own powers, and from myself.

The only reason I went against my teammate was because my body didn't want me to remember, nor let anyone know. Damn how can I be so careless...my sister tricked me.

"Seems the memories you erased came back to you."

"Miss, did you know Ur." The little boy asked me. "Look what she taught me." Showing me the little crystal flower while handing it to me. I gazed at the beauty, he really had the talent for these things. I really wished that he didn't have to bare with the guilt In his chest. I pulled him into a hug patting his back with my hand, soothing him.

"Yes I did know her, in fact, some of her powers came from me." Tears came out of my eyes hearing the soft sob of the boy begging for Ur's life. I clenched my teeth, Damn, why am I so weak to that i couldn't protect her and I here I call myself a celestial spirit.

"Miss would you teach me how to do cool magic instead of Ur' place?" This pain in my chest tighten up.

"After this day, you won't be able to see me.."

"W-What.. " I raised my hand on his head calling out a spell. 'Oh holy ice, the spirit of all the ice, freeze the time of past.' From this, I left the boy who always met me in the forest to on the ground while I walked slowly holding my head. I deleted his memories and my from this day.This way it can protect both of us so he wont come for me.

Then I appeared with a new master given another chance.

"What memories?" Gray asked in curiousity.

"Her killing Ur." I felt Gray stiff up and tense up a bit. My body was back to normal as my human self, watching the one I love go in pain.

"Ice princess what the heck is wrong with you ?" Natsu yelled watching the screaming Gray while all the memories of his that includes me go back to his mind.

Please Gray don't hate me after this? I didn't want you to suffer anymore. If for some reason your memories come back and I have a feeling we will see each other again. Known this that the reason Ur died was for my weakness, not protecting her. I was stubborn at least, you have every reason to hate me. As Ur behalf and as her Celestial spirit, We will see each other again.

My voice echoed from Gray's head and everyone was surprised.
I'm sorry Gray...

"Mist...how,," He looked at me as I was avoiding his cold eyes.

Tiger: Well...um...sorry?

Gray: What the hell!

Tiger: I didn't want to interfere with the plot *-* I had no choice!

Natsu Erza: *Tears*

Tiger; Are you crying!

Natsu: No...Ice princess ugly face is making my eye water

Erza: Its the song! I don't even want cake right now!