A bit of sunlight was coming in the room as I opened my eyes,I touched the bed I was sleeping in with my finger tips and felt the soft pillows all around me,this definitely was not my bed,it was much larger,the walls of the room had huge paintings on it and by now I knew that I was occupying Christian's bed,I tried to call his name but no sound came out of my mouth,It must be because of the excessive amount of Alcohol I had consumed the night before,what happened I think with a horrible sinking feeling the last thing I remember was that sadistic asshole was grinding into me,was I raped? How far did the pervert manage to go? My head hurts terribly.

Suddenly I hear the door opening and see Christian leaning on the door frame,He has no shirt on and is sweaty,His body looks perfect,Very well toned and formed,He must have been working out,I avert my gaze from his body and start to look down at my hands feel embarrassed.

"Hey" he says softly.
"Hi.."I mutter.
"Listen" we both say at the same time and than laugh,fine you go ahead first I say to him.
He comes down and sits next to me on the bed and than leans further down and plants a kiss on my forehead, "How are you feeling sweetie?" He asks genuinely concerned.

"Better"I answer truthfully.
"Ana you need to sleep more,Rest and I will come back later but I will tell the housekeeper to give you some food first,you have to eat that,okay?"
"Sure" I murmur and finally try to address the elephant in the room."So what happened last night with that pig?" I question in a voice which is not much above a whisper.

"Hey,I am not telling you about last night until tomorrow you need to rest for now and don't worry your in my bed not in his so obviously he didn't have his wicked way with you"
"If I am in your bed did you have your wicked way with me" I ask him while winking.
"You wish!" He exclaimed,"Sadly you were comatose and thats not how I like my fucking partners to be"

Geez he's forward.
I think my face shows how I am feeling at the moment that is utterly wounded because I suddenly feel warmth on my neck and insistent lips kiss me wetly from under my ear to the base of my throat.

I blissfully close my eyes and wonder whats gotten into him? I have known Christian since we were kids and he has never behaved in such a way with me with other girls hell yeah,I have heard that once he makes love to you no other guy is good enough,no other guy can make you feel the way Christian can,His mouth travels down my chest and into the valley between my breasts. Wet warmth covers my nipple and rips a gasp from me.

My core contracts when ever he plants a kiss on me.

Then I remember that we shouldn't be doing this and I must be liking the feeling of this because of the alcohol in my body and I am still not thinking straight so I push him away and mutter a sorry we can't do this.
His eyes crinkle and he says "its okay" but I know he feels hurt why that I don't know.

"Christian just tell me I feel miserable not knowing" I plead to him with my eyes and his piercing grey orbs soften a bit.
"Anastasia please don't press this"he whispers while frowning.
"I need to know,I am not a fucking seventeen year old teenager who can't handle the pressure,If I am big enough to earn and then I can hear this"I say sternly, Holy he is really annoying!

"Fine so be it" Christian shouts "you want to know then okay I beat the shit of out that scumbag,he is black and blue now and if I was just a nobody I would be sitting in jail rightnow because that fucker is in coma but since I am the Christian Grey sexiest bachelor of Newyork they let me go pretty easily" and then he winks at me.

I try to clear my thoughts,Christian sent a guy in Coma because of me? am I that important to him? Sure we were bestfriends and he cares for me greatly but still.
I decide to voice my thoughts and question him.
"Christian why did you send him into Coma,a few hits would have been enough"
"So your okay with me beating people for your sake? what are you missy? I thought you weren't the violent sort" he chuckles.
"I am not" I try to say convincingly.
"Sure.." he mutters.

"Ana your precious to me thats why I nearly killed him,he wanted to rape you and your mine"he states.
A tiny voice inside my head squeals in delight,HIS HIS HIS HIS!
I gulp loudly.
"Listen I am going to take a shower and then sleep again" I tell him quietly.
"Sure" He says and than he's out of his room leaving me to my self and my thoughts.
After the shower I feel hungry so I decide to go outside and grab something to eat,When I walk into the living room I see that Christian's on the phone shouting at someone, Why is Christian such a control freak?
I drink a glass of orange juice and by that time Christian is done talking thankfully.

"You okay?"
"Yeah I am fine baby" he says softly and the next thing I know he wraps his muscled arm around my middle and I sink back into him. Tilting my head, he places a slow-wet kiss under my ear and I close my eyes. A throat clearing makes me jerk.
I open my eyes and cringe at the sight infront of me,Christian's fucking partner also known as Sasha was standing right infront of us,shit!

I am doomed,This is so awkward!
She standing their with her mouth agape,my heart races too fast and I want to die.
Sasha strides toward us both and starts to cry "why Christian why?" I thought we had something special.

His eyes warm for just a second before ice cloaks them once more. Looking down at her he explains softly, "There are girls out there you want to fuck, and there are girls out there that you want to love." He looks me in the eye. "And Ana is only my bestfriend so nothing is going on between us but your just a good fuck nothing more so don't attach your self to me"When I hear his harsh words I can't take it anymore,how can he say this to anyone?

So I run away down the corridor and out of his apartment as fast as my legs carried me.