It was dusk when I ran out of Christian's apartment because I could not bear his treatment towards Sasha what type of a man does that?

I am thoroughly disgusted by his behavior and what had gotten into him anyways I have known him all my life and he has never behaved like the way he was behaving today and his wet kisses were doing delicious things to my insides thats for sure I quickly press my thighs together in order to stop the wet stickiness between my thighs from coming out because that would be a big proof of how turned on I was by my freaking bestfriend.

I sigh he will never do this to me again I know because I am like a sister to him and I will tell him to be nicer to Sasha even though I hate the witch and her clothes are like an open invitation,Geez that girl screams "Come and fuck me I am an easy lay" I shake my head in utter without meaning to I end up infront of the park and steal quick glances around and realize that it is completely vacant at present and that is a blessing for me because I do not want any spectators right now.

I need to think things through..I go and sit on a bench and tie my hair into a pony tail a strand of my hair comes lose and try to put it behind my ear, I try everything to take my thoughts away from Christian Grey but no such fucking luck, my thoughts keep wandering back to him..Why cant I think of anyone else I hit my head deadly frustrated with my self,I seriously need to take a hike On monday I am so going up to Brian and asking him out! I would even be a clown in the circus to take my mind off my bestfriend whose kisses I love immensely,we were both so young when we first met eachother.

My mom Carla is great friends with Christian's mom they have been friends for the last thirty years and I remember when my mom came home and told me to get dressed that we are going to see her favorite friend and her beautiful children and I simply nodded and got dressed.

When we went to their place I saw a huge white house which looked more like a mansion it was splendid and huge and it took my breath away,Two guards opened the huge iron gates and we went inside after parking I stepped out and looked around the place was immaculate it had huge green gardens and a small pond on the right side which inhabited colorful ducks and I saw someone moving in the shadows the sight raised my curiosity and I decided to go check what was there with my heart pounding restlessly my mom kept on calling behind me to stop me but when your a kid who listens to their moms so I did not I quickened my speed and I made it towards the thick lush canopy of trees and heard a muffled sound again, I swallowed hard shit my mom is pretty far away and I am all alone here in the dark between the trees shit the seriousness of the situation finally hit me "who is it "I try to ask but no sound comes out" I tried again this time a little louder.

"Whose there?" I muter softly because I am scared out of my wits and that is when a soft hand comes over my mouth and the other hand holds my waist in place I am so doomed I try to kick the person but to no avail he holds me like I am a baby,Hideous thoughts start to come into my head what if he is a bloody kidnapper? or worse a homicidal maniac? I try to bite his hand and thats when he removes his hand from my mouth and I sigh in relief and take in deep breaths."Please let me go!" I say pleadingly finally after a few minutes he lets go off me and then says in a teasing smug tone "got you".Even though I should have been angry at the boy who just did this to me but instead I ended up laughing and since then we have been inseparable.
My thoughts come back to the present and I am feeling nostalgic a walk down memory lane always does that to you.
Christian is killing me,dominating my every thought when did this happen,oh yeah since the morning when he nearly pressed his lips to mine.