I sit paralyzed as he closes the distance between us devouring me with his eyes,he shrugs out of his jacket,his arms are wrapped around me and he is pulling me to him,gripping my ponytail to tilt my head up and kissing me with craziness,there is a desperate primal quality to his kiss.I kiss him back with equal fervor,our tongues battle with eachother,ardor erupting between us,he tastes divine.

I inhale his scent and I want it like oxygen.
Christian felt me trembling in his arms,he had been countless women in his life but none who did to him what I was knowing he couldn't have me and maybe never would,there was something unbearably bittersweet about the lips found his again and Christian was kissing me in a way that I never thought possible but then I have only kissed a few guys in my entire life.I wanted him but I knew he was the forbidden fruit damn it he was my bestfriend and I had my hands wrapped around him in a public park like a slut.

"I think we should stop"I said distractedly,sounding sad and my face was warm and he had his hands cupped around my breasts as he kissed me.
"I am not sure I can bear this"Christian said,groaning as he tried to make himself stop but just for one second more he could not then finally he brought himself back to his senses.
"I am sorry Ana!" Christian said sincerely."I didn't think this was going to happen but believe me this would never happen again,I am so sorry baby,please forgive me?"
"Never?" I question him trying to keep the hurt out of my voice.
"Yes never" and that one word shattered a lot of my dreams.

"Hey whats wrong?"he asks me leaning closer.
"Christian please can you leave me alone?" I mutter angrily "but I am always with you babe"he says in response.

Is this guy dense or what? Can he not see that he kissed me in a way that made me melt and a few minutes afterwards told me that he will never kiss me again in a regretful manner like my lips have some disease.
Just then the phone rang and I was happy for the welcome distraction because Christian was intoxicating me."Hi there"I say innocently and recognize Jose's voice at the other end."Where have you been?"
"Oh I have been in Malibu ,I am in love with a sexy actress!"Jose replies warmly and Christian asks me who is it on the phone and I tell him its Jose and he frowns.

Well they never were the best of friends.
"Life is pretty good" I said softly."Aren't you supposed to be working" I ask him.
"Not for a month or two"
"So how does it feel to be in love sweetheart?"I say him sweetly and see Christian scowl at the word "sweetheart".God what is wrong with him?!

"Oh Ana! You can't understand"he exclaims.
"Make me understand?"I say to him while laughing.
"Well babe,its like nothing you have ever felt before.

Fall in love and then you will understand what life is all about.."
"Jose holy hell,you sound so in love" I say to him happily.
"I am,as soon as my eyes met hers I knew this was it,that day I understood the meaning of love,lowering of her eyes told me what a wonder intoxication can be"Jose says smoothly.

And I steal glances at Christian.
I shake my head to gather my heart is pounding and for some reason I am blushing furiously under his steady gaze.