It was a chilly night and I felt weird after lying to Christian.I have known him my entire life and we never lie to eachother,so suddenly what games was I playing with him?
I did not understand back then.
It was a starry night,a perfect night for a walk.
Taking deep breaths I got a hold on myself.
But then I thought better of it,there is no sense of going out at this time in the night all by myself.
So I opened the door and stepped into my apartment.
I settled down on the coach and took a blanket and started to read "Bet in the dark".
I heard the door bell ring and so I unlocked the door,the sight before my eyes shocked me completely,Christian was standing at my door step looking very sleepy,I thought for a second that he might have sleep walked all the way till here but quickly dismissed the thought.
"Ana you can't go on a date with Brian!"He says hoarsely.
My eyes went white with anger.
"well do you have anything else to say because Christian I am busy?"
"Yes,Ana if you were that desperate for a sexual life we can get a hooker for you"Christian says rudely.
My face turned as white as the mist around and I slapped Christian's cheek."I have fucking had it with you,what do you think of your self Christian?"I shout.
Christian's eyes widen and he still has his hand pressed on the cheek I slapped him,I feel bad about that but he deserved it.
"Its my life! I can go on a fucking date if thats what I wish,I can sleep around if that is what I want,I can get pregnant if that is what I like,I can get married if I want,Its all up to me assnhole,not to you stop ruling over my life!"I scream.
And start to sob terribly soon afterward.I just slapped Christian,my bestfriend,oh god what have I done?
He lifted me as easily as though I was a small child and a his voice with a hint of a laugh said "Okay I get it"
And then he carried me to my bed and lay me down and settled in right next to me and pulled the cover on top of us.
He pressed my back to his front,his mouth was pressed into the nape of my neck and his arms were encircling me.
I try to wiggle out of his gasp but his grip on me only tightened and he whispered seductively in my ear "You can do whatever you want to tomorrow but tonight I am going to hold you so close" and his velvety voice had my heart pounding madly and I was already melting.
"Baby,my heart is telling me to touch your heart beat" Just as I am about to fall asleep my phone rings and I pick it up even though Christian told me to let it be.
"Hey"
"Hi Annie?"I hear my moms voice and suddenly panick.
"Whats wrong?what did you call me so late?Is Ray alright?I ask her anxiously.
"He is fine sweetheart but I have news to tell you?"
"Your getting a divorce?"
"No"my mom half shouts,I don't blame what is up with me?
"Then?"I ask her.
"well you know Mia,your childhood friend and Christian's sister is finally getting engaged"
"WHATTT?"I scream and because of that Christian also shouts and asks me if everything is alright?
"Your sister is getting engaged" I mutter to him in an undertone.
"Annie do you have company?"she inquires.
"No"
"then why did I just hear Christian's voice in the middle of the night"
"Oh he stayed at my place today,anyway mom I will talk to you later,bye"
"Bye honey"
"Mia is getting married!"Christian screams.
"Yes"I say softly,I know this must be hard for him since he thinks that she is a baby.
"Anastasia that is madness!,she is only a child"
"Christian she is an adult and probably in love"I tell him firmly,why is he being this way? He should be happy for her!
"Love is all bullshit"Christian insists rather loudly.
"No it is not"I tell him.
"How do you know?
"I just do Christian,When your in love nothing seems right or wrong and when your in love you don't want to stay a minute away from the object of your desire,you want to be with him,you want to laugh with him,spend every waking moment with him"
"Ana,Geez,where have you been hearing all this shit from?"
"It is reality and listen dude would you rather want her to move in with him and just be fuck buddies?"I ask him with an eyebrow raised.
"Ana this is just disgusting me! But she is far too young,she is nearly your age,ask your self Steele are you ready for marriage? Are you ready to tie the knot with any guy?
"Yes! I can get married"I answer without skipping a beat.
"With who?"He asks while smirking.
"with you"I say softly while maintaining eye contact.