The hard thing between his legs poked blindly, ramming into my inner thigh.

I fought, my lungs burning, but he was so strong.

I couldn't buck him off.

I couldn't get away.

Stop it! Get off me.

Don't touch me.

Oh, God .

please don't do that to me .
I couldn't breathe, my lungs shuddering with sobs, my nostrils plugged by the heel of his palm.

Spots danced before my eyes; my chest burned.I fought again,needing air,desperate for air .
"Wake up Sweetheart"I hear Christian's concerned voice and my eye lids instantly open.
"What happened?"He asks.
"Nothing bae it was just a bad dream"I say softly.

"Want to talk about it?"
"Not really"I would rather not remember that dream again.
His voice roared over me. Loud, sexy, and so richly decadent that I felt my limbs going loose with excitement. With arousal.
I am nervous and unsure and how could I not be things with my past boyfriends never ended well and Christian is a player and now he has stolen my heart.
Geez,I am in love with my bestfriend just fucking great!

Sure, I'd thought I was in love with Charles, but in retrospect I was willing to admit that there had been some major red flags in our relationship. Chief among them was his inability to keep his zipper up around other women.
I wanted to crawl back into bed and forget but sometimes you just can not forget.

I guess I need to keep my new found feelings for Christian just to myself as telling him will just make things even worse.I was selling myself on that,my traitorous mind couldn't help going back to that moment when he'd stared at me.. Snarled at me want him more than I'd ever wanted anything.

If that was the look he gave all the girls, no wonder they were back here, desperate to get to him. No wonder they thought they had a chance with him.

He is such a player with a billion layers.
Just then Christian wrapped his arms around me and murmured in his sleep the words that shocked me senseless "Baby,don't ever leave me".
And I just crashed into him completely and kissed his forehead and lied down on his comforting hard chest.