AN: co-written with Ananoncallednonie :)
Santana stared down at Quinn's sleeping form, her stuffed lion held close to her chest sucking peacefully on her pacifier, she's sure that she's never seen anything more perfect. Her mind starts to drift and it's hard for her to imagine that a few months ago she balked at the idea of being her mommy, it had taken lot's of puppy dog pouts and pleading from both her and Brittany but eventually she reluctantly agreed. Now though every time she hears the sweet little blonde call her "Mami" her heart melts, this life is perfect, she has the love of her life, and a beautiful baby girl, she wouldn't change it for the world. She continues to watch Quinn sleep, she wonders how Judy Fabray was ever able to let this perfect little thing out her life, but then again she supposes it's for the best because without that happening Quinn would have never been hers.
As Quinn stirred beneath Santana's hand she immediately began humming one of the blonde's favorite songs. That always worked. Santana began rubbing light circles on Quinn's back when she felt a pair of arms wrap around her waist. Knowing exactly who it was she leaned back and closed her eyes momentarily.
"Whatcha thinking about?" Brittany asked, placing a light kiss to Santana's temple.
"Just," Santana opened her eyes again and looked down at Quinn. "She's perfect, isn't she?" She bent down so she was face level with Quinn then slid her hand through the bars to stroke the blonde's cheek.
Brittany hummed in agreement "She is, just like her Mami" she said nuzzling the Latina's neck. Santana smirked
"More like her mommy I'd say" the two of them giggled and returned to gazing at their baby. "How did Judy just let her walk out of her life?" She asks running her fingers through silky blonde locks "I mean I have a hard enough time leaving her with Kurt and Rachel before work, how could Judy just cut her out completly?"
"Drink," Santana sighed and rest her forehead against the bar. "She never was sober enough to appreciate what a beautiful child she had," Brittany crouched down beside Santana and wiped the stray tear from the Latina's cheek.
"It's okay, she's safe now," Brittany turned her attention to Quinn who seemed to be waking from her nap. "and she has two mommies who love her more than anything," she said reassuring Santana.
Santana nodded feeling better at her girlfriends reassurance. She turned on a bright smile as Quinn's hazel eyes fluttered open. "Hi baby girl!" She cooed "Did you have a nice nap?"
Quinn smiled grogily "Good nap Mami" she said lifting her arms to be picked up. Brittany lifted her out of the crib and laid her on the changing table. After getting her diaper changed she tickled the baby's tummy
"All dry little lion!" She cooed as she resnapped the onsie.
Quinn beamed and sat up, wrapping her arms tightly around Brittany's neck.
"Uppie!" Quinn demanded and Brittany rolled her eyes, doing as she was told. Santana picked up Quinn's stuffed lion and walked over to her girls.
"How'd you like to help mami shop online for new clothes for you, huh?" Santana walked behind Brittany and tapped Quinn's nose with her lion. "Mommy can make us food," Santana giggled at the eager nod she received from Quinn.
Santana settled on the couch with her laptop open and Quinn cuddled in her side, she ruffled her hair and kissed her baby's blonde head. She brought up a site where they usually bought het clothes. They sat that way picking out a few outfits before Quinn started to whine "Mami I hungry..." she pouted
Santana looked up from her laptop and towards the kitchen, she then looked at a pouting Quinn.
"Go see what's taking mommy so long," Santana set her laptop aside and helped Quinn up. "I give you permission to tickle her!"
Quinn giggled and toddled her way into the kitchen.
"Mommy, I hungry!" Quinn shouted as she saw Brittany kneeling on the floor cleaning up something. Mommies are so silly! Quinn crawled beside Brittany and poked her cheek.
"Hungry!" Quinn gave Brittany her best pout while poking her cheek repeatedly. Brittany moved back from another poke then grabbed Quinn by her waist and pulling her onto her lap.
"Mommy accidentally spilt your milk, food will be ready soon," Brittany poked Quinn's pout which soon disappeared as Brittany spoke again.
"Mommy promise!" Mommy promises where the best, they always came true! Quinn scrambled off Brittany's lap and kneeled on a chair at the table, waiting for her food.
Brittany fixed Quinn a plate with some fruit Goldfish crackers and a grilled turkey and cheese sandwhich one of her many favorites, along with her Minnie Mouse sippy cup with milk "Alright Quinnie here we go!" She cooed giving Quinn her toddler sliverware and tied a bib around her neck. Santana joined them moments later
"Smells yummy in here what's lunch for mommy and mami?" She questioned hugging Brittany from behind.
Brittany smiled and tapped Santana's hands away so she was able to grab the two plates she prepared for herself and Santana.
"Mommy sandwiches," Brittany placed the plates on the table opposite Quinn, who had miraculously nearly finished eating already.
"Mommy sandwiches?" Santana questioned, taking her seat. She inspected her sandwich then looked at Brittany.
"It has many things in it," Santana pulled a face and picked up the sandwich. As she was about to take a bite, a tap to the leg distracted her. Quinn held her cup out to Santana.
"Bottle?" Quinn smiled hopefully, moving the cup close for Santana to take. The Latina looked to Brittany who shrugged.
Santana rolled her eyes, as of late they'd been trying to get Quinn to transfer from bottle to sippy cup. She took the sippy and went to the kitchen most of the time she would have said no but they'd been having a good day and she was really not in the mood to deal with a Quinnie tantrum. She returned moment's later with the milk now in a bottle and gave it to Quinn.
"Fank you Mami!" Quinn chirped before shoving the nipple in her mouth. After a long drink she looked at her mommies turning on her best puppy dog eyes "Can go to da pawk?"
Santana ran her hands through Quinn's hair as she watched her drink. She was too busy staring at Quinn that she didn't hear the question.
"Sorry baby, what did you say?" Santana pulled the blonde onto her lap and hugged her tightly. She never wanted to let go of Quinn.
"Pawk?" Quinn pouted again and looked her mami before looking at Brittany.
"I don't know baby," Brittany sighed, the weather had been cold as of late and they didn't want to risk Quinn getting sick.
Quinn pouted "Pwease Pwease! I wanna go! Mommy!" Quinn whined with a big pout on her face. Santana looked at Quinn's face, she could never say no to the pout it was impossible! She looked over to Brittany and spoke
"Well it is pretty nice out today..." she said "We'll have to get you all warm and bundled up but I don't see why not!" Santana said glancing back to Brittany who was staring her her down with a quriked brow "aaaand we can go to the Lima Bean and get something warm to drink after!" She added quickly.
"Fine," Brittany rolled her eyes with a smile then stood up. "Wait by the stairs for mami," Quinn nodded and ran out of the room, holding her bottle tight as she sat on the first step.
"If she gets sick, you're on night duty," Santana nodded and kissed Brittany's cheek. Seeing Quinn happy was worth the sleepless nights. The Latina ran towards Quinn and helped the girl get ready.
"You okay with going to the Lima Bean?" Santana asked, adjusting the blonde's hat. Quinn thought for a moment, no one would notice anyway.
"Uh huh," Quinn smiled and rushed towards the door, waiting for her mommies to finish.
Brittany smiled at how adorable Quinn was all bundled up in her winter wear "Aw how precious!" she cooed she finished up cleaning up the table and took out her phone "Smile for mommy Quinnie!" Quinn looked up at Brittany with a huge happy grin on her face and Brittany snapped the picture.
"Alright are all ready to go?" Santana asked coming down the stairs with Quinn's diaper bag. Quinn nodded excitedly grabbing Brittany's hand
"Awl weady Mami! you weady Mommy?" she asked. Brittany giggled
"I'm ready baby girl" patting Quinn's head.
Santana got into the drivers seat and Brittany loaded Quinn into the car. The drive to the park was filled with Quinn's excited chattering
Brittany glanced back as she listened to Quinn, she giggled and turned back to the front, grinning as she noticed they had arrived.
"Stay near mommy or mami, okay?" Brittany said getting out of the car and getting Quinn out. Quinn had a tendency to run off however the last time left her with a very sore bottom. Quinn nodded and placed her hands on her butt.
"Promise," Quinn grabbed Brittany's hand and held her free hand out to Santana, waiting for her to take it. "Hurry!" Quinn tugged on both their hands.
"Hold up tiger," Santana laughed catching up to Quinn.
"Mami I lion! Not a tigew!" Quinn protested.
Santana chuckled "Of course little lion how coud I forget!" Quinn bounced on her toes and roared.
"Okay little lion where do you want to play first ?"
"Swings mommy! The swings!" Quinn chanted pulling both of her Momma's in that direction. When she got to the swing set she flopped down on a swing "Push me push me!"
Santana laughed and gently pushed the swing, making sure not to push too high. Brittany stayed beside Quinn, smiling as she noticed the huge grin on the girls face.
"You go, baby!" Brittany cheered. Quinn glanced towards her mommy and giggled. She loved this! Her mommies where making her feel like the luckiest girl in the world.
"Come on slide aftew?" Quinn gripped the swing tighter before looking back at Santana then Brittany.
Brittany kept pushing the swing her heart fluttered seeing Quinn's huge grin she stopped the swing in mid-air catching her baby to place a gentle kiss on her cheek "Sure baby whatever you want!" she cooed before continuing to push her. Santana sat down on the swing next to her "Wanna have a race Quinnine? To see who can get the highest?" she asked.
Quinn nodded excitedly she loved when her mommies played games with her! "Yeah Mami! But I gonna win!' she declared.
"We'll just see about that baby girl!" she teased lightly as she started to swing gently so Quinn would in fact win. "Alright Britt who wins?" Santana asked after a short while
"I'd say little Miss Quinn did!" Brittany said.
Quinn giggled and clapped her hands, quickly hopping off the swing.
"Slide with me mami?" Quinn shouted and ran towards the slide, knowing to stop so one of her momma's could help her.
"You know it," Santana quickly caught up to her and helped Quinn climb up the stairs to the slide.
Quinn sat down and looked back. Her mami was never fast enough! Noticing Quinn's impatient look, Santana sat behind Quinn.
"Save it," Santana cut in before she could speak. Quinn pouted and held her mami's legs.
"Push mami!" Quinn urged.
Santana pushed them and down the slide they went. Quinn sqealed with glee and ran over to Brittany "Mommy slide mommy slide!" She chated pulling on her hand
Brittany laughed and climbed up the slide with Quinn. Just the same as Santana Quinn squealed with delight. This same process repeated again and again until Quinn got bored with it.
"Mommy! Mami! Merry-go-round!" Quinn chirpped pointng towards it.
By the time Quinn had, had enough of the merry-go-round, both Santana and Brittany where completely worn out! but Quinn was still going. That girl had more energy than an energizer bunny.
Santana slumped down on the park bench, happy she was getting some rest while Quinn begged Brittany to carry her across the monkey bars. When Brittany spotted Santana laughing, she glared and placed Quinn down.
"Quinnie?" Santana sat forward noticing Brittany had finally had enough. Quinn turned around and skipped towards her mami, jumping onto her lap.
"Uh huh, mami?" Quinn twirled Santana's hair around her fingers, her face flush.
"I think we should go warm up and give mommy a break," Quinn pouted but nodded. She'd make them bring her back tomorrow!
Brittany smiled greatfully at Santana and walked over "How bout we go get some hot cocoa?"
Quinn's eye got real big "Yeah mommy! Yeah!" She bounced enthusiastically grinning up at them
"Well let's go then!" Santana said setting Quinn on the ground as she stood up. Quinn however was having none of that
"Piggy back Mami! Piggy!" She whined "please!?"
Santana bent down and got Quinn on her back "Hold on cowgirl!" Santana said before galloping off making horse sounds.
Brittany couldn't help but laugh as she watched the pair walk, or gallop, ahead of her. She quickly caught up to them and tapped Quinn's butt causing her to scream, into Santana's ear.
"Volume, Quinn," Santana chastised, adding a light smack to the blonde's leg to emphasise her point. Quinn pouted and nodded. It wasn't her fault, mommy scared her.
"Last one there is a loseeer!" Brittany claimed running past them, making sure to run slowly. Quinn's eyes widened as she heard her mommy and she began kicking her legs.
"Quick!" Santana rolled her eyes albeit with a smile and tightened her grip on Quinn's legs, making sure she was safe before running after Brittany. They soon passed the blonde and arrived at the Lima Bean. Bless the cheerios for helping Santana's strength.
"Loser!" Quinn shouted as Brittany arrived only seconds after they did.
"Hey no fair you had super fast pony!" Brittany teased. As she helped her down off Santana's back and led her inside to a corner table letting Santana go order.
Quinn laid her hand on Brittany's shoulder sweetly "Love you mommy" she said snuggling close. "Love you too my baby" Santana came back with their drinks. Quinn lit up "oh oh hot chcowate!" She cheered "yummy yummy!" She wiggled around ignoring a few odd glances she was getting "Fankie Mami!"
"Just be careful, okay?" Santana said taking a sip of her warm coffee. Quinn nodded and held the cup close to her, enjoying how much it was warming her up.
"Home aftew?" Quinn whispered and began swinging her legs off the chair. "Slweepy," Both Santana and Brittany laughed as their girl's energy drained from her. Brittany pulled a spare sippy cup they kept in the diaper bag and poured Quinn's hot chocolate into it. This would make sure Quinn wouldn't spill any and burn herself during her tired antics.
Despite the odd looks she received, Quinn began drinking happily from her cup and cuddled up against her mommy.
Santana's brows furrowed with concern "Do you feel okay mija?" She asked Quinn had only just got up from her nap an hour or ago so the tiredness was worrisome.
"Jus's sweepy Mami Big Quinnie beens busys" she mumbled it was true she'd felt burried in homework and textbooks lately. "Wanna snuggle n' watch Nemo" Brittany smiled, Little Quinn looooved Nemo.
Santana smiled "Okay baby we'll do that once we're home okay?" Quinn nodded with a sweet sleepy expression on her face. "Your my favowitist mommies" she told them
Santana awwed.
"And you're our favoritist baby girl!" Brittany cooed
Brittany placed a kiss to the blonde's forehead and held her close.
"I think mommy should carry you to the car, what about you Quinnie?" Santana asked, tilting the sippy cup up slightly. Quinn smiled and gave the cup to Santana before turning to Brittany, giving her the sweetest smile.
Brittany raised an eyebrow, sure she was the strongest of the two but Quinn was quite tall.
"Piggy back," Quinn nodded and twirled her mommy's hair around her fingers.
Brittany knelt down and got Quinn on her back and took off. Quinn giggled and buried her face in Brittany's shoulder inhaling the scent that was specificaly her Mommy. Her mind drifts a little into big thoughts and she wonders why she never felt this way with her real parents, protected, special and oh so loved. As Brittany buckled her in she gave her a look of confussion and small twinge of hurt
"Mommy? Why didn't my tummy mommy love me?" She asked.
Brittany sent a panicked looked to Santana, desperately asking for help. Santana, after over-hearing the conversation, got in the back seat and scooted over to Quinn, taking her hand.
"She did love you baby," Santana said as she kissed the back of the blonde's hand. "She was just too sick to appreciate how amazing her baby was," Brittany closed the door as she noticed Quinn staring at Santana, trying to understand what she was saying.
"What's going on in that pretty little mind of yours, huh?" Santana put her seatbelt on then turned her attention back to Quinn.
"But she didn't give me hugs or snuggles or kissies or tuck me in like you and mommy or an she was mean and hitted sometimes" Quinn said "but you awlways do all dat stuff and make me feel good" Quinn said tearing up a bit "is there somefing wrong wif me? I bad?"
"Oh baby girl," Santana undid Quinn's seatbelt and pulled the girl onto her lap, despite the fact the car was now moving. She hated seeing Quinn so upset. "Nothing's wrong with you baby, you're the sweetest little girl around,"
Quinn immediately buried her face in Santana's neck, looking for the soothing scent from her mami. Despite being told otherwise, Quinn couldn't help but think there was something wrong with her.
"Nevew leave me mami," Quinn mumbled and wrapped her arms tightly around Santana. Brittany looked at Santana through the mirror and frowned. The fact Quinn thought they'd leave her was heart breaking and enough to make them both cry.
"We'll never leave you," Santana rocked them side to side slightly. "Mommies promise,"
Quinn held tightly to Santana "Even if I have icky diapies or make big messes or I'm naughty"
"Even then baby" Santana cooed.
"Binkie mami" Quinn whimpered
Santana dug Into her the diaper bag and produced the pacifier slipping it into Quinn's mouth Quinn relaxed as she sucked on it. Brittany pulled up to their house and helped Santana get Quinn inside and comfortable in her favorite footie pj's on the couch.
"Nemo?" Quinn asked
Brittany sat beside Quinn, both her and Santana creating a 'Quinn Sandwich' which Quinn loved.
"Already in the player baby," Brittany said pressing play. Santana played with Quinn's fingers while Brittany stroked the blonde's hair. Quinn never wanted this to end.
Quinn squrimed a bit as her diaper dampened. She typically would demand that she be changed right away but right now she was tucked safely between her mommies and she didn't want to be moved. Brittany noticed because she felt the diaper squish against her leg.
"Do you need a change honey?" She cooed.
"No mommy..." Quinn muttered
Santana had fallen asleep halfway during the movie and had her arm wrapped tightly around Quinn. Quinn cuddled close to her mami so her mommy couldn't change her, she was too comfortable!
"You can't sit in a wet diaper baby," Brittany said softly, moving away slightly, destroying the 'Quinn Sandwich'. Quinn whined at the loss of warmth and climbed onto Santana's lap.
"No wets mommy!" Quinn whined "Snuggle snuggle! Quinnie samdwhich!"
Brittany sighed "No Quinn we need to change your diaper now"
"B..but mommy warm an' cozy..." she pouted
"As soon as your in a nice clran diaper we can make another Quinnie sandwhich"
"Come on, it won't take long," Brittany stood up and held her hand out to Quinn hoping she'd take it. Quinn stayed put and grabbed hold of Santana's shirt, Brittany couldn't move her now!
"Okay how's this," Brittany crossed her arms. If Santana knew she was about to negotiate with their baby she'd be in a lot of trouble, but the Latina was asleep and what she doesn't know won't hurt her. "I'll change you down here, but you have to be very quiet," Quinn turned her head at this. "We don't want a cranky mami!"
Quinn nodded "Okay Mommy" she whispered. Laying down to be changed . Brittany ran up to the nursery grabbing Quinn's changing supplies and got down to Quinn and made quick work of changing her.
"There we go all clean and mommy put a little cream down there so you won't get a rash" Brittany said
"Fankie Mommy.."
Brittany kissed the blonde's forehead and helped her back onto the sofa, careful not to wake Santana. Quinn immediately cuddled up to her mami and turned back to watching the movie. Brittany returned the supplies upstairs and smiled as she saw Quinn staring up at her.
"Hey boo," Brittany whispered and took a seat beside Quinn.
"Quinnie sandwich now!" Quinn whimpered and pulled on her mommy's shirt. Why were they so slow? Brittany shook her head and cuddled up close to her girls.