Raven POV:

I was chilling on the sun deck with Dex. Sparrow and Poppy were also chilling, they were holding hands. I sipped my strawberry daquiri, I was attempting to get a tan but so far it wasn't working.

" So you guys are getting married huh?" Sparrow commented.

" Yeah." Me and Dex looked at eachother and he held my hand.

" So are kids in your future?" Sparrow was fissling with a guitar pick.

" I wouldn't Sparrow, she wont even talk to me about it. He chuckled but I didn't. He looked at me and stopped immediatley.

" Why though." Poppy also looked wondering.

" I don't wanna talk about it." I put my sunglasses on.

" Yeah but, it doesn't make sense." Sparrow said looking at Dexter.

" Just drop it." I was starting to get irritated.

" Come on, just tell us!" Sparrow was just nudging me.

" Yeah Raven." Dexter said jokingly. I gave him the death glare.

"Shut up." I said to Sparrow.

"Woah, It is no that hard of a question." Sparrow sat up with Poppy.

" Leave me alone." Dexter put his hand on my shoulder but it burnt his hand.

"Are you ok?" Dex asked softly.

" What is the problem with having kids?" I got up.

" Im leaving before I say something I will regret." I stormed off into the room, Dex followed.

"What happened back there?" Dex asked closing the door.

"Drop it Dex." He sat down with me on the bed.

" What is your problem with having kids though?" I was getting mad.

" Just stop." I was about to lose it.

" A baby wouldn't be so bad." Thats it.

"WELL YOU SEEMED TO FORGET ABOUT OUR BABY DEX! THE BABY THAT DIED BECAUSE OF ME! ITS LIKE YOU DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT HIM OR HER ANYMORE!" Dex was speechless, tears ran down my face. I curled up on his lap. He picked my head up and kissed me. He looked at me. A tear fell down his cheek.

"How-how could you possibly think I-I didnt care, that day br-broke me." I put my head on his chest. He cried along with me.

" You didnt kill him or her Rae, It was a cruel rule that you were forced to live by. I was broken that day at the clinic, and I died when you tried to kill yourself because I could not live without you. I love you and im so sorry this happened, I just wanted to make you happy." He poured out his heart to me, He hugged me tightly.

" I love you Dex." He hugged me tighter. He kissed my forehead.

" I want to have a family with you Dex, But I cant lose another baby." He looked at me with his baby blue eyes.

" I would kill myself before I let that happen again." I kissed him.

" I do want a family Dex, I trust you." He smiled at me wiping away his tears.

" I love you Raven."

" I love you Dexter."