Hey guys
I know I'm late...I'm really trying to update on time
anyway
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Enjoy
~R pov~
I sat nervously waiting for one o'clock to strike. I had gotten so used to just my team and will I never thought how it would be when I had to come back.
"It's alright love everything will be fine" will said as he laid kisses on my knuckles. Placing on last kiss on my forehead he pulled me off the couch and out the door.
There is just something about will that makes me feel safe. No matter what is going on or where I am as long as long as he is there with me I feel like I can take on anything. That is how it is between us, we would take on the world as long we have each other.
"Love are you alright? " Will's worried question pulled me out of my mind.
"Yes why do you ask?" I was puzzled as to why he was so suddenly worried.
"You're holding your stomach again" he said gently "oh" I said quietly releasing my arms that I just noticed were wrapped around my waist.
It had become a habit after last year. Will said it was though I was trying to hold myself together, and I guess I was in a way. It was like a comfort blanket a shield thought I didn't have anything to shield. Something in my face must have told will I didn't want to talk about it because he simple squeezed my hand and kissed my cheek.
That was the worst night of my life. In my head it didn't make sense that I felt the loss but I still did, no we still did. I couldn't help but remember that night. We had just gotten back from simple mission, a few strogoi running amuck in a local village. I had taken a few nasty hits plus I had been feeling a little ill, so I headed straight to my apartment to shower and go to bed while Will logged the mission into the database then he was going to come back to my apartment.
I had gotten home and immediately gotten into the shower. I remember feeling ill and a little dizzy so I stepped out of the shower and quickly dried off and dressed while leaning on the counter. I don't remember much after that till I woke in the hospital.
Will told me he had gotten home a found me passed out in the bathroom bleeding.
Waking up in that hospital was terrible, I was in pain and still felt dizzy and sick. I remember Will sitting in a chair next to my bed. He had looked terrible, Tired and I could tell he had been crying. As soon as he had noticed I woke up he started apologizing and asking how I felt. Once he had calmed down and called the doctor a bad feeling had set in.
The doctor told me I had been pregnant and didn't even know it yet. He said I had been almost three months along but because of the beating my body had taken I had had a delayed miscarriage. After that Will and I sat in silence for a long time. He kept trying to apologize for taking me with him on the mission. I had felt ill earlier but convinced him I was fine so he had let me come. I kept telling him it was ok but eventually we fell into silence.
It wasn't till I got home that I broke down. Will just held me and cried too. We took the week off and just stayed in my apartment together. I never even knew I was pregnant but I still felt the loss of the child. It was after the miscarriage that I Started wrapping my arms around my waist. It was normal for couples to fall apart after a miscarriage but Will and I had grown closer together. It became easier for us to share our thoughts and feelings with each other.
Suddenly my phone went off
"Hey Will Why don't you go get started I'll be in in a minute"
"Hello"
"Rose"
"Hey what's up?"
"I have an idea, it might be crazy but I think it will work"
"Meet me at the throne room in an hour" with a smile I hung up, this team didn't know whats coming.
I pushed open the doors and put on my gardian mask. Time to face my past.
Hey guys
Like I said, I know I'm late. I'm going to keep working on my writing skills and try to keep up with deadlines.
Anyways,
I split this chapter in half that's why its so short but I wanted a full chapter for meeting the team.
So we have a few things coming up
-Dimitri pov
-a visit from our favorite Russians
-we get to see some of the team's field experiences.
- dimitri will call home
-there will be a confrontation between Dimitri and rose yay
What do you guys think of rose and the miscarriage. Also I had a few questions on Dimitri calling home, he hasn't called home because he knows they believe he is dead and he wanted them to move on.
Alright, please review I love to hear what you guys think, Constructive Criticism is always welcome too
Luv you guys
~Blood Rose