ch.9
The sound of the coffee maker went off when Kevin finally sat down to eat the breakfast. The morning has been going by pretty fast and I couldn't remember why I was so sad. My parents where never there so I shouldn't be upset. They never really wanted a kid anyways. There are just something's that you could tell in a parents eyes. The room stayed silent as he got up to pour the mugs of coffee.
"Why didn't you tell me?" Kevin said not looking at me. I could tell that he was mad.
"Well, we were never really that close. You used to make fun of me every day," Kevin whipped around when I said that and slammed the cups on the table. I jumped as the sound echoed through the house.
"I...I didn't know that... that was going on at home if I would have known," I sat there infuriated.
"What so if this wasn't going on at home than you would have kept doing it?" I said hearing the own anger in my voice as it boomed through the room. Kevin's face covered in horror. He had finally realized what he just said.
"NO! That is not what I meant and you know that!" I looked at the ground knowing that Kevin did not understand. It took me a while before I could talk again.
"You know what... forget it I'm going home so goodbye," I want through the next door. Just then Kevin grabbed my arm.
"NO! You are not going home. Do you really think I didn't mean what I said earlier? Fine I wall just have to show you then!" I flinched as his hands tightened around my wrists. As he put on more presser my wrists started to hurt. I tried to turn away to break the grip.
"Ouch... Kevin please calm down I understand please let go you are hurting me," I said wincing. He glared at me than replied,
"NO! You don't understand!" his eyes had gotten really big and he was frightening me.
He dragged me up the stairs and through me on the bed. He had grabbed a belt and had climbed over me. Kevin tied my hands tightly to the bed post. You could see the rage in his eyes now... no this is not Kevin anymore. I don't know who this is. My voice came out hoarse,
"K...Kevin please don't do this! This isn't you," I said trying to move, but my hands just crapped against the belt that was digging into my skin. He was not listening to me anymore. I don't even think he is listening to me anymore. I thrashed around as he dug his hands into my pants... My body went numb... no, no, and no! This is not him! I... I can't do this. Kevin wouldn't stop I tried to kick him but he was to strong. "No... Kevin please stop! Ah... Nn" he started to move faster every time I called for him to stop. He never looked me in the eyes. He wouldn't stop. I sat there and just let it happen. I am the worst... the scum of the earth and I have nothing to say for myself. After Kevin finally came to his senses and realized what he did he started to apologize. After a while he came back into the room with a bottle of water and a rag. He tried to touch me but I flinched away. "um... do you think you could undo this for me please it hurts," he noticed what I said and un-did the belt. There were marks on my wrists from where they were and he went to touch them but I backed away. He finally looked at me. The look on his face said it all. It was a simple mistake in the spur of the moment. He didn't mean to do that. Suddenly I felt something fall into the Pitt of my stomach and it hurt. He didn't actually like me he just did that to show me he was superior. It hurt so much it felt like there was no air to breath. I started to choke on air. The sound of a choked sob came out and the door opened and Kevin came running in. he pulled me up and gave me a hug. I grabbed at his t-shirt and cried harder. He started to make soothing noises and after a while a fell asleep with one thing on my mind. Why doesn't anyone want me?
OKthis is all for now. Sorry I am really busy right now I have an art show and choir concert coming up... post more in a while. KEEP READING PLEASE!