I.. I never realized that I was good in writing until the day everything happened so quickly. Just one day was enough to change everything I have lived and even change me. From a healthy popular person to a person that don't want to be in the picture. A person that had always smiled and laughed from deep down in his heart to the person who has never gave a smile that he really felt it. That's me, Natsu Dragneel. The basketball player that everyone in the world heard about him. A person who broke record of throwing in the basket and getting a goal. That didn't really mattered to me as much it mattered to be with the one I loved. She was like a dream to me, hard to reach. And when I finally reached it, everything turned into a nightmare.

Natsu Dragneel opened his eyes staring out from the window he had in his room and sinking deep in his own of thoughts. He was holding a pen and a diary. He writes what's bother him whenever he feels pained. But the knocks in the door woke him up from the world he had just visited.

"Natsu- sama, the car is ready" a tall man wearing black suit entered the room still holding the door's handle. The pink haired moved towards the man and then wore a small smile on his lips and nodded. He was sitting down on a handicapped chair because he was handicapped. He moved towards the door.

…

"Good morning, Natsu" a short white haired woman greeted the pink haired boy with a large smile. He gave a soft smile back to her and stayed silent. "Today is one of our biggest days since you started this library, aren't you excited?" she neared the distance snarling both hands together looking at him with gleaming eyes. The pink haired man took a deep breath from his mouth and looked to the other side moving his handicapped chair further from Lisanna.

"I hope everything will be fine, I'm in my office" he stated moving towards the large room he called office. Natsu entered the room and closing the door behind him and stopping where he was and staring at the inside of the room. How many years have passed and he is in the same position he is sitting in. 5 years? Yeah, I can count it five years, today. He looked down at his own chair raising both brows. How hard it was living more five years after a deadly accident. He shook his head rubbing his hair and squeezing his eyes shut. He then raised his head moving together with his chair to where his desk was. Natsu grabbed some of the important files and started working them to get rid of the bored feeling.

"It will be such a long day" he rested his back in the chair.

…

"Are you ready guys?" a woman that had long red hair that was made in a pigtail. She was wearing athletic jacket and short skirt and in the foot a sports' shoes. "Come on, start the match" she gave them whistle start and went to check some reports.

Erza was one of the good coaches. Although she was female, but the team became number one thanks to her duty. She was strong and mighty one who never falls for those rumors that she hears every day.

"Erza-san" the redhead snapped her head towards the voice's direction and gave on a smile.

"Juvia, how are you?" the scarlet haired coach smiled a large smile and hugged her friend that she hasn't seen in awhile. "How are you? It's been a while" she said while leading her friend for a chair to sit down in.

"I'm so fine, and I'm happy to see you"

"Gray told me that you are pregnant, congratulations"

"Thanks, Erza-san"

Erza looked back to her papers while the blue haired woman looked at the black haired man who was her husband while he was playing basket with the rest of the team. "How is everything going with newly married people?" Erza smirked making the other girl blush.

"F-fine, what's problem in that?"

"Nothing, just wanted to know" the redhead looked back at the team not staring on a certain person making the other realizes the bored expression she wore.

"What's wrong? Is it about Jellal-san?" he blue haired female asked getting no reaction.

"Well, it doesn't really matter anymore. I kinda… have had enough" she stayed getting no answer except for a stare. "I understand now how Lucy felt…" she looked down at the ground rubbing her eyes from under the glasses she was wearing. "It's…" she raised her head to look at his blue haired boyfriend "It's too late now, we got separated all of us. How much I wish I could return to the past, when we were young not caring about a single thing"

Juvia paused and looked at the ground too. She was feeling the same feelings that the redhead felt because she knew exactly what did she mean.

"How much it's been hurting me until now to not be able to see Natsu. It even makes me unable to sleep at some nights" she said feeling the tears gather in her eyes. She raised her head preventing them to come down. "It's hard… for all of us, me, Gray, you Jellal all of us"

And that's when one of Erza's helpers gave the whistle to end the first round telling them to take a break. "Hey girls" the both girls heard the black haired says while he was coming near them holding a small towel wiping his face from the sweat. He was smiling that made Juvia force a smiled on her lips but the other woman looked away unable to take the role of the good actor right now.

"What's wrong with you, Erza-san?" he sat down on the bench calling her Erza-san just for playing around and provoking her now more. He got no answer nothing except for a sigh. After some good seconds she decided to speak.

"How does it feel playing without Natsu?" she moved her head to the side of the black haired basketball player making him shocked. Gray's eyes widened while he was looking at his teammates that were chatting together. He stayed frozen in his place. "Have you ever felt strange about it or… you never?" the black haired woke up from the shock and closed his eyes squeezing his eyes shut. He kept silent not wanting to answer. It was like an injury that had opened again. But why? That's all they asked.

"Erza-san, that's enough" Juvia finally said holding Erza's hand warming it. "Whatever happened, we can never forget about him it's only that… it was all his decision no one butted in and prevented him" Gray started thinking about what happened 5 years ago and went serious in a moment and decided to spoke.

"That's right, but… we are wrong, all of us because we left him. I wonder if he is still alive or not. If he was able to survive until now or not?" he looked at the space with sad eyes which were so serious. But before anyone could say anything they were cut by man that was around the 18 enters the hall running towards them saying things that they weren't able to hear until he reached to them.

"Big news… big news!"

"What's wrong Romeo? You scared me!" Erza said with calm voice but strict behavior.

"This… look" he stretched his arm while holding a newspaper "It's Natsu-san, look!"

"NATSU!"