Hi guys, Merry Christmas, I hope you all had a good one.
I really appreciate all your kind wishes about my current situation. There are good days, and bad days but I just embrace the good days and try to handle the bad days.
Also, I got myself a job! Woohooo anyways, please review, I do appreciate your feedback.
It was Thursday morning. Rachel was nervous. She paced up and down her bedroom whilst trying to get ready. Not that she was up to much. Her dads were away on a work visit so Brittany had stayed over. The reason why they weren't having everyone stay at Rachel's was that her dads could just arrive home at any moment, and Rachel didn't want to risk that.
Brittany walked up behind her girlfriend and wrapped her arms around her tightly. She gently kissed her temple and her cheek and her neck. She then dropped her chin onto Rachel's shoulder.
"Baby, you need to calm down. You're gonna wear a hole in the carpet. Everything will be okay Rae."
Rachel sighed heavily and closed her eyes, leaning into her girlfriends strong physique. "I don't know Brittany, I'm really nervous. There's gonna be four werewolves all transforming for the first time and I don't know if I can handle that."
Brittany quickly spun Rachel around so that the brunette was facing her. "Listen to me Rachel." Brittany said firmly. "You are going to be amazing at this. I'm so proud of you for the way you're dealing with it. My Mom is too, and so is Shelby. We trust you. I trust you. I trust you with my heart, my soul, my life. I love you Rachel, and no matter the outcome of tonight, I'm still going to love you. And if it all goes into one big gooey, slimy mess? Then I'll be right here, helping to pick up the pieces." Brittany kissed Rachel passionately on the lips.
Rachel deepened the kiss by opening her mouth and allowing Brittany's tongue full access. She then grabbed fistful's of long, blonde hair and made her way down to Brittany's neck. Brittany then brought her hands down and put them under Rachel's shirt, and cupped her boobs, over her bra. Rachel moaned lightly and flung her head back. Brittany then placed a chaste kiss on Rachel's neck before pulling away.
"Uuh, Britt?..." Rachel said
"No. You need to stay focused." Brittany said sternly, giving her girlfriend another short, sweet kiss and walking out the room so Rachel could finish getting ready.
One hour later and the couple were at Brittany's house with Lesley who was just leaving.
"If you can, at least please try and not have any transformations inside the house. I'm so tired of replacing the dining table." Lesley said.
"Don't worry Lesley, as soon as people start arriving, we're going outside."
"Good. Now I'll probably check in a couple times over the weekend, it'll either be me or Shelby. If at any point, you think you can't handle it, call one of us, and we'll be right over." Lesley said to them both, but mainly looking at Rachel. She knew the girl will be freaking out internally right now. She also scooped her up for a warm hug and whispered in her ear.
"I'm so proud of you Rachel. You're going to be okay. Everything is going to be okay." And before Rachel could respond, she'd kissed Brittany on the cheek, grabbed her overnight bag and left.
"What else is bugging you baby?" Brittany said, from her place perched up on the breakfast bar.
Rachel walked over and situated herself in between Brittany legs, placing her hands on her hips.
"When I went out for dinner with Shelby the other night, she told me a few things about me. From when I was just born." Rachel said, although it was barely above a whisper.
"Do you wanna talk about it?" Brittany said, as she lovingly moved a hair out Rachel's face.
The brunette was silent for a long time. She just kept imagining everything Shelby told her in her head. She then would have images of Brittany being hurt or… or even worse. But she also had images of other people being seriously hurt, like Santana or Quinn or any of her other friends.
She told Brittany the whole story. Brittany who didn't interrupt once, swallowed away the lump at the back of her throat. She wanted to cry. She wanted to cry for her Rachel, for Shelby, for everyone that had lost someone. She also then began getting images of Rachel getting seriously injured or her Mom or one of her friends.
Rachel reached up and wiped away a stray tear that had fallen from Brittany's eye and then she rested their foreheads together.
"I won't let anything happen to you Brittany." Rachel whispered
"I won't let anything happen to you either Rach. I'd die fighting for you." Brittany whispered back "and this pack? They're not going to know what's hit them once we're done with them. We'll get more wolves and we'll make them super strong, and we'll be unstoppable. Then once we're done with them, we'll move to New York. You'll be on broadway and I'll be a world famous choreographer, and we'll get married and buy a beautiful house, and we'll have those beautiful babies that you dreamt about."
Rachel smiled her mega-watt smile. "That sounds just about perfect to me babe."
They were interrupted by Puck and Santana coming crashing through the front door. They were arguing over some stupid thing.
"Are you fucking kidding me Puckerman? Really? You're pathetic! You should be ashamed of yourself!" Santana shouted, she then started grumbling away in spanish so that no one could understand her.
"Well maybe I wouldn't have had to if you weren't being such a stupid bitch! Gosh!" Puck threw his arms in the air and growelled a few times.
"Ooooh hell no you di-" Santana was about to pounce, but a pair of tan brown arms locked around her middle and lifted her away.
"Stop fighting." Rachel warned. "Now." She said.
Brittany shivered slightly. "Gosh babe. That alpha voice of yours really turns me on."
Rachel rolled her eyes. Of course Brittany's hormones were all over the place too. This is exactly what she needs right now.
"Noah, Santana. I understand that you guys are feeling a bit…uneven today…" she shot a look over a Puck who looked like he was about to interrupt "trust me okay? Remember I've been through this too. But I need you guys to at least try and reign it in, just a tiny little bit." She signalled with her index finger and her thumb for exaggeration.
"I'm sorry Rach. We'll try." Santana said, giving Rachel a hug.
20 minutes later, Quinn and Finn came in the door. Quinn was crying and Finn looked like he'd killed a man accidentially on his way over.
"I can't believe you would call me fat Finn!" Quinn said through her tears. Rachel let out another exasperated sigh.
"Quinn, I didn't call you fat. All I said was that you've already had 2 packets of chips today and I was just wondering if you were comfort eating. I didn't call you fat!"
"Please god help me." Said Rachel to no one in particular.
As the day progressed, everyone's emotions got worse. Santana and Puck were still at each others throats, Quinn was crying hysterically over the fact they were arguing and she doesn't understand why everyone can't just get along. Finn was pacing the living room floor, talking to himself like a deranged psychopath, and Brittany was currently dry humping Rachel's leg whilst trying to devour her neck. It was chaotic. Personally, she felt alright. She felt annoyed that everyone else was feeling so on edge and she wasn't, but she guessed that was her alpha female coming out.
"aaaaaah!" Puck screamed. Beginning to shake violently. Rachel gently pushed Brittany off her. She knew it was time for Puck. "I can't take this anymore!" he shouted, before taking out the back door. Rachel followed him.
Puck screamed in pain as his body spasmed and shook. She was fascinated and concerned at the same time.
"Noah it's going to be okay. Don't fight it. It'll just make it harder." She said from a safe distance
His back began to arch and his finger nails grew longer and harder. His hands grew giant furry paws and his chest became big and bold. He was still screaming but she knew it wouldn't be long now.
Puck's POV
Oh my god. I've never felt pain like this in my life. My body is on fire. It feels like there is a scorching hot fire rippling it's way through my body and I've got no way of stopping it. My hands have also grew bigger and harier, and my senses are improving. I can smell a lot better and I can see each and every speck of dirt that lays on the grass. I can hear the animals in the woods behind me as I'm going through my excruciating transformation.
Rachel keeps telling me it's going to be okay. But how can this be okay? I'm dying. Surely no one can survive through this pain. It's impossible. Wait. The pain is numbing. It's going away. I fell my body begin to relax.
All of a sudden the pain stops.
But everything is so different.
I feel stronger, and wiser, and I my senses have improved even more. Gosh.
"See? I told you it would be okay, didn't I?"
That voice sounded like Rachel. Wait. How can I hear Rachel's voice inside my head? Oh yeah, cus she's always been that annoying.
"Hey! I heard that you fool."
"Rachel? What the heck. Where are you?"
"Turn around, idiot."
Puck turned around and saw Rachel had changed into her wolf form. She slowly came over made her way over towards Puck.
"Why can I speak to you, without actually speaking?"
"To be honest with you, I really don't know." Rachel said with a loud sigh. "I believe it's to do with the magic of the situation. I mean, there must be some magic involved right? Humans don't just burst into werewolves or have the ability to change werewolves into humans…"
Puck nodded his head in understanding. She's right. It is magic.
"Once everyone else has transformed, we can go out hunting."
After nearly 20 minutes, Puck transformed back. He was feeling pretty confused about the whole thing.
"Don't worry. You get used to it. Things will fall into place eventually." Rachel said as she went over to stand beside her girlfriend. Brittany wrapped her arms tightly around Rachel and buried her face in the brunette's hair.
Puck noticed the way Santana and Quinn looked at each the embracing couple. He didn't miss the longing looks in both of their eyes. Lately though, he also hasn't been missing the way Santana seemed to always be a ease whenever Quinn was around, and also how the blonde cheerio always had her eyes on the Latina when she thought no one was watching. He wanted someone like that. He longed for someone to love him as much as that, or for him to hold someone the way Brittany holds Rachel. He was scared that he was never going to find that. Sure he always had some girl that wanted him. But it was never for anything serious.
Finn also was looking at Brittany and Rachel. And he was getting angry. He was angry at Rachel for not wanting him. I mean sure, he'd been going out with Quinn but his heart had always belonged to Rachel. He was angry at Brittany for the way she was holding his girl.
Everyone turned to look at Finn when he let out a snarling growl.
"Woah. Dude. Calm down." Puck said. Even he didn't get as angry as this.
"Take your hands off her! Now!" Finn barked at Brittany. Beginning to shake really badly.
Brittany's instinct told her to take a defensive stance from in front of Rachel.
"Babe. Calm down. He doesn't understand what he's saying." Rachel said, trying to diffuse the situation.
"You took away my Rachel!" Finn said.
Brittany stood up from her crouch. "She's mine." Brittany evilly growled. It made Rachel's blood run cold.
This only succeeded in making Finn angrier. He began convulsing and a short while later, a giant sand coloured wolf stood in front of everyone. He launched himself at Brittany who instantly shot up into the air and transformed into the air.
They began to wrestle with each other. Teeth barred and growling. Brittany's more experienced wolf grabbed Finn by his neck and flung him into the nearest tree. When he stood back up, the tree had a huge dent in it.
Rachel sighed. This is exactly what she'd been hoping to ignore. She transformed into her own wolf.
"You absolute whore! You don't deserve her! You've had every man in Lima."
"Son of a bitch!" Brittany screamed as she launched another attack. Only this time, she was stopped by Rachel who pinned her down.
"Brittany. Please baby I need you to keep your cool today. I don't think I can deal with this without you." Rachel said pleadingly.
Brittany's heart broke as she looked up at her mate. She felt so ashamed that she'd embarrassed herself in front of everyone but most importantly, she felt ashamed for letting Rachel down.
"I'm so sorry babe." Rachel nuzzled her nose into Brittany's neck before letting her go. She then went over to Finn who still was growling.
"Look Finn. Whatever's going on in that head of yours has to stop okay? Transform back so we can talk about this."
When everyone had transformed back, Brittany and Finn were still staring at each other in a sort of stand-off.
"I think I get it…" Santana said. "Finnept here, has feelings for our alpha." Santana said. Looking between her blonde bestfriend and the giant tonne of a man that was Finn.
"Of course I have feeling for Rachel! I always have!" Finn shouted again.
"What?!" Quinn exploded. "Even when you were going out with me?!" She shouted.
Rachel groaned and put her head in her hands.
"Of course I did! I never really wanted to! I just went out with you to make Rach jealous! You were nothing but a fuck to me Quinn! I only wanted to get in your pants." Finn said.
"Hey! You absolute dickead!" Santana said. "How fucking dare you! Who do you think you are huh? To say those things to Quinn? To my Quinn!" She shouted again. "Estás a punto de morir de mierda , hijo de puta !" She shouted as she exploded into her wolf form. Rachel was astounded at how coal black Santana was.
Finn had also transformed back into his wolf to defend himself. Brittany had transformed but was trying to hold Santana back. Puck looked shocked and didn't know what to do. Quinn had started convulsing too.
"Help Quinn!" Rachel shouted to Puck before transforming herself to try and break up the fight.
Rachel being alpha, was bigger and stronger than any of the wolves here. She grabbed Finn by his neck and pulled him off Santana, giving Brittany a chance to pin down Santana. Rachel was also aware than Quinn too had now transformed, but Quinn was being pinned down by Puck to stop her attacking Finn as well.
"Finn, this is a record. Even for you. Pissing off 3 female werewolves? Do you have a deathwish?" Rachel said to him.
"Look I can help it. The heart wants, what the heart wants. And my heart wants you Rachel."
"You mother-"
"Brittany! Calm down okay? I'm handling this." Rachel said
"No! You. Are. Mine. He's trying to steal you from me! I can't have that! I won't give you up without a fight." Brittany said. She'd gotten off Santana as the Latina wolf had gone over to comfort Quinn who was still upset.
"Brittany I promise you, I'm not leaving you. I love you. I would be nothing without you."
"But Rachel we-"
"Dude, enough. Come on. Let's go a run okay? I wanna see how fast we can go!" Puck said.
"I'm not sure if that's the best idea." Rachel said.
"Trust me boss." Puck said, looking directly at her. He was determined not to let her down.
Rachel only nodded her big furry head and transformed back to her human form. She needed to think without everyone reading her thoughts.
Brittany also transformed back, Quinn and Santana needed some privacy. She went back into her house and saw Rachel sitting on one of the chairs in the kitchen. She stood at the big glass doors, looking rather sheepish.
"Ray? Are you mad at me?"
Rachel looked up adoringly at the girl she loved more than anything in the world. The girl who she would die for. The girl who is the reason why she's putting up with bickering newborns.
"I can never be mad at you Britts. Come here baby."
Brittany came over but instead of sitting in Rachel's lap, she pulled the brunette up into her arms and took her into the couch in the living room for some much needed snuggle time.
"Honey. We have to be vigilant." Rachel said, trying to get up, but Brittany only wrapped her arms tighter around her girlfriend.
"We'll hear them if there's a problem. But right now, I want some snuggles with my fave."
Rachel resisted and turned around so she was facing Brittany chest. She kissed the girls neck as she relaxed into the familiar embrace. "I love you Brittany."
"I love you too, Rachel." Brittany kissed the brunettes head lovingly.