CHAPTER TWELVE
Laying in bed in Alex's leather jacket didn't help the blonde fall asleep. Alex's text was a dismissal and the blonde was hurt. The next thing she knew, her temper had brought her to Alex's front door and her fists pounded on the door.
When the door opened and Alex was surprised to see her, it infuriated her even more. Is she ok? No she is not ok! Piper Chapman could not live without Alex Vause whereas Alex seemed to be fine telling her she will just "see her around" after everything they have been through for the past couple of months together.
However, the blonde's anger quickly morphed into guilt, but not for the reasons the brunette believed. It broke her heart that Alex truly believed that she has been by the brunette's side since the incident only out of guilt and obligation. The normally strong and confident brunette standing in front of her doubted her own significance in Piper's life due to the blonde's inability to be honest with herself and others in order to be the perfect societal and Chapman family approved woman. Alex was anything but a phase. For once in her life, Piper Chapman laid all of her cards on the table. Everything. She owed it to Alex and herself.
Alex's silence at her admission and plead to give her another chance tore Piper's heart into shreds. She was so stupid. Alex deserves better. Why would she want to let a woman that has only managed to break her heart again and again back in? She nodded her head in understanding and with heavy, defeated steps and an even heavier heart, Piper opened the front door to take the final steps out of Alex's life.
Alex Vause opened her front door to an upset Piper. Her question about if the blonde was ok caused the blonde to erupt into a Piper Chapman tempered tirade. Her dismissal had obviously hurt and angered the blonde. Another dismissal of Piper's words as guilt caused the blonde to become even more angry. But the anger left her blue eyes, and Piper Chapman stood in front of the brunette with her heart completely bare to Alex asking for another chance. Alex's heart soared at Piper's honesty, but her brain tried to protect her heart that has already been broken by the blonde on more than one occasion. She opened her mouth but the words caught in her throat. While shaking her head in frustration at the war between her mind and her heart, her emerald eyes saw defeat and heartbreak in those blue eyes. Her ears heard the despair in the blonde's voice as she said "It's ok, Alex. I understand. I won't bother you anymore." Her green eyes were met with Piper's retreating form and her shaky hand opening the front door. Her brain recognized the familiar situation and memories of Piper walking out of her life eight years ago instantly emerged. Alex's heart was breaking watching the blonde take the final steps out of her house...out of her life...again.
Her legs did not feel like her own. It felt like she was dragging excessive weight as she made her way to Alex's front door. Piper reached for the door and opened it. The crisp air from the outside did not feel refreshing to her and the darkness of the sky was unwelcoming. Piper knew that her days going forward would be dark like midnight sky and it was nobody's fault but her own. She didn't deserve to be enveloped in the warmth and light that stood behind her. Piper sadly took the final step out of Alex's door, towards the darkness- away from Alex, the brightest light her heart has ever known. Knowing that her heart would not be able to take any more pain by seeing Alex let her shut the door to her life, Piper closed the door without turning around.
Piper's mind and heart were so full of anguish that it did not register to her that the door did not close. Something on her arm finally shook her out of her thoughts. It was Alex's hand.
Confused blue eyes shot up to tear-ridden green ones, as her arm and body were pulled back inside. Inside of Alex's house. Inside of Alex's heart. The blonde jumped at the door slamming closed against her back. The next thing her blue eyes, brain, and heart registered was Alex closing the distance between them and pulling her into an earth shattering kiss.
A surprised Piper moaned at the sensation of Alex's lips on hers. It has been eight years since she felt those lips on hers. Her heart was racing and it only picked up more speed as Alex's hands went into her blonde locks before pushing her face even closer. Piper hungrily kissed back, plunging her tongue into Alex's mouth. Alex brushed her tongue against the blonde's causing the younger woman to moan in absolute delight. She felt Alex's hands leaving her blonde locks and slipping lower until they grasped the bottom of her shirt, pulling it over her blonde locks and onto the floor. Goosebumps instantly formed on her skin as Alex moved her lips to the blonde's neck kissing a path down to her collar bone. Piper threw her head back in pleasure as her own hands firmly grabbed the taller woman's bottom before inching up to remove Alex's shirt. Both standing in their bras with chests heaving, Alex's love-filled and hopeful green irises bored into aroused and ecstatically shocked blue ones asking the blonde if she was sure.
With her husky, heartbreakingly beautiful timbre, Alex's disbelievingly yet hopeful voice croaked, "Are you sure? Are you sure you want this? Are you sure you want me?"
Not breaking eye contact, Piper removed her own bra and panties before undressing Alex.
"Does that answer your question?" the blonde whispered in the taller woman's ear.
Alex moaned with desire before crushing their lips and naked bodies together. Alex grabbed Piper's thighs as Piper instinctively wrapped her long legs around the taller woman's waist as the brunette carried her to the bedroom while never stopping her assault on the blonde's lips. Piper felt herself being lowered onto the soft mattress as Alex scooted them to the middle of the large bed with Piper's legs still wrapped around her. Alex sat on the mattress spreading her legs out with Piper still in her lap. She pushed Piper's hips down and knowing what Alex wanted, Piper placed both her hands out behind her, angling her dripping wet heat against Alex's heat. As their two hot cores touched, the two beauties couldn't help but close their eyes at the wonderful sensation or the moans from escaping their lips at feeling each other's warmth rubbing against one another. Alex's fingers held onto Piper's hips as they quickly fell into a fast and blissful rhythm. Piper threw her head back in absolute euphoria as her clit and dripping core continually rubbed against Alex's throbbing clit and center. Piper's eyes shot open as a loud moan escaped her lips as Alex's fingers pinched her nipple before her mouth consumed her breasts. "Fuck, Alex, I'm going to come." the blonde panted. Wanting Alex to come with her, Piper closed her fully dilated blue irises trying her damndest to think of anything but the wonderful sensations coursing through her body as she sped up her movements on Alex. Together, they both came screaming each other's names.
Barely a few seconds after coming, Alex threw Piper down onto her back and her mouth went straight to Piper's sensitive heat. The brunette moaned at having her first taste of the blonde in over eight years. Piper Chapman was more addictive than any drug. Piper's blue eyes rolled back as Alex ran her tongue from her dripping wet center to her engorged clit slowly. She flattened her tongue against Piper's clit, causing the blonde to buck her hips. Alex placed the blonde's long legs over her shoulders as her mouth went to work on the beautiful, dripping sight in front of her. Her tongue delved in and out of Piper before latching her soft lips onto the blonde's sensitive nub. Piper was writhing in pleasure as Alex's talented tongue and lips worked on the blonde. Piper's moans filled the room followed by a loud scream that left her lungs as Alex plunged two long fingers into her sex. Piper screamed Alex's name at the sudden intrusion as her fingers plunged in and out of Piper as her mouth sucked on the blonde's clit. Piper came again in no time, but Alex was relentless. Piper's back arched off the bed as Alex added a third digit while still sucking on Piper's clit. Alex held the blonde's hips down while continuing her assault as Piper was positively screaming unintelligible words. Piper started clenching around Alex's fingers again as her third orgasm hit her. Alex slowed her movements as Piper was quivering as she was coming down from her orgasm. But before Piper could fully cover, Alex sped up her movements, this time curling her fingers inside the blonde with every second thrust and the blonde screamed in pleasure over and over again as her fourth orgasm hit.
Piper Chapman was trying to breathe properly as her body was still shuddering. She was in a catatonic state. A fucking amazing one. Her clouded blue eyes met a smirking Alex.
"I forgot how loud you could be. I hope the cops don't come." the pleased brunette teased.
"Fuck you."
"Is that the way to thank me after I just fucked you senseless?" a smug Alex responded.
"I forgot how much of a conceited asshole you could be," the blonde teased in return.
"You're the dumb blonde that loves this conceited asshole." Alex said with a beaming smile.
Piper couldn't help but give the widest smile with dimples showing in return. "I do. I love you, Alex."
Alex's teasing smile left her lips only to be replaced by a genuinely, beaming one as her emerald eyes shone vibrantly. She tucked a stray hair behind Piper's ear as her green eyes bore into Piper's brilliant blue ones.
"I love you, Pipes. I've only ever loved you." the brunette said with misty eyes while linking their hands together.
The two lovers both drifted into sleep with arms and legs tangled in each another's with smiles adorning their beautiful faces.
AN:
I was so nervous to write this chapter. As you all know, I am new to writing and therefore, have never written smut. I apologize if it's terrible! Thank you so so much for the reviews I cannot believe I have 100?! I seriously thought I would not even get 10 reviews or 10 readers by the time this story ends. Your reviews give me life.