Well thank you for reading my story and for reviewing it. I mean it. Well like all of you know I am Portuguese born and raised in this weird country that I call home. So it's normal that my language is not good. I thank to those who told me to find a beta reader. But I told them. I am trying to improve my English, so I am trying to this without help. Don't think I took that as something bad because I didn't. I mean it, it's good to know that you want to help me.

Well in a future chapter they will find out what happen to Alex, and we are going to see what she is feeling for coming back to Firehouse 51 after her brother's death. And hopefully we will see how the Severide Family stays.

Please tell me what you are liking or not liking in the fic, I want people to tell me what they are thinking of what I am writing. Because this is its just not my first fic here, but its also my first in English and about Chicago fire. So see you on the next chapter.

Kisses Debbie

Everything was normal, the day was normal, it was a normal morning in Chicago. Casey and Dawson where more and more close at every day that passed, Kelly and Shay just had moved to a new house where Otis was leaving their house, so it was just Shay and Kelly. And speaking of Dawson, she is studding and doing her classes so that she could join to the Truck 81. And that was another reason why Alexandra was coming back to Firehouse 51, to work as a paramedic with Shay, one of her closest friends before she left.

Every single one of the firefighters from Firehouse 51 were in the kitchen waiting for the breakfast to be made by Gabby because she was the new candidate so it was her day to cook. Mills was in the garage looking for something when a girl with a CFD shirt and with her long black hair in a ponytail. She looked at the boy and asked to herself how long is he there, but she knew that there was someone in this firehouse that had come to replace her brother after she left a year ago.

-Are you lost? – he asked with his eyebrow raised.

- Well I was born and raised in this firehouse, so not I am not lost. I am here for chief Boden please. – she smiled but somehow scared about everyone's reaction, especially from her husband, or the man she loved, or the man that doesn't loves her anymore.

- Sure. Chief Boden? You have someone for you. – he screamed making everyone from the kitchen to walk to the garage, she looked around noting a few new faces, and the older faces she loved and missed.

- Hi? – she said and bit her lip waiting for their reaction. She looked to her blue eyed that own her heart for a very long time.

- Alexandra welcome back, I talked to your previous battalion chief and he told me you were coming here today. So welcome back to 51.

- She is coming back? After a year thinking that something happened to her? – a angry voice, the one that she knew too well said- I thought that something happen to you, almost 2 years you are back, 2 years not knowing where the hell you were. Two freaking years.

- Kelly... – she started saying but it was interrupted by an angry groan and him walking inside.

- You have to give him time. – Shay said and walked to her friend giving her a hug and kissing her cheek – I've missed you so much.

- I missed you too Shay. I didn't knew you guys had 2 new candidates.

- Oh right sorry. – Chief Boden said – This is Peter Mills, he is new on Squad, he finally had what he wanted, and this is Jeff Clarke he was transferred this year from a closed firehouse, and he is also on Squad.

- Which one of them replaced Andy? – she says a little sad to remember the reason why one them was there, and Shay pointed to the first that was introduced to Alex – Peter Mills right? I hope you took good care of that spot in the Truck.

- And Mills and Clarke this is Alexandra Darden Severide. – Shay started and then covered her mouth with her hand – Sorry I don't know if you still have his name.

-Wait what? Severide? Like lieutenant Severide? – Clarke said with his eyebrows raised.

- Yeah. I was Andy's little sister that felt in love with her brother's best friend and end up by marring him, and leaving him a week after her brother and his best friend died. Kelly had lost his best friend and they were like brothers, and I couldn't handle the pain of losing my brother so I left 51 and him till now.

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She talked and all of them looked at her. Alex didn't wanted to tell them the reason why she left, she didn't wanted to relive the memories, the pain of leaving Kelly, the pain of losing Andy, she wanted to leave everything behind. She wanted to start her life in Chicago again, she wanted see her friends, she wanted her life back, even if she couldn't have it back, even if she couldn't have Kelly's heart again, because she knew she had lost him in the moment she left him. She knew all that, she just wanted to start all over again. After a long silence Chief Boden talked to Shay telling her to walk her to her new locker.

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-Where is Gabby?- Alex asked Shay realizing that hew new locker was next to where was Gabby Dawson's old locker.

- Oh right you don't know. She is in the Academy, she was accepted to be a female firefighter. – Shay smiled.

- Really? Oh good for her. But what about med school? Wasn't she trying to go to medicine?

- Yes she was, but I think she wants more to be a firefighter. And she and Casey are together.

- Finally, what happen to Hallie?

- She died last year.

- I didn't knew, shit sorry. But I am happy for Casey and Gabby, they deserve each other.

- Yes they do. – Shay looked at Alex and saw that her eyes were locked in her locker and the tape and the pen- What's wrong?

- I don't know what name I shall put there. I mean Alexandra, no right? Because we all call each other by the last name, and Darden it will always remind of my brother, and Severide, I don't know if Kelly still wants me to have his last name.

- Well I can't change the past. We got married, so until the moment we are no longer married, Severide will still be your last name. So just put your fucking last name. No matter what name it is.

- Severide, it's still my last name. Unless you want to do something about it.

- I… - he started talking but then shook his head – Put A. Severide.

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He talked and immediately left both girls once more alone. Alex give a frustrated sigh, and Shay looked at her with her eyebrows raised, wanting to tell her that both are being stupid. Shay decided to leave Alex alone for a while to think of whatever was in her mind. Shay walked out of the lockers room and walk to the Squad table and gave a big slap in Kelly's head, shaking her head walking to her ambulance to past time.