Hey sweeties, thank you for the comments you left me, I like them all, I really did. Well here it is one more chapter. I hope you understand, because it may be a little mixed because I was writing in the middle of night yesterday so I was more falling asleep than writing. So here it is, and like I said before, I hope you like it. So please comment again. I love reading that!

Kisses Debbie

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They all looked at the ambulance as she was moving away. Kelly was not moving, he was crying, he was letting the tears fall from his eyes as he watched the love of his life being taken from him. He cleaned his tears and walked to the firefighters and asked them if he could go inside and grab some clothes for Alex because underneath that towel she was naked, and he knew that she would not like to be in the hospital wearing the hospital gowns, because they are open in the back. The battalion chief gave him permission to enter the house and grab some pieces of clothing. He was starting to walk inside the house but he was stopped by his friends. Shay gave him a smile and she was the one that enter de house. Minutes passed and she comes back with a bag with clothes for Alex. Kelly tries to smile at his friend but he fails. He grabs the bag and walks to his car, being once more, followed by Shay and Casey. They all knew where he was heading, but they didn't stopped him. They knew that he need that.

Kelly started driving to the hospital running trying to understand if she was alright, if she was alive. The doctors said to him that he needed to wait, that they didn't had any update on her. That is good right? If they don't have any update its because it means that she is still alive. Kelly walked to the waiting room with all of his co-workers. They were all there for him and for her. It had passed one hour when a doctor comes to them.

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-Alexandra Severide family? – the doctor asks and they get up.

- I am her husband. – Kelly says walking to the doctor – Is she okay? Is she alive?- he asks with fear in his voice.

- Mr. Severide when she got here, the paramedics manage to start her heart, but she was in a critical state, she had inhaled a lot of smoke, so her lungs are also critical. Our problem is that we don't how long she had been without oxygen, so her state is critical. She is in an induced coma, we have to reevaluate her brain functions. I am sorry.

- Thank you. – he said trying to fight the urge to scream to the world. He took a deep breath and looked at his friends, only to be hugged by his blondie – Can I see her? – he whispers looking at the doctor.

- Yes, her room is 613, floor 4. – the doctor nods and crossed his arm- Mr Severide, can you tell me the reason why she has a scar on her chest? We don't have her file yet and we don't know if she ever had a surgerie to her heart or something.

- Not that I know of her heart is strong.

- Thank you. I will understand when we get her file. Room 613.

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Kelly nodded at his friends and co-workers and he walked to the elevator clicking in the number 4 trying to reach her room. When he walked and saw the numbers 613, he stopped at the door and toke a really deep breath before opening the door. He walked inside not looking at the person in bed, knowing that if he did he would break down and cry his heart out. He shook his head and move his hand trying to grab hers. He felt her soft hand in his. He smiled feeling her hand in his, the hand that was petite against his. He took a deep breath before he made himself look at her. When he did he say she had a tube down her throat that was helping her breath, he was hearing her heat beat in the machine, and the sound of the machine that was helping her breath. He looked at her beautiful face seeing that her lips were red, not blood red, but the red she always had in her lips, but now it was darker, her skin was pale, her face was quiet, she didn't had signs of any worries in her face. Her long dark hair was on each side of her, down on her arms and back. He got up from his seat and kissed her forehead letting the tears he wanted to free leave his eyes.

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-I am so sorry I couldn't protect you. – he whispers letting the tears fall on her face and he clean It with his thumb – I am so sorry, I should have protected you. I promised Andy, and I failed. I failed protecting you. I failed loving you. I am so sorry Ali. If Andy was here he would kick my ass, because I broke your heart. I knew that I shouldn't had go on that date with Erin, but I don't know. I guess I just need. But I didn't realized that I had been a terrible husband, because I want to fix this, I want to fix us. But for that, you have to fix yourself, you have to make it. If you make it. I promise Alex I will the best I can for us. Please, just hold on. You have to keep your promise Ali. So please babe, hold on. For us.

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He kissed her forehead again and toke again his seat with his hand in hers. He bit his lip laying his head down on his small couch. He shook his head and got up kissing her forehead once more. He walked out of her room going back to his friends. He hugged Shay that was with tears in her eyes, he wanted to be strong for him, for Shay, for Alex and for his friends.

He sated next to them thinking of a reason why she would hide if she had a heart surgery. Maybe she just got hurt and had something in her heart. Because he knew, her heart was strong. Her heart was strong for both of them, and she would not hide a secret like that, not from him.