Hi babes! So this is it, another chapter. I hope you like it, and I am sorry if its small or something, because I am so tired because I woke up earlier today and tomorrow I have to wake up at 6:30 so it's really soon for me, and I need a good night sleep. So please comment and say what you think, and what you want to happen in future chapters okay? Please say it, please say what you want to happen, what you think it's wrong. Everything. Okay? Thank and have a nice reading.

Debbie

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Another week as passed and Alex was slowly getting better. She would wake up soon, because the doctors stopped giving her the drugs that induced her coma. Kelly was happy when the doctors told him that. And the day that happen he was next to Alex till the moment she wake up. He was seated next to her bed with his hand on hers. Her soft and warm hand. He felt her hand slowly move but he thought it was his imagination so he let himself be. He then heard a small whimper and looked at her seeing her hazel eyes scanning the room and then seeing him.

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-I was addicted to sleeping pills. – she whispers grabbing his hand hard.

- Ali let me go call the doctor. – he smiles at her.

- I needed sleeping pills to sleep after losing my brother. That was why I slept so well, because I had no worry when I started taking them. – she looks at him with tears in her eyes – But I also needed to step away from you because I knew that I was not going to be no good. So I left you.

- Alex, forget that. Okay? Let me call the doctor so that I am sure you are good.

- I promised you, that if I made it I would tell you, so I am telling you. So please let me tell you everything.

- Okay, I let you say everything to me, and then I am going to call a nurse or a doctor.

- Okay! – she looks at him and takes a deep breath – The day after my brother died I went to the doctor, saying that I had nightmares during the night and he gave me sleeping pills. Just to take when I needed it, and I needed it every night, because I was afraid that I would lose you too and something like that. So I took then. And then I left you.

- I know that part you already told that.

- When I left you a month passed and I went again to a doctor and he gave me anti-depression medication, and I meet a girl that lost her husband in a car crash and she told me how she felt it, the pain and something like that. And because of that I started to feel that pain too, because I left you and it was like I lost you as well I lost Andy. One day I took so many pills that I end up by having an overdose, I went to the hospital and they had to open my chest so they could massage my heart, so they would start it again. And they did. Hours passed and I woke up, and I realized that I had no one there for me, or with me.

- Ali…

- I realized that I was dead for all of you. I died for 90 minutes before they could start my heart again. That day Kelly I realized that I was dying and had no one there. I had no one, not you, not my brother, not my parents, I had no one. And that scared the shit out of me. Because I loved you and I knew you loved me back and I didn't had you there with me when that happen.

- Ali if I had known I would be there with you, every step of the way.

- I know. – she stars crying – And now it had happen again, but this time I had you. I had you next to me. That this time if I died I would have the people that I love next to me, I would have not died alone.

- Alex, I would fight for you. I would not let you die. I could not lose you. I lost Andy, I felt the same pain you did, I felt the same way. But I had to be strong for you. I had to be strong for the one that needed me the most, for the one that I lived. I needed to be strong for you. I was in pain Alex, I had messed up my shoulder and neck. I started taking drugs too to stop the pain, but one day Shay and Gabby had an accident and I realized that Shay was the last thing that I had left. With you gone Shay was my everything. So for that I went to rehab and had a surgery that end up by making me better and I came back. Just like you did.

- I started working in another firehouse because I couldn't get back in that moment. I needed time. But then I needed to be home, I needed to come back home. I needed to come back for you. – she whispers and cleans her tears.

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He smiles at her and sits next to her in the bed. He lower his head and feels his lips on her soft warm lips. He put his hand on her cheek and gave her a small kiss on the lips. They closed their eyes when they felt both lips touching. The so expected and wanted kiss they had. Alex smile feeling Kelly's lips on hers, remembering that she loved him more than anything else in her life. She would die for him. She would give her heart to him again. Kelly stopped the kiss taking a deep breath and looked at her face smiling. He got up from her bed and walked to the door.

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-I am going to call the doctor to see how you are. – he says and opens the door – Be right back Ali.

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She nodded and watched him leave her room. She closed her eyes and bit her lip still feeling Kelly's lips on hers. She smiled to herself wanting that kiss so bad, she wanted to kiss him since the first moment they had, since the first time they saw each other since a long time. She wanted to tell him that she loved him so bad. She smiled remembering the last thing she heard from him, that he said he loved her. He still loved her, and so does she.