Hi sweeties thank you for reading and comment, I was expecting more but I guess I have to be happy because at least someone comments my fic. Well here is another chapter I hope you enjoy and tell me if you did.
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After she run from Bodin's office she walked back to the kitchen where she grabbed a glass of water and saw Kelly walk to her angry because of what she said inside the chief's office. She knew that he was going to yell at her and she walked to the garage and crossed her arms when she reached there. Kelly waited for the Squad members to walk inside because they knew that with that face that he had that he and Alex needed to talk alone, so they got out of there as fast as they could. Kelly took a deep breath looking to the girl in front of him.
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-I hated you, when you left I wanted to hate you so much. – he groans looking at her face – So I had a few girlfriends, I had a few flings, and Erin was one of them. Get over it.
- Oh I am so over it. – she says trying to be calm.
- Then why did you yelled at her? Why did you said those words?
- They just got out Kelly, I didn't knew that I was saying it until I left the room.
- They go back inside and apologize.
- No. I was right Kelly. I am almost died that night, because she didn't found Vince. – she says low trying not to remember the reason why she was crying this morning.
- Yes, but her personal life as nothing to do with her professional. She is here trying to help us catch the person that hurt you and my sister. So fucking grow up Alex. So don't fucking blame her, blame yourself and your fucked up life. – he yelled the last part angry at her – I'm sorry I didn't meant to yell at you.
***Ambulance 61, Woman in Distress….***
She saw Shay walking out of the kitchen hearing the yelling. She saw Alex walk to the driver's seat in the ambulance waiting for her to get inside. Alex drove to the address and started doing her job along Shay, when they finished they drove to the hospital. Alex was signing the papers when Shay put a cup of coffee down in front of her.
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-He is always right. – Alex whispers at her friend getting a few tears in her eyes – He was right Blondie, he had the right to do whom he wanted. I left him and that made him run after other girls, so I know that now I have him, but I don't have the old Kelly.
- Ali, he loves you. He is changed but he loves you. Just finish this shift and in the end you two are going home to work it out, I can go out or stay at Gabby's, you both just need to work it out. Okay sugar pie? - Alex laughs cleaning her tears and nods – Now let's go.
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Shay and Alex walked to their ambulance and drove back to the firehouse. When they got out of the ambulance Alex saw Kelly but she didn't talked to him, and he didn't even looked at her. Shay grabbed her by the arm and took her inside the kitchen and put down something for both of them to eat. Shay started saying something funny only to make Alex laugh, but she stopped when she saw Kelly walk inside the kitchen and walking to Alex. He crossed his arms over his chest and looked at the sad hazel eyes in front of him. He shook his head and walked to the table and took a seat next to Casey who looked at both of them like he didn't knew what was wrong. After a while Kelly walks to his office and Alex follows him. She lean down against his door frame as he is seated in his bed with his arms crossed.
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-You are right. – she whispers – I left and you had to date other woman. I broke your hear just like she did. Even if you say you understand, you will never understand the reason why I left Kelly.
- Ali I said to you before I understand…
- That is the problem, you say you do but you don't. – she groans getting inside his office and close the door – I lost my big brother that day Kelly, he was my only family left. He was the only great thing I had in my life, I know I can't continue blaming people for that, but I just need to free this. That night in the fire in my house, I felt it again, I was so scared Kelly… - she stars crying – Not because I was dying, but because if I actually died I would leave you again, and I would probably meet Andy in heaven or hell…- she laughs thru her tears – And I was scared that he would hate me for dying so young like I hated him for that. I wanted him alive Kelly, I wanted him to be with me in that house, I wanted him to tell me everything was going to be okay, and that I didn't needed to be scared.
- I was there Alex. I was there for you.
- Only because I called you, and you were on a date with Erin, and I guess that if I hadn't called you I would be dead now Kelly. Because you were not with me, you can't say you were with me because I was alone, dying, no one was with me. And I almost died… - she gasps for air and Kelly walks to her wrapping his arms around her but she gives a step back – You can say has many times you want, but you were not with me.
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She bites her lip trying not to cry as she step back to the kitchen to meet everyone. She sat down next to Shay and crosses her arms waiting for the day to pass, she didn't wanted to make explanations for their fight. A few minutes pass and Kelly walks to the kitchen siting on the couch far away from Alex. Shay noticed the tension between them both but nothing was said. Those two once more were angry at each other, when will they allow love to get back?