A/N: chapter 5! Ahh the drama! The choices! What will Chris do? Enjoy!

Chapter 5

Chris sat at his deck he reached over grabbing his phone he was shaking with so many mixed emotions. Was Josh cheating on him? Or worse did Josh realize he made a mistake in being with Chris..? Chris stopped as the tears hit his phone screen.

"What is going on Josh…? Why haven't you called me…?" Chris sobbed unsure of what to do. The fear he felt kept him from wanting to know but a part of him needed answers.

"Are you okay?" Mike asked. Chris snapped back looking up to see Mike looking at concerned. That's right as usual Mike harassed him to go out. This was good though Chris needed a distraction.

"Y-Yeah." Chris replied.

"Stay up late waiting for Josh's messages again?" Mike asked Chris flinched to hear his name. Mike pressed his brows together taking note of his action.

"Uh y-yeah." Chris lied.

"I'm not feeling to well, I'm going to head home now. Thanks for today Mike." Chris smiled standing up.

"I'll walk you!" Mike offered

"N-no you don't need to, really I don't want to bother you…"

"It's no bother." Mike replied. Chris sighed. He should know by now Mike was stubborn.

"Fine…" Chris replied. The two walked back it was a silence walk back. Mike picked up that Chris wasn't in the mood to talk. Should he probe?

"So you going to tell me what's wrong?" Mike asked Chris smiled.

"What are you talking about?" Chris asked.

"Chris, I know you. I can tell when something isn't right." Mike added. Chris pressed his brows together. Again he was claiming to know him.

"Mike, I'm fine. Just tired like you said I'm staying up waiting for a message that won't come." Chris replied. Chris turned walking to his front door. Mike stood next to him watching him unlock the door.

"I appreciate you. You're a good…. Friend." Chris blushed, Mike had been spending time with him and he couldn't help but feel embarrassed to be calling him a friend when not too long ago he was yelling that he wasn't.

"Again. Thanks." Chris smiled as he opened his door only to be pushed in and have the door be closed.

"What the hell!?" Chris asked as Mike grabbed him by the collar of his shirt shoving him to the wall with force.

"Ah! Mike what the hell!?" Chris asked annoyed only to freeze to see Mike's face close to his. He could feel his breathe. "So close…" Chris thought.

"A friend…? Is that all you see me as…?" Mike asked with a pained look in his eyes.

"W-what…?" Chris asked confused to see him hurt.

"Can't you see…?" Mike asked leaning in closer. Chris stood wide eye feeling his heart pound loud his chest. Mike released his hold on Chris's shirt.

"I want to hold you… so bad…." Mike confessed resting his head on Chris's shoulder. Chris stood wide eye with flushed cheeks.

Chris laid on his bed thinking about what happened today with Mike. "Be with me… I would never leave you…." The words repeated over and over in his mind it was driving Chris crazy! What the hell was going on? Everything was upside down, how long had Mike felt this way? And what he was saying, was it true? Chris jumped to hear his phone chime. He sat up looking at his phone his heart racing. He reached over seeing the name. "Josh." Chris couldn't help but be relieved that it was Josh and not Mike, he was not ready to face him after what happened. Wait! It was Josh! Why wasn't his heart racing like before? Oh no…

"Hey, how have you been?" Chris read the text message.

"Good, you?" He texted back.

"I'm alright, hey let's get on video chat could have some fun ;)" Chris was a little surprised that Josh had actually replied this time. Chris pressed his brows together he didn't really like the idea of getting on video chat.

"Ok." Chris texted back. He sat up turning his lap top on. He took a while to set up. Chris sat on his chair waiting as he connected. His heart was racing but not over the fact he was going to see Josh but for other reason.

"Hey!" Josh greeted Chris forced a smile.

"H-hey." He greeted back.

"It's good to see you, I miss you." Josh spoke. The room he was in was dim and seemed empty.

"I miss you too, where's your family?" Chris asked.

"Out, I'm alone right now." Josh smiled hinting off. Chris blushed looking away. Though he was on a screen he couldn't bring himself to look at Josh.

"Chris…." Josh called Chris jumped looking back.

"Y-yeah?" Chris answered.

"Touch yourself." Josh suggested. Chris sat swallowing hard his heart beating faster.

"I-I…" Chris stuttered feeling embarrassed to be doing such a thing in front of his laptop screen.

"Close your eyes." Josh advised. Chris exhaled trying to calm himself. He closed his eyes slipping his hand into pants grabbing his member and began stroking himself. Josh watching as Chris began to touch himself.

"Nhh…" Chris moaned as he tilted his head back losing himself into the pleasure. Chris's mind working up a fantasy of Josh there with him, it was Josh's hand touching him not his. Everything was going well till.

"Chris…" Chris opened his eyes looking back to see Mike behind him. Chris looked down to see Mike's hands stroking him.

"Do you feel good, Chris…?" Mike asked pumping his hand.

"Yeah…" Chris replied.

"Ahh….nhh hah…" Chris panted as his body jumped.

"Nhh, M-Mike!" Chris moaned.

"Chris?" the voice called.

"Chris?" The voice called again, Chris shot his eyes open to see Josh on his screen looking at him.

"Chris… y-you, why were you calling out for Mike….?" Josh asked, Chris sat paralyzed to what he let slip out from his lips.

"I have to go!" Chris panicked leaning over closing the app.

"Chris! Wait!" Josh yelled.

"What just happened…?" Chris asked himself looking down to see his stained hand.

"Mike…? What the hell am I doing thinking about him…?" Chris swallowed hard scared of what would happen next.