A/N: Enjoy!

Chapter 6

"I love you." Chris confessed. Josh stood looking at his blonde friend wide eye caught off guard by his confession.

"What?" Josh asked, Chris lowered his gaze to the ground. Maybe this was a bad idea.

"I-I…. " He was stuck he had been suppressing his feelings for so long and he had slipped up. He never really intended to tell Josh about his true feelings. Being his friend was enough for him

"I meant it like a brother!" Chris lied smiling.

"Yeah! Didn't mean anything weird!" Chris laughed.

"Chris."

"Uh?"

"Do you want to date me?" Josh asked plainly. Chris stood his cheeks turning red to hear the proposal.

"I-y-yes…" Chris replied.

Chris laid in bed he was feeling the most confused he had ever felt in his life. He just didn't seem to know what his heart wanted anymore. He loved Josh, but Mike had begun to grow on him. It wasn't like Josh was gone forever, he was eventually going to be coming back… oh crap. Josh will be coming back! And then what? Would Josh confront Chris about what had happened? Chris closed his eyes hating this feeling.

"Why did you have to go…?" Chris gritted his teeth.

"It's your fault for leaving!" Chris buried his face into his pillow.

Chris stood next to Josh he glanced over at him. They had started dating. Chris slowly reached over brushing his hand against Josh wanting to hold his hand. This only caused him to jump and pull his hand back. The action hurt Chris a little.

"S-sorry…" Chris apologized.

"N-no you're fine… just I wasn't expecting it." Josh explained blushing. This was new to him. Did he love Chris? Maybe, he felt something for his friend. Chris was beginning to wonder if maybe Josh was only humoring him.

"Josh…" Chris called.

"You don't have to force yourself to be with me…" Chris smiled looking at him. Josh stared at Chris.

"I'm not! It's just, this is new to me…" Josh explained. He had that right, all of his previous relationships were with women and to suddenly switch to men.

Chris laid thinking back of when Josh and he began to date, Chris could never shake the feeling that Josh wasn't 100% sure on his choice. That was until they had sex.

"J-Josh… aah s-slow down…" Chris cried looking back at Josh.

"Hahh, this feels really good…." Josh groaned panting holding Chris steady.

"Chris… can I do it harder?" Josh asked leaning down pressing his chest to Chris's back. This was their first time ever having sex and Josh clearly wanted to go all out.

"Josh, I'm not a woman!" Chris growled.

"Please… I want to feel more…" Josh replied. Chris closed his eyes clenching the sheet. He loved Josh and would do anything to make him happy and please him.

"F-fine…" Chris replied.

"Mmm, sex with you is great…"Josh spoke.

"Huh…?"

"I can cum inside of you and not worrying about getting you pregnant…" Josh smiled as he thrusted his hips hard making Chris whimper.

Chris laid staring up at his ceiling thinking back on his relationship with Josh. Only now does he realize how blind he was. Josh didn't love him, well not at the start. It wasn't until he slept with him that he began to show affection towards. Josh was naïve, but so was Chris. The things he said hurt but Chris was blinded by joy to ever let what Josh said bother him. Chris's phone chimed he sat up grabbing his phone he frowned to read the name. Mike.

"Chris, I'm sorry for what I said. To spring out a confession like that, it wasn't fair to you… I know how much you love Josh… but I meant every word I said… " Chris sat feeling his heart race.

"I hope you are doing well… call me if you need anything. I'll hear you out." Chris couldn't fight the smile that spread on his lips.

"I'm fine. Thank you for caring, maybe we can hang-" Chris stopped typing. This had to stop. This was getting out of hand. What the hell was he doing? It wasn't fair to be taking advantage of Mike's kindness knowing how much he cared for him.

Josh sat looking at his phone he was looking at the text messages he had sent to Chris. "So few…" Josh thought to himself. He couldn't help but feel at fault. But the question still remained, did Josh love Chris? Did he love him the way Chris loved him? Sure Josh would tell Chris he loved him but did he mean it? Anyone can say it and not really mean it. Josh knew deep down how much Chris loved him, it was clear with how he treated him.

"M-Mike…" Chris's voice echoed in his head. This only upset Josh he clenched his fist not liking the fact that Chris, the one who claimed to love him was calling out another man's name.

"Do you really love me as you claim?" Josh wondered feeling his jealousy rise.

A/N: I took a different approach with Josh and Chris, as in no Josh didn't love Chris from the start it was a one sided love. Till Josh ended up falling for Chris of course. So yes Josh is kind of an asshole. Hope you enjoyed.