A/N: Enjoy!

Chapter 10

"You need to get the fuck out of here!" The voice yelled.

"Or else what!? You won't fucking hit me you pussy!" The second voice yelled.

"Dude!" Chris opened his eyes slowly. What was going on? Who was fighting?

"Fuck you man! I need to talk to Chris!" Chris sat up to hear his name be called. He heard the door slam which made him jump. He pulled the blanket off of him going to investigate. Chris stepped into the living room to see Mike cursing holding his lip that bleed.

"Mike!" Chris rushed to him.

"I'm fine." He replied.

"Was that-?" Chris asked.

"Josh? Yeah, and by the looks of it he's not taking the break up with you too well." Mike replied sitting down. Chris walked to the fridge pulling out some frozen peas, he grabbed the small towel wrapping the bag handing it to Mike.

"I'm sorry." Chris apologized feeling at fault.

"No, he needs to get over it. He's the one who fucked up." Mike pointed trying to make Chris feel better. Chris rubbed his arm looking to the side. Things were over between him and Josh right? They hadn't talked in a while and when Chris saw him with Jess he assumed it was over.

"What's wrong?" Mike asked Chris looked back at Mike forcing a smile.

"N-nothing just… trying to cope with what Josh did to you, because of me…" Chris lied.

"I'm fine, it's not that bad." Mike assured standing up walking to Chris.

"You're worth it." Mike smiled resting his temple against Chris's. The dagger twisted in his heart, Chris right now was feeling doubt about everything that had happened. Josh and Jessica, sex with Mike everything happened so fast and now that Chris was sober and calm he was contemplating everything. Had he made a mistake? Chris's chin was pulled up as Mike pressed his lips to his.

"How's your body...?" Mike asked out of concern.

"I-I'm fine." Chris replied blushing. Damn it Mike stop being so caring! Chris couldn't help but love this side of Mike. Chris wrapped his arms around Mike pulling him in for a deeper kiss.

"Mmm! We just did it last night." Mike pulled back looking down at Chris.

"I want to go again, please?" Mike smiled leaning down to him as they made their way back to the bed.

Chris stood getting dressed while Mike slept peacefully in the bed. Chris looked back at him he felt bad for what he was about to do, but he had to do it. If he really wanted something with Mike he would have to face him.

Chris stood in front of the door ringing the doorbell, he was nervous his palms were sweaty he could hear the footsteps as the door was pulled open.

"H-hey." Chris greeted. Josh stood with his eyes wide to see him.

"Chris."

"Can I come in?" Chris asked.

"Of course!" Josh stepped aside letting him in closing the door behind him.

"Chris, look I know it looked bad but believe me, I didn't do anything with her!" Josh assured Chris looked at him lowering his gaze processing the information.

"I would never cheat on you, I love you!" Josh added grabbing Chris by the shoulders making Chris look up at him.

"Josh I-I…" Chris looked up at Josh the tears collected as he tried to confess his crime.

"You slept with Mike…." Josh finished. Chris looked away feeling ashamed. Josh sighed he had a feeling that's what Mike was trying to hide when he visited him. Josh stepped back putting some distance between him turning his back to him.

"J-Josh! I thought you had moved on! You didn't contact me at all! Even when you were gone!" Chris defended Josh turned back facing him.

"Jesus Chris! Just because I don't contact you when I'm away doesn't mean I moved on! And the reason I didn't contact when I came back was because I thought you needed some time to yourself!" Josh explained. Chris blinked the tears were running down his cheek as he looked down.

"Chris just go, I need to be alone right now." Josh advised.

"Josh!" Chris called out.

"Go." Josh repeated. Chris stepped back leaving. Shit had really hit the fan.

The music played loud in the bar as Josh sat staring at his drink. He had to think of what to do, did he want to fight to get Chris back? Or should he let him go. Josh grabbed his drink tilting it drinking the liquor. Josh smiled thinking. Mike won't have him for long Chris will come back to him. They had, had sex numerous times Josh knew Chris's body all to well. Mike? What did he know? He wasn't going to be able to give Chris what he wanted.

"I'll wait." Josh smiled raising his empty glass. He wanted to hurt Mike, show him what it felt like to have someone taken from you. Only Josh wouldn't need to do anything. He would let Chris do all the work.

Chris entered his room closing his door behind him. He laid down staring up at the ceiling he covered his face with his arms. His phone chimed, Chris pulled his phone out.

"Where are you? Are you ok?" Chris read the message from Mike. Chris sighed he lost Josh but got Mike, so why did he feel so sad? Didn't he love Mike? Wasn't he the one who encouraged Mike to have sex with him? He didn't want to tell Mike it was a mistake, that would crush him he couldn't deal with that right now. Chris rolled on to his side replying back to the message.

"I'm fine, I just came home. Sorry." Chris set his phone down closing his eyes. This was all wrong, this wasn't supposed to happen. Why did Mike have to get involved? Why couldn't he just leave him alone? A part of Chris resented Mike. But in the end it came back to Chris.

"Take responsibility."

"This was no one's fault but your own." The voice in his mind was right.