Chapter6
Elsa could tell that kristoff was worried. She wanted to tell him but after being interrupted her resolve weakened. They spoke for a while until he decided that Sven was probably tired and needed to go home. Once the queen was left alone her mind began to race. She laid in her bed for hours trying to get some sleep, little did she know that Anna was doing the same.
Anna rolled from side to side trying to figure out what to do. She hated hurting her sisters feelings but she felt that there was no other way. She was pregnant, unwedded and engaged to another man. To make matters worse she was a princess and everything she did was judged by the world.
"What am I going to do with you little baby?" she whispered to her belly
The princess knew that her baby could only have one father. She made a decision on the night of her sister's coronation that she was now regretting profoundly.
With her eyes closed she began to remember that faithful night. It all began with the handsome stranger that hit her with a horse and then made her fall madly in love. Anna was taken off guard by his looks and charm. She had no experience with men and had drunk a lot of champagne to give her enough courage to actually speak to him without stuttering.
The princess thought that after so many years of loneliness she had found her true love. They talked, ate sandwiches and even looked at the stars together; it was at that moment that Hans kissed her for the first time. Anna was nervous at first but she quickly learned how to kiss him back. That kiss soon turned into a full blown make out session and they decided to find a more private space. Anna was drunk and in love her body only wanted one thing and Hans had no problems giving it to her.
She remembered the moment her child was conceived in one of the castle's spare rooms. There wasn't a lot of time to contemplate their actions. They undressed quickly and made love just as fast. Anna didn't know sex would be so painful at first but Hans assured her that it was completely normal. She was scared but being with him made her feel better. After it was all said and done the couple went their separate ways in order to not look obvious.
Anna quickly made her way up to her room and changed her bloody clothes while Hans simply made his way back to the ball room. Once they exchanged pleasantries with the other partygoers they reunited and decided to go for a walk. Hans proposed she said yes and the rest was icy history
Anna still bashed herself for being so naïve and allowing Hans to use her body like that. She knew that the only reason he bedded her was to assure their marriage. On one hand she knew that if things had been different she would have never met kristoff but on the other hand she wished she would have never left the castles gates.
Anna loved her baby but worried about its safety .she knew that if Hans ever found out that he was the father he would try every way to end the baby's life.
Elsa gave up all hopes of sleeping and decided that she would go to work early. She was busy working behind a mountain of papers and didn't notice when James walked in.
"Good morning" said James
He startled her making her freeze the desk on accident
"Oh no I froze the papers" said Elsa
She defrosted the papers but they were to humid to write on
"It's all right we still have plenty of work to do we can just wait till they dry off" said James with a slight smile
"Are you making fun of me?" said Elsa with a smile
"Maybe"
Elsa made a snowball and threw it at him
"Hey no fair"
They both giggled and threw snow at each other although he was at a disadvantage. Elsa felt so free around James he always had a very easy going personality that made her feel great.
The snowball fight continued until James slipped on some snow and accidently pulled her down with him
"Queen I am so sorry" said James fearing that he had made Elsa mad
"shhh don't be" Elsa kissed him on the lips. James couldn't resist he had dreamed about this moment his entire life.
Her lips where cool but not cold enough to hurt him .they were both inexperienced but it felt like they could read each other's bodies. Elsa began to freeze the floor and walls she felt herself losing control so she pulled away.
They both got up and stayed quiet for a few minutes silence filled the room until Elsa spoke
"James I'm so sorry I don't know what came over me"
"It's allright …why don't we get back to work"
They both got back to work slightly embarrassed about the way they had acted