CHAPTER FOUR

At around eleven in the evening, the door to Ben's hostel room swung open and the two East end boys bundle through the door clumsily and in fits of laughter. They are both completely inebriated. So much so that Ben stumbles and falls flat on the bed.

"You should have seen his face!" Jay shouts, trying to hold back the tears caused by his uncontrollable laughter. "I thought he was gonna kill you dude. He was so mad."

Ben turns himself over, trying to regain his composure. "You - you - you should have had my back!" Ben laughs.

"I totally had your back man!" Jay slurs, pushing Ben in the chest so he falls back onto his back on the bed.

"Did not!" Ben replies, jumping to his feet giving Jay a playful nudge.

"I did, swear down!" Jay exclaims, pushing Ben back.

"Nu-uh" Ben teases, lunging towards Jay wrapping his chunky arms around Jay's slim waist and then rugby tackling him against the bed. Jay squirms, hitting Ben on the back as he is pile-drived onto the bed.

Ben clutches Jay's arms and presses his weight against his body holding him down. Jay tries to wiggle downwards to escape Ben's clutches drawing both boys down off the bed and onto the floor.

Jay is now pressed up against the end of the bed while Ben is practically sat on Jay's lap, legs split either side of his torso still clutching at his wrists squeezing them tight.

The young men are now at head height, almost pressed up against each other. Their eye contact causes the laughter and struggling to cease. Jay relaxes his tense arms, almost melting into Ben's gaze.

As Jay's arms loosen, Ben instinctively runs his hands up Jay's arms so that he is cradling his wiry arms at the elbow. A tingly feeling runs through Ben's body as their lingering stare pierces through him. He begins to caress Jay's arms gently, almost waiting for the moment to just end.

But it doesn't end.

Ben can't quite believe what is happening. The sordid fantasises he had long battled about his adoptive brother, fantasies had he try to subdue., appears to be becoming a reality.

Ben slowly cranes his neck, edging his face towards Jay just counting down the seconds til Jay pulls away.

But Jay doesn't pull away.

Ben is a mere inch or two from Jay's lips. He can feel Jay's breath breezing against his face and he can smell the distinct odour of cheap beer and cigarettes on Jay's breath. But he doesn't mind. It's strangely arousing.

Jay's eyes follow as Ben nears him. He nervously inhales and exhales as butterflies run around his stomach and pins and needles form in his hands and feet. He can't tell whether it's the drink talking but his only thoughts are those of Ben passionately kissing him. And he wants to embrace him too. He's almost willing him to!

But Ben doesn't require any encouragement. This moment is like all his Christmas' come at once.

Ben gently pecks Jay on the lips, holding their gaze as he does so. The kiss is tender but brief as Ben pulls back, unsure of what Jay's reaction will be. His lips tremble, he doesn't know what to do. Should he say something?

Jay runs his tongue along his top teeth and a drunken grin forms on his face. This time it's him who edges towards Ben.

The pair meet in the middle and their lips crash together in a passionate kiss. Ben parts Jay's lips as his tongue forces its way into Jay's mouth. As the kiss deepens their saliva mixes in and out of between one another's lips. Jay's hands shake as he runs them up and down Ben's arms as the pair pull each other closer together. Jay then runs them up Ben's spine causing the bulkier boy to tingle.

Ben feels as Jay clasps his tongue around his as if he is begging for more. Both are breathing heavily as the kiss continues longer than either them could have ever have imagined.

Jay feels Ben's hands press against either side of his face, delicately massaging his cheeks with his thumbs. Jay begins to pant as their kiss intensifies. Trying to hold the clinch as long as possible, Jay tries to breath out of the corners of his mouth but unfortunately he can't take any more. He has no choice, he has to pull back and catch a breath.

As Jay pulls away Ben worries, assuming their little game was over. He needed to say it first, he needed to make it clear that this was never his intention, he never instigated this kiss.

"What are we doing?" Ben moans, as he releases Jay's face from his grasp.

"I - I - don't know." Jay answers, completely bewildered by this turn of events.

"I never..." Ben utters before his eyes are drawn to the shape of Jay's erect member squished inside his jeans. Ben's eye widen. Could Jay really be enjoying this? Did he want this to happen as much as he did? "I mean I..."

"Just shut up!" Jay demands as he forces Ben against the ground, positioning himself on top. Jay bites down subtly onto his bottom lip as he melts into Ben's astonished gaze. He was like a deer in headlights - it was almost too cute!

Jay admires Ben's plump lips before intensely embracing him once more.

As quick as he lungs down, Jay bolts back up right and swiftly removes his t-shirt exposing his small but perfectly formed frame.

Ben's mouth literally drops as watches Jay strip off his torso. He feels his cock harden as the sight of Jay's six pack causes his hormones to take over. Ben chucks off his glasses and grabs Jay by the neck pulling him back into a passionate clinch.

The boys wrestle with one another's bodies as their tongues slap against the inside of each others mouth. Ben digs his fingers into Jay's naked back, feeling the smoothness of his body against his finger tips.

Jay slips out of the smootch and begins to kiss and nibble Ben's neck throwing his partner into euphoric state of passion and sexual desire. Ben moans as Jay sucks his neck and gently bites down on his skin.

Ben almost loses all control as Jay forces his hand down Ben's chinos and clutches his throbbing member.

"Oh fuck!" Ben moans, feeling a wave of pleasure wash across his whole body. He grunts and moans as Jay massages the tip of penis with his thumb.

"Are you...you..." Ben struggles to get his words out as waves and waves of uncontrollable pleasure rushes over him. "Do you want this?" He exclaims, forcing the words out of his mouth.

Jay pulls away and sternly stares down at him. "What you mean?" Jay replies, his intoxication slurring his words. "Do you not want this?" He says, stressing the word you.

"I - I - I don't know."