CHAPTER SEVEN

His rendezvous with Ben played on Jay's mind for weeks afterward. He had been ignoring Ben's calls, distancing himself from Abi and generally become quite introverted as a range of emotions rushed round his head. As he travelled aimlessly on the tube from the far reaches of East London across to the West, Jay stepped out onto the platform at Tottenham Court Road. He had no idea why he chosen to stop here but something deep inside of him was drawing him there; he had a deep resolve to get to the bottom of his feelings once and for all.

As a trudged up the stairs to street level, Jay wondered about heading towards an area of the city he had heard so much about. You don't need to move in those circles to know that Soho is the gay hub of the capital and if he was going to test himself that would be the place to go. Not only that but London was a big city and Soho was far enough away from Walford that no one would recognize him.

The darkness was beginning to creep in as Jay walked past a number of interesting looking venues but so far, all a little too daunting for him! He past one bar with drag queens dancing in the window, and despite his uncertainty about his newfound sexuality, was arguably too camp for his taste. Then he stood outside what appeared to be a reasonably normal looking bar – Freedom.

Jay nodded to the bouncers as he stepped inside to be greeted by an attractive young woman offering to take his coat. "I'm alright, thanks." Jay uttered before walking into the main area of the bar.

Immediately his eyes were drawn to the bar and a certain someone standing behind it. The barman furrowed his brow and Jay promptly turned on his heels and headed for the door.

"Jay!" The barman called out.

Jay stopped sharply in his tracks. He could head straight out of the door now and go straight home but he'd still be none the wiser. Jay turned back slowly to meeting the glittering smile of the barman who was none other than former Walford lothario, Leon Small.

"Hey." Jay said, approaching the bar hesitantly.

"Never had you down as a Soho kind of guy!" Leon replied. "What can I get you?"

"Could say the same about you." Jay said, taking a seat at the bar.

"I'm full of surprises, me." Leon quipped, grabbing a pint glass suggestively.

"Yeah, pint of beer would do great."

"So what brings you here?" Leon said as he pulled a pint of beer.

"I dunno really. Just trying to get my head straight, I guess."

"Ah I see. Little old to be getting curious now though aren't you?"

"Who said I was curious?!" Jay grunted, trying to put on a front.

"You're in a gay bar, Jay. Unless you're already know what you like?" Leon suggested.

"No I...no. I'm just..." Jay stuttered.

"It's alright mate, I get it." Leon reassured him, flashing his winning smile in Jay's direction as he placed the pint of beer in front him. "I tell you what, I get off in an hour. How about we go somewhere quieter for a chat? It's gonna get busy in here soon, won't be able to hear ourselves think!"

Leon's offer took Jay by surprise. Why was he being so nice? Reluctantly, Jay nodded agreeing to go somewhere else after Leon had finished his shift.

Just over an hour later, with 2 pints down and Leon's shift over the pair headed out back onto the street. They walked and talked for almost 20 minutes, catching up and discussing what had happened in both their lives, before arriving outside of an apartment block.

"What we doing here?" Jay asked.

"You wanted to go somewhere quiet." Leon replied.

"No, that's what you suggested. Is this your place?" Jay questioned, looking up at the spectacular modern apartment building which glistened under the moonlight.

"Yeah, thought it was the best place for us to catch up properly." Leon said with a grin.

"What do you mean by that?" Jay replied with a hint of frustration in his voice.

"What do you think I mean?" Leon teased.

"Do you think this is funny?" Jay grumbled as Leon neared him.

"No at all." Leon said, leaving a mere inch or two between them. "In fact, I'm being deadly serious."

With those last two words Leon arched his neck to glide in close to Jay's face before planting a passionate kiss on his lips. Jay was taken aback by Leon's sudden move but he quickly melted into the kiss allowing the taller man to wrap his arms around his skinny waist.

A tent quickly grew in his trousers as he felt Leon's tongue work it's way around his mouth. Leon pulled their bodies close forcing Jay's throbbing members to squeeze between their bodies.

Leon pulled back leaving Jay standing there, eye closed, lips pursed, total in a state of shock.

"Let's go inside." Leon suggested, unlocking the front door and allowing Jay to walk inside.

Jay slinked in holding his hands over his crutch. He was slightly embarrassed but more than anything, he just wanted more.

Leon closed the door and lead Jay inside his ground floor apartment.

"Make yourself comfortable." Leon said, throwing open the double doors to his bedroom.

Jay just stood there trembling like a school boy. He had never done anything like this before. In fact he was used to be in control. With the limited experience he had with Ben and Abi, he was dominant force. But this was something new.

Leon could see his reluctance; he could smell Jay's fear and it was turning him on. Sliding two fingers under the waistband of Jay's trousers, Leon led him to the bed.

"Take them off." Leon ordered, pulling at Jay's jeans.

Jay slowly unbuttoned his jeans and then slides them his legs before stepping out of them and pushing them aside with his foot. His hardened cock pressed up against the elastic holding up his boxer shorts.

Leon helped Jay pull of his t-shirt before taking a step back to admire his scrawny form standing there almost shaking in his boxer shorts. He then knelt down in front of Jay and seductively pulled down his boxer shorts causing Jay's cock to spring up and smack Leon on the end of the nose.

"Not bad." Leon told him, observing the full eight inches of Jay's dick.

"What's not bad?" Jay questioned.

Leon grabs a firm grip round Jay's girth causing Jay's knee to buckle slightly, he also jolted and gasped as he felt Leon's warm hand grip tighter around his rock hard member. "This fine dick you've got." Leon smiled as he slowly but surely pulled back the foreskin to reveal his bright pink head of his penis.

Leon pushed his nose up against his the base of his penis and deeply inhaled as he moved around the testicles breathing in Jay's scent. "I love a guy with sweaty balls." He winked causing Jay to bite down on his front lip.

Leon slowly stroked Jay's hard shaft, stopping only to gently fondle his smooth, shave bag, then returning to his cock. Although doing nothing to make him stop, Jay kept whispering, "no... no... no."

Ignoring his feeble pleas, Leon tightened his grip like a vice and stroked faster. Then he began kissing and licking his smooth, milky-white inner thighs, purposefully avoiding his cock. Jay's head shot back as he felt the hot, wet tongue move its way around his sensitive groin, but never touching his cock.

Breathing heavily now with closed eyes, Jay put his hands on Leon's head, awaiting what he knew would come next. Taking the cue, Leon flicked his tongue over Jay's tight ball bag, then took the entire thing into his mouth, gently sucking his balls as he inhaled the sweet boy aroma. Knowing that this was all new to him, he decided that too much teasing would be a bad thing. With that, Leon took the entire length of Jay's cock into his mouth and began to suck. Jay nearly shot through the roof as he felt the hot, wet mouth engulf his aching cock.

Grabbing his firm, little buns, Leon bobbed up and down on the hard boy rod with a passion, knowing it wouldn't take long. Jay was quivering, on fire as bolts of pleasure roared through his body. Unable to stand it any longer, he gave in.

Jay let out a boyish yelp as his cock exploded in Leon's mouth. Seemingly endless blasts of hot boy batter flew from his cock into his mouth, Leon sucking down every drop as he continued to bob. Knowing that he wouldn't be able to think straight after such a huge blow, Leon let his sweet cock slip from his mouth and stood up. As expected, Jay collapsed against him. Leon had to hold his body in his arms to keep him from falling to the floor.

"I'm sorry." Jay panted.

"It's okay," Leon chuckled, easing Jay's naked body onto the ground.

"No, really, I mean it. I don't usually, you know, I can generally gone on for ages but that was just..."

"Amazing." Leon winked, wiping a bead of Jay's cum for the corner of his mouth before leaning down and embracing Jay in a passionate, steamy kiss. Jay readily accepted it and they intertwined their tongues. The passion and intensity grew as they dined on each other like a gourmet meal, kissing, nibbling, and tonguing.

Leon pulled away with a large grin across his face. Sucking down on his finger, Leon winked before pulling it and holding his index finger up in front Jay's face.

"Now bend over!" Leon laughed.