CHAPTER TEN

As Ben sat against that door he realised his life had hit rock bottom. His life had gone to shit on a number of occasions but within the last few years he had always had Jay to fall back on. When Heather died their friendship became strained but it ultimately made it stronger. After he was released from prison, when he decided he couldn't go home, the only person he had to rely on was Jay. And now he had gone screwed it all up!

If only he had been able to resist temptation. If he had just kept it within his trousers maybe Jay would still be here. He may have the memory of that wonderful night but at the end of the day it cost him something a lot more special. He'd rather have Jay by his side as his friend, as his brother than not at all. That night he would exchange in a heartbeat if it meant having Jay back in his life. It had been almost a month and it had been hell!

Ben crawled across the floor and pulled his bag from underneath the bed. Lifting the bag onto the bed it revealed a pair of underwear in its place. Ben picked them up delicately and held them up in front of his face. They were a pair of small, black Calvin Klein boxer shorts. His own underwear were neither that small or that expensive, not to mention the fact that he usually wears briefs and not boxers.

They were Jay's.

As he held them in his hand he noticed the white stains inside. Jay must have used them to wipe himself after they'd had sex. But what were they doing under the bed? Jay didn't leave commando did he? No, he definitely didn't. Ben distinctively remembers him wearing a pair of boxer shorts when he got dressed before leaving. He must have pinched a pair of his pants, not that Ben had noticed. To be fair all his clothes were reasonably new as he left with very little after being released from prison, so it's not unfair to say that Ben didn't even recognize his own pair of boxer shorts! He hadn't really thought about it at the time but the underwear Jay had put on were considerably baggier than he would of expected.

Ben pulled the boxer shorts to his nose. They still smelt of him. The scent of dried cum took him back to that night again. A tent instantly formed in his trousers and he eased himself onto the bed. Running the jizz stained pants over his lips he slowly pushed them into his mouth as if to suck the cum right off of them.

Unbuttoning his jeans he forced his hand down his pants and grabbed a hold of his fully erect penis pulling it out over the waistband of his trousers. Wrapping Jay's boxers round his cock he slowly began to masturbate with them tightly round his member.

Then there was another knock at the door. Just a single knock but enough to stop Ben in his tracks.

He groaned and threw himself back onto the bed in frustration.

"Will you just fuck off!" Ben shouted.

There was no response. No angry Turkish B&B owner shouting and swearing back at him.

A few seconds passed before another knock came.

Ben sat up, tucked his genitals back into his trousers and stop up sprinting over to the door.

"I already told..." Ben grumbled as he pulled open the door to reveal Jay standing on the other side.

"Hi." Jay said meekly. There was a tremor in his voice, he coughed to clear his throat.

"Jay!?" Ben stuttered, almost not believing his eyes.

There was a silence between the pair as they looked deeply into one another's eyes.

"Can I come in?" Jay asked prompting to Ben to step aside allowing him to walk into the bedroom.

Ben closed the door and turned to see Jay launching towards him. Pushing Ben against the door, Jay clasped either side of Ben's face and passionately kissed him. At first Ben was stunned but within a couple of seconds Ben had wrapped his hands around Jay's waist pulling him tighter into the embrace.

They stumbled towards the bed and fell back forcing Ben onto top of Jay as they continued to lustfully make out, their lips pushed up against each other, tongues danced around in one another's mouths causing Ben to groan in pleasure.

Ben pulled away and looked deep into Jay's eyes. "You don't know how much I've wanted this!" Ben moaned breathlessly.

Jay smiled and replied "I think I've got a pretty good idea."

WRITER'S NOTES: Thanks for your lovely comments, particularly Kristian's, it's fair to say you've single-handedly kept this fic alive! I'll try and get some Ronnie in there somewhere, she is my favourite character on the show too so I can't see it being a problem it's just where in the story it will be appropriate. For fans of Johnny Carter, he'll definitely be coming up soon too.

Next up is Good Friday so that will be SMUT free I am afraid, so sorry Guest! But I promise it will be back with a vengeance once I've gotten the next chapter or two out of the way.

As always, let me know what you've enjoyed and what you'd like to see next!