Chapter 13

Lauren was sleeping or pretending to sleep. Bo undressed and this time she laid in bed completely naked. She was still mad and jealous. I really hope you throwed that phone number away and you are doing this just to spite me. Lauren didn't answer. Bo turned and dragged Lauren on her, Lauren resisted, Bo grabbed her hands and steady them above her head.

"What do you want Lauren? Why all these games?, How many times do I have to say I am sorry? You know perfectly well that you want me as much as I want you, I can take you right now this moment and you are going to love it as much as I will! The only reason I wont do that is because I respect the fact you said this would happen when you ask me. But don't fool yourself Lauren that it WILL happen sure or later."

"That's what you think? You arrogant animal. That's all you care about sex, its always about that. Well you wont get that from me, where is Tamsin, where is Dyson now? Where is your grandfather? They wanted to kill you. To kill the monster. That's why you came back to me? When everything was ok, you didn't come back for me, no, you loved having that asshole and that bitch with you while I was all alone for a year. You are a coward Bo, a coward, look at yourself. You are left with me, the poor naïve foolish Lauren. The nerdy doctor. Now I am enough for you? The nerdy doctor has the guts to run off with you. You fucking ruined my life you know that?"

"Shut up Lauren, shut the fuck up."

"No I wont shut up, truth hurts doesn't it?"

"You asked for this Lauren, just remember when your gonna wake up tomorrow"

Bo kissed Laurens lips, Lauren bited her upper lip, Bo stopped their kiss and smiled

"Yeah, that's how I want it, I am an animal after all" Bo kissed her again, until Lauren gave up and they started kissing like crazy.

They both lost their control. It was crazy and raw, after so many months of not being together. Bo kissed every part of Laurens body and Lauren marked Bos back with her nails. It was a power struggle and non of them wanted to lose. Lauren would watch her pendant on Bos neck as they were moving together.

"You love me, you fucking love me, nobody else loves me as you do"

Lauren refused to confirm Bos words, she just closed her eyes.

"I love you too Lauren, nothing else matters. Nothing. Just you and me and this"

Bo was making love to her all night. Lauren lost track of time. When she woke up it was late afternoon. She could feel her whole body hurting, Bos bites on her body were still visible. She missed her so much, she marked Bos body too. It was crazy, both of them were crazy. Lauren was sure everybody in the house heard them. Thank God she was alone in the room. Lauren had a quick shower, when Bo entered their room.

Bo heard the water running, Lauren was in the bathroom. She wanted to check on her, to see if she was ok, things got out of control the previous night and Bo regretted for everything she did. She tried to do what Lauren wanted but in the end she couldn't stop. She hesitated and then took her clothers off and joined Lauren in the bathroom. Lauren was surprised to see Bo walking in naked. The water was running and Bo walked next to her. She approached her and let the water run in her body. She is so beautiful Lauren thought. They started kissing again, this time slowly and with a great awareness of what they were doing. This time Bo had Laurens permission. They hugged strong under the water. Lauren started to cry, Bo could feel her tears in her face. She stopped kissing her. She picked her up and Lauren wrapped her legs around Bos body. They reached the bathroom wall, sharing slow tender kisses, making love and giving in to each other.

Its like a dream. Lauren was laying on her body, with her head on her neck. It was already night, they don't talk, just feel each others bodies, breaths. Lauren was playing with the pendant in Bos neck.

"You are really my slave? How come you never do what I say?"

Bo smiled. " I will from now on"

"I wonder what the guys would think, I am so going to be ashamed tomorrow"

"Why? They do the same and worse, besides we haven't been with each other for months. They know that."

"Bo?"

"What?"

"What are we going to do?"

"Well after what happened last night I took a decision"

"What kind of decision?"

"Well I think its best if I give myself up. I don't want you to run off with me for the rest of your life. I talked with Nick and I think that's the best decision for everybody. I would say I forced you to come with me but you managed to sedate me and escape."

"So again you decided for me without asking me"

"Its for the best, I already ruined your life and I cant think of anything happening to you. You are going to be safe here with the guys, Nick is going to make sure you have everything you need. Its me they want, after they get me things are going to be calmer"

"So you are going to give yourself up and they are going to kill you, that's a great solution. What about me?"

"I dont think they have decided yet what to do with me. But I think that's the best solution for you. You would stay here for some time until things calm down and then you can go on to live your life. You are a great scientist and I am sure they would love to have you back."

Lauren didn't answer straight away.

Bo hugged Lauren. Is this our last night together Lauren thought? Bo was mistaken if she thought she was going to allow her to destroy their love for just another time.

"No Bo"

"What"

"I said no. You are supposed to be my slave yet you still decide for me. So I am telling you no. I am not leaving you and I am not going to let you give yourself up to them. They are going to kill you. You already ruined my life and no I don't want to continue living my ruined life without you."

"Do you love me"?

"That's irrelevant"

"Cant you just answer me Lauren?"

"You know the answer"

"So its so difficult to say it"

"I love you Bo. You know that. The moment I met you, that was it for me."

Bo said nothing. They were both tired.

"Lets sleep, we would talk about all this tomorrow"

Lauren woke up, she was alone in the room again. She checked her watch, it was 9:15.

She washed her face and was ready to face the world. I bet the guys are going to tease me endlessly. But she didn't care, she and Bo are going to make this work this time, they are going to talk about everything and never hold back from each other. She decided to be with Bo in this trip and wherever it takes them. She knows that maybe she is going to get hurt again, maybe Bo would betray her again. But she is making that choice to be with her. She isn't going to leave her.

Nick and Dan were in the living room.

"Goodmorning"

Lauren smiled to their friends, she was feeling happy. She didn't see Bo, she was probably out joking. Dan come over and started preparing breakfast for her.

"You don't have to do that, I can do it on my own. Bo had breakfast?"

Dan avoided Laurens question. There was a heavy mood, Lauren could see it. Dan didn't tease her about hers and Bos make loving marathon and Nick was silent.

"Anything wrong? You guys seem to be upset about something. You got any news? They have discovered us? Something happened?"

Nick finally approached the kitchen table.

"Lauren, Bo left early this morning. She said she informed you about her decision, and that its best for both. We love you and we consider you, family and you are going to stay here until things are safe for you to leave"