This chapter is violent and more is coming. So if you hate it don't read it.
Chapter 23
Life got a certain normal feel after the kids were born. A month had passed and Lauren was focused mainly on them, she also slowly started to get back on doc mod. She would set a small lab on the basement of the house, with Elen and a few others help. Everybody was treating her as Bos wife or partner and Elen would talk about how the rumors about the kids spread and how it was a matter of time until Bo was the leader of the whole fae. Talks were still happening and she hasn't seen Bo since she left, a couple days later after the kids were born. Lauren could see power was taking over Bos character and heart. She didn't want to remember what happened the last time Bo lost herself. But the main difference is that the succubus was the one completely loyal to Lauren. It was so strange and beautiful. The human side of Bo could be influenced by power and the fact she was getting on top again, and she was near to becoming the leader of whole fae, yet the succubus focused on loyalty and strength.
Lauren smiled at the thought of her succubus and the way Bo was around her all this time. They couldn't have sex and her poor animal was stressed and tensed. She would also keep a distance from the kids. When Bo was coming back and took over from the succubus, Lauren would give her the kids to hold while she would sit or lay next to her. She could see Bos love towards her children and the way she was so happy she created her own family. Then she would look up and her eyes would ask her the same question over and over again. But Lauren didn't answer. It was too soon for that answer. Lauren was eager to gather the people who loved them, around so she called for Kenzi and her family in order to move in with them. She wanted her kids to be close to Kenzis. She and Dan proved their loyalty and Lauren and Bo considered her, her sister. She couldn't wait for their arrival. She wanted Bo to be able to trust people around her, not to be bitter or be suspicious of everybody. Since she left they only talked a couple times on the phone, and Bo wouldn't tell her what was really happening, just ask for the kids and if she was safe or ok. Lauren would learn most of the news from Elen who would update her. She and Candy were always talking on the phone too. She could feel though that Elen wasn't telling her the whole truth or that she was keeping the bad parts out.
The initial results from the tests on their children were normal but almost a month after their birth Lauren got the first indications that her children were changing. She first noticed when she was breastfeeding her son Ethan, and suddenly she felt his sucking getting a bit more intense. She looked at him and recognized that small blue line that was so similar to Bos. It was so beautifully strange that her son was all her in looks but he was going to be a succubus like Bo. She smiled and then frowned, Bo isn't going to like that at all. I have to keep that from her as much as I can until she bonds with them, she was wondering about her daughter too. Deep down she wished her children to be both fae because she was very aware of Bos legacy and how her children were going to be in great danger, so at least they could protect each other. As much as she loved her human nature, she was very aware that she was sensitive and open to attacks and she didn't want her children to be like that. She was happy about Ethan and was hoping she could understand more after she finished her results, she was also happy that Bo wasn't there so she was free to conclude the tests to her her children before Bo comes back. Her succubus was very possessive and she wanted to give her as much attention as possible when she was back and of course she didn't want her to know about the kids and them being fae yet.
Lauren was on the living room, Ethan was sleeping in his pram while she had Charlotte on her arms, when Ellen entered,
"Mam your guest has arrived"
Before Ellen managed to say anything else, Kenzi walked inside the living room, She rushed and hugged Lauren. Lauren hugged her back, Kenzi then backed off and looked at the little girl Lauren was holding.
"Omg she looks so much like Bo" Lauren smiled.
"She does, doesn't she? Where is Dan and my goddaughter?"
"They didn't come, I think its better to not bring them over until things calm down a bit.I just came to see you guys, Lauren I missed u so much"
"I missed you too Kenzi" Lauren looked towards Ellen, who took the hint and walked out of the room. Kenzi sat next to her and started pulling faces towards Charlotte.
"Want to hold her?"
"Yes" Lauren didn't trust anyone except Ellen around the kids, but she absolutely trust her best friend. Kenzi was looking at Charlotte with awe.
"Damn Lo, she is so much like Bo" Lauren hugged Kenzi and then she got up and got Ethans pram, she left it on the couch next to Kenzi.
"And this is Ethan" Kenzi laughed.
"You two sure separated your looks on everyone one of your kids. He looks like a blue blood prince"
"Well he is a prince, since Bo is close to being Queen" Kenzi face dropped when she heard Laurens words.
"Yeah I know"
"Whats wrong Kenz?"
"Lauren there is a reason why I didn't bring Daniel and my daughter here"
"Reason? What reason? Are you afraid of something? You know I wont allow anything to happen to them here"
"I know you wont allow it but I am not sure about Bo or the fae"
"What? Kenzi, you are Bos sister, there is no way Bo would hurt them"
"Lauren I know that but the latest news are saying that the fae want to rule over the human kind, I don't know how much you know or heard but that's what is being talked about, that's why the talks are taking so much time"
"What? There is no way Bo would agree on something like this, no way. Where did you hear that? I talk to Bo almost everyday"
"Lo you forgive Bo very easily and now you have two kids with her. I am human and living in the outside world, you think you know more than me? We cant go out feeling free and we are always thinking of going out being in danger. Everyday there are numerous incidents about fae killing humans to feed or just for fun. Its everywhere, you don't have access to the news?"
"Well the truth is I haven't been as focused and I was busy with the children and I always thought the news are controlled and I prefer to learn news from Bo and Ellen, she keeps me informed on whats happening"
Kenzi looked at Lauren making faces, that reminded her back in the day when Bo was fucking around with Dyson and Tamsin behind her back.
"What Kenzi? Tell me what you are thinking?"
"I dunno doc, I just don't want Bo to make the same mistakes again and again. All these power get to her. She was the Queen and again she is going to be Queen and this time its going to be worst because she is going to have humans too. And you know how these things are. I just wish you and Bo disappeared, maybe live like me and Daniel, a quiet life."
"That was never going to happen and you know it Kenz, maybe I could do that by myself, but Bos destiny was outlined from the moment she was born, you know that. And my destiny next to her was marked from the moment we met. You know I cant leave her, and now with the kids."
"Leave her? I am surprised she is away from you, but from what I see she has secured the place around you. I know you cant leave her Lo, and I know she cant live without you. Sorry if I upset you with what I say"
"You don't, you think I don't think about what could happen? But we have to have faith in Bo."
"Yeah, you are right"
"So tell me, are you hungry? What do you want to cook for you? How long are you going to stay?"
"Just for the day Lo, I am leaving tonight, I cant be away from my daughter. But I hope you can come and visit us, when things calm down a bit, you know so she can meet her cousins"
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The day passed pretty quickly and Lauren was standing on her window watching hers and Bos best friend leaving. It was almost 9 and she already had the kids in their beds, she was tensed and couldn't stop thinking about what Kenzi said to her. Was Bo keeping things from her? She couldn't trust Ellen anymore? Bo was fae after all, she wanted to call Bo and ask her, talk to her but she knew the moment Bo understood her doubt would be leaving everything and rushed to come back. Lauren didn't want to be the cause for more delays, but also she couldn't just stand there and do nothing.
"You seem deep in thought, don't worry about your friend mam, she isn't in danger"
Lauren turned towards Ellen.
"Why should I think Kenzi is in danger?"
"Oh, for no reason mam, I … just noticed you look a bit upset"
"Do you report back to Bo about me?"
"What mam?"
"You heard me"
"Well, you know how important you are for the Princess and …."
"And do you talk everyday?"
"Mam why do you ask me all that? You know perfectly well that I am loyal to her and also to you since you are her mate in life"
"Yeah but I am a human too"
Ellen lowered her head and avoided Laurens look.
"That would be all Ellen, thank you and good night"
"Mam, please I don't know why you are angry all of a sudden"
"I am not angry, just realized my place"
"Your place? Your place is right next to the Princess"
"For how long Ellen? You really believe that? Or all of you believe I am expendable? Goodnight"
Ellen left without saying anything else. Laurens thoughts were starting to run fast. She was wondering if it was a mistake to be apart from Bo, if Bo was getting influenced. I got to know whats going on in those talks, and I got to protect the kids, the moment Bo and everybody around us realized the kids were fae, things were going to change. Lauren wasn't willing to allow anyone near her kids and she didn't want others to interfere in raising them, she wanted her kids to love all kind of species, whether fae or humans and she didn't want bigots to take them away from her. As she was walking back in her bedroom Lauren smiled. She remembered Candy, Ellens gf. Candy was in awe of her. Umm I wonder if I can get some information from her. She checked on Ethan and Charlotte again and she laid in her bed. She was missing Bo very much. Lauren smiled even more. Her succubus had one thing common with Bo. They were both very jealous of anyone getting any kind of attention from Lauren. I am going to play one of those women games I hate so much. How things change, Lewis, Lauren said to herself.
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She was breastfeeding her daughter when Bo called, it was still ealy in the morning and Lauren was larking around in bed with her kids. Elen got her the phone and fully knowing that Bo could listen she said.
"Not now Elen, cant you see icam busy with the children?"
Elen was stunned, she knew she would do something she never did for the first time, she would have to say to Bo that I wasn't able to talk to her.
"Yes, she is breastfeeding Charlotte mam, yes she is here, yes I am still in the room" Elen looked at Lauren pleading with her eyes to take the phone, finally Lauren moved her hand a bid to accommodate Charlotte in her breast and steady her, while taking the phone on the other.
"Hey"
"Whats wrong?" Bos voice was strong and brooding, Lauren could tell Bo could feel her.
"Nothing, everything is fine"
"Why you dodn't want to talk to me?"
"I do want to talk to you, but you know I am breastfeeding the kids early in the morning"
"How are you? You haven't called me yesterday, I learned you had a visitor"
"You did? The news travel fast"
"How is Kenz?"
"You don't know? You know everything, Elen didn't inform you?"
"Lauren, whats wrong? Want me to come? Are you tired?"
"No I am perfectly fine."
"I am going to come back on the weekend, I miss you so much and …"
"Your feeding elsewhere so I doubt there is a problem"
"You know I have to be as strong as I can, I am open to attacks"
"Yes I know"
"Ehhhhhh, are you ok?"
"I told you I am ok, and we been talking for so much time and you haven't asked anything about the children"
"Sorry, I just miss you so much. How are they? I cant wait to see them, I watch your pics and videos on my phone every night….."
"I was wondering how the talks are going? Everything is smooth?"
"Talks are going ok, you shouldn't worry about those stuff"
"Are we reaching a deal?"
"Well not yet, there are so many issues to be resolved"
"Bo? How is Candy? Is she ok? I miss her around the house"
"Who?"
"Candy, you know Candy.."
"Yeah I fucking know who the fuck Candy is. Wtf are you asking me about her?"
"Why are you yelling? I only ask you because she is there with u and she is Elens girlfriend, that's all"
There was silence on the other end of the phone.
"Bo are you there?"
"Are you ready for me?"
"What do you mean?"
"You know what I mean? Are you ready? Clean? I don't know how the fuck you doctors say it? I have to know, because I am keeping myself away from you since you had to be ready, after the birth. If I am coming on the weekend, I wont be able to hold myself around u" Bos voice was anxious and she was sounding very desperate on the phone.
"Elen can you leave me please" Elen walked about of the bedroom.
"I have missed you very much baby, come back to me as soon as possible, I want you inside me so much" Lauren could hear Bos heavy breath on the phone.
"Just don't forget Bo, its you and me, on this. You and me."
"I don't. Kiss the children from me, I got to go."
"Ok baby, let me know when you are coming. I LOVE YOU my Bobo" Lauren could hear Bos breath getting heavy again.
"What I feel for you isn't Love Lauren. That word doesn't described it." Bos voice was sending shivers in her body. Suddenly she wasn't so sure about playing that game with her wild animal. As much as Bo loved her, Lauren loved her back.
"See you soon ok baby?
"Ok"
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Bo didn't come on the weekend and that fact made Lauren very nervous, she was fully aware that things were very serious, Bo wont keep away from her otherwise, nothing could keep her away if there wasn't something serious going on with the talks. She was listening to the news and all she could hear was brutal killings and violence getting almost out of hand, and people gathering in ghettos, she called Bo who wasn't willing to tell her much and was in a hurry to shut the phone. After much pressure she managed to get some more information from Elen. Looks like Bo was under pressure to agree to laws that would downgrade the humans to a lower level and not having the same rights as fae, and that the big majority of the Elders who survived were agreeing on that. Bo was resisting and that was causing friction.
"And what do the fae say about me?"
"I don't know mam, you know you are loved for what you offered all these years"
"Please Elen I know what the fae think of humans, so please, I want to know the truth, there is no way they don't react to Bo having me as her partner and mother for her children"
"I guess you figured this out by yourself mam"
"And Bo tells me nothing, about all this?"
"You know how scared she is of someone hurting you mam, and doesn't want you start thinking…"
"Start thinking of what?"
"You know mam, leaving her"
"So she talks to you about that, and not to me? After everything I have done for her? She thinks I am going to leave her?"
"No its not like that mam"
The phone ringed interrupting their talk. Elen smiled, it was Candy on the phone and from Elens answers, Lauren understood they were coming back. Elen shut the phone.
"They are coming back mam, please don't tell the Princess about our talk"
"Don't worry Elen"
From then on the house as usual got alive, fae appeared from nowhere and protection was tightened. Lauren started to wonder if these people were there all along, watching her every move. Could she really trust anyone here? Could Bo trust them? She went back to her bedroom and stayed with her kids, while the hours passed, awaiting the arrival of her partner.
Lauren was laying having the kids next to her sleeping. It was late at night, when she finally hear the bedroom door open and boots hitting the wooden floor. She smiled in the dark, Bo always got her boots off in the bedroom, a bad habit she kept since the crack shack days.
"Your up" Bos voice was slow and soft, of course she knows iam awake Lauren thought, we feel each other in every breath.
"Yes"
"Is there room for me?"
"Of course there is" Lauren finally lighted the small lamp next to their bed. Bo crawled behind her, since the kids were sleeping at her other side. She was naked. She placed her hand around Laurens waist, touched the kids a bit and then let it rest possessively on Laurens belly.
"Sleep Lauren. Because you wont sleep for the next two days"
Any other time Lauren would react to Bos words, but again, her partner was sounding so desperate. She moved her hand and grabbed Bos, bring it in her mouth and kissing it.
"Don't, don't do anything, don't move. I am this close baby. Just sleep"
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Bo was sleeping deeply, Lauren slowly removed the kids from the bed and transferred them on their room, she wanted to get up and make Bo breakfast. Bo loved it when Lauren was cooking for her. And she couldn't stop thinking about Bos words, I cant wait, I missed her so much Lauren thought. She didn't think to wear anything more modest, she didn't expect anyone up so early, especially inside the house. She was wearing a short nightgown, that was exposing her arms and long legs. As she guessed, there wasn't anyone of the hall or the kitchen. She started preparing Bos breakfast while humming and moving her body.
"Ha, again with the same thought" Lauren turned and came face to face with Candy. She was smiling and clearly enjoying the sight. Lauren got serious immediately, she had already regretted making Bo jealous on the phone.
"Hi Candy, good to see u safe and sound"
"Hello mam, good to see you too" Candy now was looking at her very daringly, something that made Lauren uncomfortable.
"Can I help you with something?"
"Well I was planning on making breakfast for me and Elen.."
"Sorry but you can come back in 30 minutes, when I am finished"
"No mam, I prefer to stay here and watch if you don't mind" Lauren got really serious.
"I do mind. So if you please" Suddenly Candy approached her.
"Mam, I can understand the princess obsession with you, you have a certain quality, something that drags people to you, make them your servants.."
"Candy, I think you need to back off now"
"And you have a great body too" At that moment Bo arrived. Candy moved back in a sec.
"Good morning my Princess"
"Get the hell out of my face" Bo was restraining herself. Candy almost run out of the kitchen.
Bos eyes were on her, keeping her prisoner. Lauren didn't move.
"I got down to make u some breakfast and …"
"Do you know who I am?" Lauren could feel Bo was losing her control.
"Bo"
Bo throwed away the tee she was wearing. She was taking deep, steady breaths, and it was as if her body was growing. Lauren was watching the succubus on full force. She could see the musles of Bo getting shaped hard and her legs and arms getting red from the blood that was circulating inside them.
"I am going to kill that bitch, break her every bone, and kill her. Do you know who iam? You? A human, to ignore my wishes?" For the first time, Lauren was starting to get scared that Bo was going to hurt her.
The succubus walked towards her, grabbing her and picking her up while trashing her nightgown. She throwed everything down from the kitchen table and placed Lauren there.
"Do you know what you are? You were born for me. To have my children, live for me. Do you know I can kill you just for thinking of someone else?"
The succubus grabbed Laurens hands and holded them up fron her head. Lauren started reacting, trying to move, get away.
"What? You deny me? You dare to deny me human?" Lauren started yelling, trying to influence her, but she couldn't.
"You never deny me. You never deny me" Lauren bited Bos hand trying to make her leave her hold.
Before she could move again, she felt Bos hand on her face slapping her.
She felt blood running from her nose while Bo hit her again and again. When she stopped reacting, she felt the succubus kissing her face and sucking her blood with her mouth. Her face was numb from the hits. She could feel the succubus teeth walking down on her breasts, sucking and biting hard, hurting her nipples, and then her belly
"This was made for my kids"
and finally reaching her pussy. She felt Bos hard and heavy breath between her legs. She wanted to hate her, to hate everything Bo was doing to her at that moment, everything that animal was doing to her at that moment.
"You do know this is mine!." She felt the succubus teeth biting and dragging her pussy lips without mercy, pressing them and nibbling them. Then slaping her hard down there, making her skin go red.
"Do you know how many times I thought of this? How many times I stopped myself?" The succubus was delirious.
"Own you like this? You are mine! You hide from me what my son is. You think he can own you as I do? I ll kill him too. You think I cant feel his mouth on your breasts? Breasts that belong to me? " Suddenly the succubus grabbed her and got her from the table. Holding her from the waist, Lauren had her head on Bos shoulder, she had no power anymore. She felt they were heading towards their bedroom, the kids room. She suddenly realized what was going to happen.
She moved her head and started kissing the succubus, her tongue on Bos ear, neck. She could feel the succubus reacting. Bo stopped walking and stuck Lauren on the wall, grabbed her head, Lauren had her legs around Bos waist. Without any hesitation the succubus got 3 fingers inside her and started fucking her, Lauren got her teeth on Bos shoulder, biting hard until blood came out.
"Who do you belong?" The succubus grabbed her hair again and got Lauren to look at her.
"Who do you belong?"
"Nobody, to myself" Lauren whispered.
The succubus crashed her lips, and she felt her blood running in her mouth.
"You are mine! You are going to learn this.!" She felt more fingers inside her and angry pushing.
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She was getting conscious, she knew the moment she was awake. She couldn't open her eyes, they felt heavy. She was laying, in her bed, the smell was familiar. The kids,
She tried to bring her hand on her eyes.
"Ahhhh" Everything hurt. She couldn't move. At some moment she must have fainted. The kids, please please the kids. She couldn't move her mouth, her lips were hurting. She finally opened her eyes. Elen, that's Elen, she noticed her sitting next tp her.
"Mam, finally you are awake." Elen was crying.
"The kids?" Lauren whispered.
"Shhh, don't try to speak mam, the kids are ok, she didn't have any mind for them, she only had her mind on you" Elen got her hand and started crying, Lauren felt the tears in her hand.
"Where is she? What happened?"
"She left mam, she finally snapped out of it when she was about to finish off Candy"
"Candy?"
"She survived mam."
"What happened to me?"
"She had you for 3 days mam, locked in here she got u and we couldn't get her to leave you mam. It was crazy mam, crazy."
"Where is she now?"
"She left mam, when she came back from the world of that wild animal and saw what she did to you, she left".