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Inner sakura
Bello Intra Me: Jutsu Gone Wrong-(^_^)-
Feeling the warm crimson liquid roll down the side of my mouth, I knew it was the end, I knew my time was coming to an end….at least I would be able to rest once it was over.
'Haha, who would have thought that we would be going in this way. Why did you mess up, you incompetent fool?'
It was rather amusing how her mind still activated her alternate personality as a coping mechanism, even on the verge of death. She knew she did not want to die alone and thus…
"H-ha, at least you are here with me…b-besides something even worse could have happened." her soft voice ecoched of the thick stone walls.
'Cha whatever, if we had completed the jutsu right then the people who died would have been alive again….but now we are dying…the irony and for what…if anyone bothers to look for us…' her mind was still working miraculously.
She knew the exact answer to that question and she more than gladly would jump into the fire for all of them. She would give her life for her village, her heart and memories would always remain. But most importantly, she had gone to these extremes for the one she loved, for the one that she longed for to return, for the one she believed she could change…
"….Sasuke…." she answered to herself, although at her answer she felt something within that was incomprehensible.
The war had ended. Naruto and Sasuke had begun to travel towards fire country in order to have, yes their stupid 'final' battle. She knew it was something that was supposed to be important to them, but she believed that it was senseless. Many had died during the war and they still wanted to continue the carnage through yet another battle. A rather senseless one in her eyes, but if she mention that to them they would just go on of how she could not understand them.
'As always we are excluded...'
"I know but I don't really want to be a part of that."
She had instead headed towards Iwa in order to carry out a plan that Tsunade, Shizune, and herself had concocted before the war. Since, they were in no condition to perform it, it was now left in her hands to do so. She was in charge of initiating the first point of the pentagram; it was a jutsu that required very precise chakra control, the smallest mistake could mean death for the wielder.
"So much for being one of the best, huh?"
'Yeah, everything and anything you do will always revolves around them and him, but what have they really done for us, huh? We have always been neglected, except here and there and tossed aside once we have…'
Why yes, she had been neglected not lightly, but maybe somewhat more than average. Not only that, but the man that she happen to love had not only rejected her once, but then tried to kill her on several occasions. A feeling of what could have been described as revulsion ignited in her being.
If he ever came back was she supposed to cling to him like a puppy without an owner and help revive his clan? Was this expected from her?
'Wasn't that our dream? Isn't that why you asked him if you could leave with him, oh so long ago? You are such fool, aren't you? But still what a self-centered bastard, don't you think?'
'No. Well okay yeah, he is somewhat self-centered, he does have some reason. But anyways why are we thinking of this at this time? It seemed as…'
Completely immersed in her conversation, Sakura had failed to notice the light yellow glow that began to sheath her whole body. As she slowly began to close her eyes with the tiredness that the forbidden jutsu had caused, she felt a tug and believed that it was the last efforts of her body trying to stay alive.
She felt as darkness encased her, suddenly she felt as if she had been thrown to the ground with the force to shatter ever bone in her entire body. She really just wanted it to end, but something deep inside made her eyes slowly open. Still in the darkness a small white light shone through and it seemed to be very far away; believing it was finally the end her eyes began to close once again.
"Well, I see you finally made it." A voice resonated, and her eyes immediately opened as it continued "Hmm, will you make the right choice this time around?"
A presence began to walk towards her and her voice seemed to crack at her request, "…What, w-who are y-you?"
"You see many are not satisfied with what has happened, truly what a rather pathetic ending if I so say myself. Of course there is little we can do to change any of this, but there is always a way. Thus, I ask you are you ready to change it?"
"h-huh, what do y-you mean?" she asked.
"There is not much I can tell you except that somethings could remain the same, yet there is a chance that you will be able to change it all. I am not quite sure of all this either."
"…somethings will remain the same…able to change it all…why w-would I be able too anything?" 'Was the person talking about the jutsu?'
"Ah, that answer you will find out if you accept. If you would be able to do anything that, I am sure of that otherwise I would not be here. We will only know with time if it's for the better of some or the worse of others. Are you ready to make you choice we do not really have much time left?"
Who was this person asking her to change things, was this the jutsu or was she hallucinating due to being on the verge of death. Could she really change what had happened and for the best….of who? The situation was bad for everyone, many were dead and much more would keep dying in this battle that seemed endless. What could she possibly do, maybe her mind was just trying to give her one last bit of hope and as selfish as she wanted to be maybe there was a chance for her to make things differently. She could go back and do the jutsu correctly this time, and live another day to go back and see her village.
"I-I will do it."
"Awesome! I mean, you have chosen well. You will return back to the past, sadly part of your memories will be gone, but this is needed. Your ultimate mission, will be given to you once the time is right."
"…w-wait what?" She managed to croak.
"See, ya!" the silhouette began to move away from her and towards the light.
"Wait, what I am to do exactly?"
"Don't worry Sakura-chan, all you have to do is be you and find out who you truly are. Cheesy right, but true!" and the figure disappeared into the white light and once again she felt as her body being thrown into another concrete wall.
-(^_^)-
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Anyways, I wasn't actually going to post anything up until I had up to the third chapter, but as always I am rash. The chapters will be short (I know, I know I hate it too!) about ~1000 words, but writing doesn't come naturally to me I am in a whole other business, I will give cookie to whoever guesses my major! Updates will be sporadic! (don't stone me!)
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