Hi guys! I want to update this story as fast as possible, well I'm pretty excited to see what I'll write to say the truth. I personally don't know how this story will get to, since I don't really plan each chapter out and I just go with the flow! Well sometimes I do, and sometimes I just go "Meh, let's surprise myself!". Okay I'll stop being an idiot and here's your chapter right here!
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Chapter 3- Disowned
Beep…. Beep… Beep
I slump down on the chair and rest my head on my tired sore shoulders. The hospital room was quiet except for the electrocardiogram beeping silently and Len's low breathes. I couldn't believe I actually made it on time, I actually saved him. But everything comes with a price, and this time, I don't regret it.
I wouldn't be surprised if my parents came barging in and yell at me, I'm used to it anyways. I was responsible for Len's life, anything goes wrong with him, it's my fault. I deserved it. I got up, walk over to Ln's white bed and stroke his cheek gently, hoping he wouldn't wake up. This might be the last time I'm going to see him.
"Goodbye Lenny, hope you'll be happy without me in your life." I said quietly with a few stray tears streaming down my face. Walking slowly over to the chair again, I quietly wait for his parents to come and get rid of me.
Run, that's all I could tell myself. Run faster, or I can't save his life. I felt his weight on my back as I run quickly to a nearby hospital. Sweat came running down my forehead and onto the heavy pavement road. Raising my head I saw the oh so familiar white building with a red cross on the top of the building.
My heart relaxed in relief as I kicked the glass doors open and ran over to the counter with a startle nurse giving me a nervous smile. I tried to speak but only tired pants came out of my mouth. Please, I have to speak now!
"Um, may I help you young lady?"The nurse asked giving me a worried look but yet I just stare at her hoping I could speak to her.
"P-Please…" I panted making the nurse step forward and put her hand on my shoulder encouraging me to speak.
"P-Please save him!" I yelled attracting unnecessary attention from the other patients. I heard the nurse call over five more nurses and they carry Len off my back and into the hospital. I tried to follow them but the nurse held me back.
"Please miss, if you can wait here-"
"No! I can't wait here! He's my brother, my precious little brother!" I screeched and tried to avoid the nurse's glaze trying to reach Len. This is all my fault, why did I agree to bring him out? Why did I bring him to the stream?
"If you can, may you tell me your last name?" The nurse asked me calmly and reach over to put both of her hands on my shoulder calming me down. My last name… should I tell her? Len's going to get in trouble if his parents found out, we're going to get in trouble. But I'm the reason he would get in trouble. I'm going to be the reason he can't succeed. I'm the barricade in his life, I don't deserve him.
"Kagamine…" I said silently finally deciding to let go of everything. The nurse nod and ran over to the counter, search my last name on the computer and called my parents. I sat on one of the blue chairs placed in line on the hospital tiles. Eyeing the television hanging on the wall, I wonder how long would it take for Len to recover.
Time flies by, I don't even know how much time I spended sulking on the blue hair until I saw the nurse carrying Len to a room and she lead me into the room so I can see him. That's when all the drama started.
I heard the room door open making my spirit come back again. Turning my head to the door, I saw a very pissed off mom and a worried dad who is behind mom. Mom ran in checking Len's body and then she turned over to glare at me.
"What is this?" She asked me the red still linger on her cheeks. I can see the anger in her eyes while dad tried to stop her from getting angry at me.
"Lily, calm down, she's still a child." He said pulling mom back trying to defend me, but of course that didn't always work does it? Mom pushed dad away and point her finger at me ready to raise her powerful voice in the quiet room.
"Child? Child?! Does she still look like the innocent four year old we used to take care of?!" Mom screeched and push my body against the white wall. I think I saw small amounts of tears in her blue eyes making me nervous. Please, just end this already.
"Lily! This is a hospital!" Dad said trying to make mom release me from the wall. But instead mom just tighten her grip on my shoulders making me groan in pain. Shutting my eyes tight, I heard a few whimpers from mom, please, please stop crying. I don't know how long can I still handle this.
"I don't care if this is the hospital! I only know that my precious son is hurt because of this runt!" She screamed again pushing me more into the solid hard wall. My shoulder seems to hurt more than before, if that was possible.
"Enough! Let go of Rin right now!" Dad screamed at her pulling her harshly away from me causing me to slide down to the pale blue tiles on the dad pull mom close to him, I hear mom whimper some words, although it was unclear to me.
"What was that honey?" Dad asked worried. I open my eyes to see mom close her eyes and tears falling down her cheeks. She looks like a mess, all her straight blonde hair is tangled and messed up, her mascara combined in her tears made it seems like she's crying a black river.
"I want her gone….. I don't want to see her ever again…" Mom whimpered snuggling close to dad's warmth and I close my eyes. Finally, finally I don't have to deal with the pain of seeing mom crying. Finally that I won't be a bother to the Kagamine family any longer. I can finally be free.
"What are you talking about?! We couldn't disown her!" Dad argued with mom, but instead of listening to dad, she pushed him off her and gave him her famous glare I would always get. She raise her finger at me and started to argue with him.
"That cursed kid almost killed your son, our son!" She screeched and I watched dad facepalm and continue to argue back.
"It's probably an accident, they are just kids. You know how Rin is energetic." Dad said calmly hoping to help change mom's plan of disowning me. Why dad, can you not help me this time, please, I beg of you.
"You call that energetic?! You know how many times this brat got into trouble, and Len took the blame! She is a bad influence,and no matter what, Len is never seeing her again." Mom said taking a step backward and glare at me. Dad turned his face to face me and give me a frown before shaking his head. He lead mom to the chair I sat before they came in and dad brought me out of the hospital room. Closing the door tightly, I see him tighten his fist and a few drops of tears came down his face.
"I'm sorry I can't protect you Rin." He whispered to me before desperately wipe his tears away with his arms. I give him a sad smile and shook my head. It's not his fault, it's my fault to begin with.
"You have nothing to be sorry about Mr. Kagamine." I said choking down the lump in my throat. It's hurts so much to call dad Mr. Kagamine, it feels like my heart was stabbed brutally with a knife. More tears stream down dad's face as he bring his body to trap mine in his warm hug. Wrapping my arms around him, I let my tears free and bury my head in dad's chest.
"I'll come to bring you home one day Rin, I promise I will." Dad whispered into my ear but I remained silently in his hug. Quickly I pull away and gave him my last bow before giving him my farewell.
"Goodbye Mr. Kagamine, thank you for taking care of me for all these years." I said turning on my heels and run out of the hospital leaving dad crying. I would miss you guys, dad, Len, everyone. My adventure as a free bird finally begins, all I need now is a new home.
Beep… Beep… Beep
So noisy…. what is this noise? Where am I? My whole body feels heavy and asleep. I tried my best to lift my fingers and open my eyes, but nothing would work. One more try, yes! I move my fingers around hoping for anyone to notice and wake me up.
"Len? Len!" Yes! Someone notice. Wait… this voice, it isn't Rin. No, it sounds like…. Mom? I felt my mom's warm hand shook my body and brush her fingers against my forehead hoping to wake me up, and it worked. Slowly, I open my eyes and was welcomed by the blinding lights on the ceiling. There was mom staring at me with tearing eyes and a wide smile.
"You're awake! Thank lord you're awake!" She cried and pull me into hug. I look around the dull white room, the hospital. Right, Rin must've brought me to the hospital. But where is Rin? She should be here right next to me, where is my favorite girl in the whole universe?
"Mom?" I asked making her pull back and she give me her wide loving smile.
"Yes dear?" I don't know should I ask her or not, I know she's never that fond of Rin, but I guess it's for the best.
"Where's Rin?" I asked making mom freeze in her place. I watch her fiddle with her shirt and not dare to look at me in the eye. I decided to ask her again, wanting an answer from her this time.
"Where is Rin?" I growled slightly and mom look up to answer my question. I watch her wipe her tears away, sit up straight, and give me her famous strict expression.
"I- no we disowned her." That's it….. mom and dad disowned her? My eyes widen and I look at her in disbelief. These four words, funny, only these fours words are able to break my world into pieces.
"Please, tell me you're only joking…." I whispered gripping onto my white shirt pleading my mom to laugh and tell me Rin is just getting a drink or something. But instead, she shook her head and look toward the door. Right, if I go after her now, maybe I can get her back! I push the blanket over and ran out the hospital room. I heard mom yelling my name and ran out the oor with me, but outside the door, I only see dad against the wall with his hands in his face.
"Dad… where's Rin?" I asked him scared to startle my favorite guardian. It took him a while to calm himself down and he turned to look at me with his eyes red and puffy. I see him point to the hospital's main door before he choked out his words.
"S-She's gone. She ran out." Dad whimpered and pull me into a hug making tears leaking out my tear buds. I screamed and cried into dad's shirt, I want to put all my anger out in my tears.
"This is for your own good Len, she is too bad for your future." Mom said to me showing no hint in comforting me at all. I pull away from dad's comforting embrace and turn around to glare at mom.
"How is this good for me?! You're just being selfish mom, how is Rin going to survive out there?!" I screamed. My heart hurts just by saying, heck, thinking about Rin's name. How could I deal with knowing she could starve on the streets without anyone taking care of her? How could mom be this cold?
"She's just a barricade in your life. Learn to deal with it Len, you'll never be a good leader with a soft spot in your heart." Mom spat and walk away with her heels clicking every time her feet step on the white tiles of the hospital floor. I sink down on the cold marble and bring my hands up to cover my face. Mom was never this cruel, please say this is just a nightmare. If I wake up I'll be sleeping right next to Rin, please, this is just a horrible dream. But no, this is how just reality works.
I felt my dad kneel down next to me and bring my head up to face his stern green eyes. "Len, promise me something." I nod my head letting him continue his sentence. I don't know how many promises I made already, but if it has to do with Rin, I would promise anything.
"Please Len, one day you must find Rin back. Bring Rin back to your life; she is your happiness." Dad said giving me one of his warm loving smiles that would encourage me to do anything. Right, I'll find Rin back and give her happiness, give myself happiness.
"I promise"
And that's the fourth chapter! I was actually surprised that I typed this since I'm really not the type to write sad stories… yeah. But please tell me if this chapter is sad enough since this chapter is supposed to be really sad, and tell me if you cried alright? (Mainly because I cried during this and I want to see if I'm the only one…. yes I'm so weak XD) As you can see, I took out the POVs since that'll make the story boring since you guys would know who's mind they're reading, so I hope this makes the story interesting! Hmm, I wonder how many reviews I could get on this chapter(probably 1 or 2 T^T). But next is the reviews! Yay!
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PureWishes02: Okay, thanks Pure! Yeah English is really complicated, but Chinese too is even more complicate (yes I'm Chinese…). Thanks for encouraging me, well I love to write fanfictions, but sometimes I would get really lazy or that my grammar sucks so I'm scared to show anyone my stories O.o. I hope you enjoyed this chapter as well!
Clockwork Marionette: Again, thanks for your ideas! I feel so stupid since that idea probably took me two months to write…. hehe. Thanks for all these corrections you gave me, but when I'm almost done with this chapter, your review came in so I as a little too lazy to correct the names… and sometimes my brain keeps telling me "No! Don't capitalize m in mom!" Yeah, my brain is being an idiot. I don't mind you to correct me, in fact, I love it when people give me advice on my story since I know that'll help my fanfic improve from your ideas. Thank you for being such a great supporter for me all this time, normally my supporters would just leave me…. but you're an awesome friend. Thanks!
Question Of The Chapter!
I was pondering on whether to change this fanfiction's name to "I Promise" since I think I made Len promise too much things. But tell me if I should change it and the next chapter is getting interesting. Thank you for your support!