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Renee was lost in Bella's lips, she let herself go, her instincts took over. Her brain was on fire, the thought of kissing this innocent young girl that had been her daughter for no more than 5 years set off so many alarms. "This is wrong', she thought but was unable to move away, she couldn't push her away, she would be hurt by the rejection. She decided to pull when she was out of breath, maybe longer since Bella seemed full of energy, her arms grew tight around the older woman's back. Bella was indeed a good kisser, still a virgin but she was a lot more skilled than she would let on. Renee's hands wondered to Bella's lower back, thinking of squeezing her ass but instead lifted Bella off the ground and into her arms.
Renee didn't realize just how loud she was, moaning at just how good this was, she hadn't been kissed like this in years. Bella let out some softer moans but was acting like an animal. They both needed air and stopped. They both looked into each other's eyes. Renee was breathing heavy, she closed her eyes and spoke in a shaky tone, "Bella, what are we doing?"
Then Bella said the words she feared, "I love you."
"No, this…this isn't right."
"But, you love me too."
"Not like this, we're mother and daughter."
Bella felt so weak, here she was throwing herself at Renee and she was being ignored, "Don't you think I'm pretty?"
"Oh, Bella, you're a very beautiful girl but what we're doing is wrong."
"Didn't you like it?"
"Of course I did, that's not the point!"
"You'd rather go out with some boring old man than me?"
Renee had no idea how to deal with this situation, this was the last thing she was expecting, "Bella, if you weren't my step daughter of course I would. I love you with all my heart but…this would be wrong on so many levels."
"It doesn't feel wrong to me."
Renee touched her face and saw tears form in her eyes, "You have such a big heart, you'll make someone very happy one day."
"I don't want to make someone happy. I want to make you happy, I'll do anything!"
"Be my daughter. You're so good at that. Besides, you don't want me, you can do a lot better."
"I don't think I can", Bella turned away from her, "I'm such an idiot."
"No, you're not, never say that", she set Bella down on the floor, still holding her tight. Maybe they both needed to seek therapy or see someone to shed light on their situation. Renee thought her lifestyle was to blame, she was rather erratic on this trip. "We're going home." Bella lied on the couch as Renee drove, thinking about what she said. Bella couldn't possibly be in love with her, she was still in shock, traumatized from losing her parents so young; Renee kept telling herself this, there was no way a relationship like that would work, most people would think they're disgusting or insane. Renee had thought about being with another woman, of course she would never tell Bella or Charlie.
Bella was sound asleep within 5 minutes, Renee wondered what she would dream about, maybe she would hate her for her rejection, but what could she do? She was a young girl, if she really wanted a woman she would help her find one. The thought of being with a younger woman did intrigue Renee, and if she was with a girl half as good looking as Bella…Her mind wandered as she was going in and out of paying attention to the road. She saw a long black rod in the passenger seat; the double ended dildo Bella bought, it did give her some naughty ideas. 'I'm a terrible person", Renee thought to herself, 'Bella doesn't have a good role model, she has some hussie selling her body on the internet, no wonder she's so messed up. She's as messed up as I am. What have I done?' She couldn't shake the feeling of Bella being attracted to her, if she was it did make her feel sexy, even though she was her step daughter. Maybe Bella needed to be spanked as a child, disciplined, then maybe she wouldn't be like this. She was a good girl though, she wasn't some delinquent.
Renee was watching the road more closely now, one hand on the wheel. She remembered Bella's mouth on hers, a little tongue. It was so inviting and so forbidden at the same time. Renee licked her lips at the thought. She didn't even realize that she had one hand down her pants, all instinct. She started touching herself, thinking more about the kiss and how much passion Bella was full of, she had so much energy.
HONK! HONK! HONK!
Renee snapped out of it. She realized she had driven on the wrong side of the road, a big truck was coming right at them. She served, narrowly avoiding it. "What was that?!", Bella sat up from the couch.
"Nothing, sweetie, just a bad driver. Go back to sleep!"
Bella obliged and planted her head back on the hard pillow.
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