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Chapter 23: Loving can heal
"She is not breathing!" Margery stopped and Rob was frozen to the ground. He could not move. His world just crashed around him. He could hear the distant screams of Jon calling out for the Maester. He could see the people in the room running around but he could not move. He did not know how long he stood there but all he could think of was that his wife was dead. His reason to live was not here anymore.
He could not breath. He needed to get out of there and quickly. He stood at the halls and tried to catch his breath but he could not. His chest was hurting badly and it felt like it was blocked and it could not get any air in. His vision was clouded by tears and soon he his vision turned to black.
"Robb wake up brother, you need to wake up." Jon said and Robb opened his eyes. He had this aching pain in his chest and he remembered what had happened earlier.
"Jon please just kill me. Take my son and love him like he was yours and please kill me. I want to join my wife. I cannot live without her Jon please," Robb said crying and Jon looked at him with a smile.
"I do not have to kill you brother to be with your wife. She woke up. You can go to her now." Jon said and Robb looked at him with confusion.
"What are you talking about Jon." Robb asked in a week voice.
"Naida woke up. She is alive Robb." Jon said smiling and Robb looked at him with wide eyes. Never had he ran so fast in his life to a room. When he opened the door. He saw Naida who was sitting up in her bed. Her face was almost healed and he saw looking at him with a weak smile. Robb cried at that site as he thought that he would never see those beautiful greys looking at him with love.
"Naida." Robb said her name almost like it was a prayer. Naida just smiled at him.
"Robb my love." she said and that was all that Robb needed. He ram up to her and began kissing her face. He could feel her tars on her face. He looked at her and kissed her lips lightly.
"I am so sorry Robb. Please forgive me." Naida cried out and Robb looked at her with a crazed look.
"What are you apologizing for Naida." Robb asked her and Naida began to cry harder.
"I could not protect our baby. I am so sorry i was too weak to do so. "She cried out and Robb took her face in his hands.
"Listen to be Naida, there is nothing to apologize for. It was not your fault you hear me. Nothing. I should be saying sorry as it was my fault that you are hurt. I was supposed to protect you and i failed." Robb said and Naida wiped his tears and shook her head.
"Robb stop blaming yourself. I know you and i know and i know how much you love to take all the blame but please this is not your fault. I want to move passed it. I want us to forget that." Naida said and Robb nodded and captured her lips in a small kiss.
"I though i was going to lose you Naida. It was the most horrible thing to me. I cannot live without you Naida. When i thought that you died i wanted Jon to kill me. i wanted to join you." Robb said.
"Robb you need to stop thinking like that. We have a son. What would happen to him?" Naida asked
"I asked Jon to take him as his own. Naida i cannot live without you. You are my whole existence and i will love you until my last breath." Robb said and Naida started crying again and kissed his lips.
"I love you so much Robb." Naida said and Robb closed his eyes as he kissed his lips. He could not believe that his wife was here with him.
"I want to see our son Robb. I need to feel him in my arms." Naida said and Robb nodded he called her handmaiden and the came with the boy in her arms and put them in Naida's.
Naida looked at her son with so much love and kissed his forehead with tears falling from her eyes. She still remembers his cried before she passed out. The boy looked at her with eyes so much like her own and smiled at her a smile that Robb always gave her. That made Naida chuckle.
"I promise that i will not et anyone hurt you my little wolfling. Mother will always be there to protect you from an harm." Naida said. Robb sat next to Naida and had her arms around her and looked upon their son.
"I am so glad that you are here in my arms. I am not letting you out of my site anymore." Robb said and Naida gave him a kiss.
"I love you Robb. So much. Please tell me we will have more children." Naida said. She was still feeling guilty about losing their baby.
"The Gods did not see us fit to have this child but we will have more. I promise you." Rob said and Naida nodded and rested her head against his chin. She needed to feel close to Robb. As much as she hated to admit it she was scared that this man will force himself into her. She still remembered those hand and lips on her and it made her feel sick to the core. That disgusting that had touched her. He nearly was inside of her. He nearly defiled her. Naida shook her head she will not think about it. She will not dwell on it. She cannot do that. She was safe with Robbs arms around her and she had her son with her. She will be fine.
Later that day Robb laid behind Naida holding her close to him as she as sleeping. Ned slept with them as well next to Naida. They were both asleep but Robb could not do so. He was so scared that he was going to lose her that he was afraid that when he waked up that Naida will disappear from him. He never thought that he would wed a Frey girl and fall so in love with her that the mere thought of losing her paralysed him with fear and caused him despair. He never thought that he would love someone so much as he did now. Robb looked at the two people in his life and thanked the Gods for bringing them to him he also thanked for keeping them alive because on this bed lay his whole existence.
"I want to go for a walk." Naida said from the bed. Robb was writing a letter to Tyrion who was the Hand of the King for Jon and what he needed to do in the Capitol with Bealish who arrived there now. Robb stopped his letter and looked at his wife who was feeding their son with a bottle.
"Are you sure. I do not think you should move so much now." Robb said leaning back onto his chair and looking at his wife and son with a smile in his face. Naida gave him a cross look.
"I have been in this bed awake now for a week. I need to stand up. I need fresh air Robb and do not smile at me or i will throw this bottle at your head." Naida said and she was not joking. This room was driving her into madness. Robb just shook his head and laughed at his wife.
" I am not joking Robb, i need to get out of hear or you will have a crazy wife." Naida said.
"I will have you crazy and with that dirty mouth of yours as long as you are safe." Robb said trying to kiss her but she moved her head away from him.
"Get away from me you freak. You get me angry and now you want a kiss from me." Naida said trying to avoid Robb's lips who was still trying to kiss her.
"I am the King in the North. I command that you kiss me this instant." Robb said and Naida just gave him a look.
"Get away from me Robb. Do not start with me now." Naida said in a low and dangerous voice and Robb get off from the bed with his hands up in the air.
"Who i am to deny my Queen. I will get Esma to be with Ned and then we can go." Robb said and Naida smiled at him.
"Thank you Robb." Naida said and Robb turned around to her.
"That can only be done after you kiss you or you will stay here and go crazy." Robb said and Naida shook her head but smiled. Robb came over to her and gave her a kiss.
Robb and Naida were walking down the River taking as much of the sun as possible. The winter was coming for them and soon and there was no use denying it. It was getting colder and coder by the day. Robb walked with Naida at his arm. They walked in silence. There was no need to speak. The silence was very comfortable. Robb watched at Naida closed her eyes and leaned her head back to feel the sun rays on her skin. Robb stood there looking at her like she was some unearthly creature. She was so beautiful to him. Naida looked at him with a small smile.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" Naida asked and Robb smiled at her and took her in an embrace.
"You just looked so beautiful, you take my breath away," Robb said and Naida kissed him laughing. She loved the feeling of his lisp against hers/ they were so soft yet so rough. she loved it so much. They kissed there for some time before out of no where rains started pouring at them. They broke the kiss and Naida laughed at leaned her head back to feel the rain.
"We should get inside." Robb said and Naida shook her head and laughed. She took her dress in her hand and ran in front of her to a field and began dancing in the rain. Robb laughed at her and ran toward her and caught her in his arms and spoon her around. He had lost his footing soddenly and he fell with Naida on top of him. They both laughed and kissed under the rain.
Well there we go. She is alive and well. The most important is that she is happy. Thank you yet again for the news and belated Happy Halloween. Please review and let me know what you think.