OMG I am soooo sorry I haven't updated for SOOOO long! It's just I started college (high school) and I have sooo much homework. I am sooo sorry ok! So that's why I am planning to update 2 chapters as fast as I can! This chapter will mainly be focused on Mikan okay! Again I am soooo sorry for the long wait!

Thanks to those who waited patiently!

And do please enjoy! ~ I haven't written in a while so my writing style may have changed... sorry!

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Warning: May include some inappropriate language not suitable for younger audience... Do not read if you are too young...

I've warned you so now if you are young and you wanna continue reading, then just do, cuz what do you think I am? Your parents? I'm just some words and letter that's on the internet... Yeah, not really threatening is it? :)

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" Love can sometimes be magic, but magic can sometimes be an illusion"

Someone's P.O.V

I will make her pay! I will defiantly make her regret! "Moshi, Moshi? Are all the preparations ready?" ... " I want that girl to fall, fall and never be able to stand up against me again! Got that? I want her to fall down hard, I will make sure she will never ever get back up again! The plan will start immediately, tomorrow..."

Mikan's P.O.V

The weekend was like complete torture, damn that pervert! I didn't get a blink of sleep last night because of that persistent, selfish, idiot, jerk who just couldn't...! He was not the Nat-kun I knew 12 year ago. No, no where near, ok so maybe they resemble a little with those dark crimson drops and those bad boy looks that are just irresistible!

"Oi, Polka why are you all quiet this morning?"

" Well, since I didn't get ANY sleep last night I guess it's perfect nature to feel tired right?"

"Polka..." I swiped my head around only to be meet by something soft against my lips. Natsume's lips. I pushed at him, I was not in the mood right now. " What the hell are you doing?!" I could even hear myself hiss. "What's wrong? You're so agitated today, are you having the time of month thing or something? " Silence "is it about last nigh-"

"No shit Sherlock"

"What's wrong with you! "

" Nothing's wrong with me!"

"Miss, Master is everything alright back there?"

"Everything's fine!" Silence "Look I'm sorry Mikan ok? About now and last night" He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me close til I could feel his toned chest.

"Look, Mika-"

"I'm sorry, I'm just a bit stressed right now". Natsume's eyes softened a bit and so I turned my gaze towards the window. Everything was silent once more except for the car honks and traffic lights. I could still feel Natsume's eyes on me but then my whole face was turned around and my lips being devoured by his. I didn't move away but I didn't move my lips either. "I won't forgive you until you do something for me" he moved in closer his breathing against my air sent shivers through my whole body. "Tonight"

"Miss, Master we're here" I practically sprang out of my seat and position from Natsume and sprinted out the door, screaming behind my "We're gonna be late Natsume!" I desperately needed some air and maybe some water. But as I turned back to Natsume, I see that he was chuckling in his seat. I left him behind, heading to my first class of the day instead, also my dreaded class... MATHS. I was already late meaning that evil JinJin will now find another excuse to put me in detention. A MONTHS WORTH OF DETENTION. I skidded to a stop in front of the big brown oak doors. Taking a deep breathe, I slowly creaked it open... until I saw a pair of leather boots and a pair of old black grandpa trousers. "Mikan Sakura, care to explain your absence of my class."

"I..uh... traffic?" Smooth Mikan, that's so not gonna get you some detention. Stupid Natsume! "NOT GOOD ENOUGH, DETENTION!" I groaned. "And please do not make such a despicable noise in front of me."

It was already near the end of the day, a really long day. I quickly fetched my phone out and thumbed a text to Natsume

To Natsume

Got detention from JinJin. Will probably come home around six. Call you later x

I hesitated before I took of the x at the end I didn't want to make Natsume feel like I was desperate to be his girlfriend or so.

Sent Message!

Great, I turned off my phone without waiting for his reply, now I have to head to detention.

"Detention is cancelled" JinJin told me as I just walked through the door.

"W..what?!"

"I have received a call about a meeting, so I will deal with your laziness another time." With that JinJin walked out, leaving the open door in his wake. Should I call Natsume? mmm, Maybe I should just take a little walk first. I breathed in, the breeze blew through my hair, it felt great. I haven't really been outside much these past few weeks. The air felt fresh and clean. This is really relaxing and peaceful. That is until I felt a hard blow hit the back of my head and then darkness slowly engulfed me.

"ughh, what in the world...?" My head was throbbing painfully and my limbs were slack. I glanced around. It was a shabby room with walls covered in indigo wallpaper and the carpet was a yucky olive. A battered window was nearby and the sky outside was bright blue. There was a bedside table and... I WAS IN A BED! I threw the covers off of me and saw that my body was covered with a murky white tube top and pair of faded black shorts. These were not my clothes.

I got off the bed with a pounding head, looking for my clothes which was in a messy pile under the ugly bed. I got changed and walked towards the dresser that was across the room. My hair was a mess. My clothes were all crumpled, my skin was pale and I had some bags under each eye. I was a HUGE mess. My hair looked like... s...sex hair! I used my fingers to comb down the lumpy dry hair.

Out of the corner of my eye I noticed a photo. It was stuck on the edge of the mirror. It was a photo of a girl, and a guy. The girls had her arms around the guy and her head on his chest while she slept and the guy was giving her a chaste kiss on the cheeks. It looked as if they just made love, considering the guy was smiling softly at the girl next to him. Both of them looked bare too. On the bottom was a little note written in sparkly blue glitter pen. ' thanks for last night babe x' that... that girl... was me.

Natsume's P.O.V

Where is she? She's been gone for a whole night already! I swear, I don't even know why I'm caring for her. She's just some girl anyway. I drove into school, without any screams this time... Those stupid fan girls are usually here first unless...what's the newest gossip now?

"Oh my gosh, did you see it?!"

"Yes! Of course, how could she just do such a dirty thing?!"

"OMG I know right?! I mean she was all over Natsume-sama,when she first came and now, look at her!"

Now what? What the heck are they talking about?! I slowed the car near them "Oi..."

What. The. Actual. Fuck.

Normal P.O.V

Mikan strode into school, as usual, but today everyone was unusually quiet. Stares and glances were directed at her. Why are they staring at her? Mikan's head was still pounding painfully with every step she took. Her legs were protesting a lot also. The glances has turned into stares. Was there something on her face? Maybe it was the way she was walking. She turned the corner but only to be faced with more disgusted stares and whispers. It was kind of like the time when they all found out she was Natsume's 'personal maid' but only this time Natsume was by her side. It was... intimidating. She looked through the sea of faces hoping to spot the crimson eyes. She had no luck, but the whispers got more louder and she could hear what they were saying.

"Look at her, she looks like she just did a quickie right before she came to school!"

"Ew, how could she still come to school looking like that!"

"I can't believe her! I thought she was actually clean"

Mikan had no what so ever idea on what they were talking about. Yeah, she knew she looked terrible, but there wasnt a shower around so she had no choice but to come like that and Natsume would kill her if he knew she missed school!

She looked around again but this time she spotted a familiar looking pair of ruby eyes staring back at her... only it had a dark glaze in it. "Natsume?" Natsume who fully heard her still turned around and headed out, not even casting another look back at her. "Natsume, w..wait up" Mikan pushed through the crowd, but surprisingly they all gave way to her anyway, not wanting her to touch them it seems. Mikan who was oblivious rushed through to catch up with Natsume anyway.

"N-Natsume!" She was about to reached their Sakura tree, but came to a halt. A dark shadowy figure lay at the trunk, eyes closed. Natsume. Mikan slowly crept up to him, 1,2,3... "Natsume!" and she jumped on him. He must've been taken by surprise cuz in on big shove, Mikan was landing on her butt, in the dirt of the ground. "Mou, Natsu-" her eyes widened at his cold stare. She hadn't scared him that much right? "W-whats wrong Natsume?" She placed her hands on her hips when he didn't answer but continued to look down onto the ground. " Look, if it was because I didn't call you yesterday it was because... it was because I..." She didn't know what to say, she herself didn't know what happened, with the photo and that man.

"What, can't even finish off whatever disgusting thing you were doing?!" His voice shook Mikan from her thoughts. "w-what?! NO!"

"Tch, you think you're a frickin goody-two-shoes, when you were fucking lying to me all along!? Who do you take me for?! You bitch!"

"N-Natsume, I really really don't know what you're talking about" Her voice was barely a whisper. Natsume had never really screamed at her like this before. "Stop it! Stop trying to be all innocent! Don't give me all that lying crap! Stupid SLUT" The words sunk in and Mikan couldn't believe what she was hearing. "Natsume! I-I really don't know what you're talking abou-"

"STOP LYING! Who the hell would love someone like you?! You stupid slut! You're just a sex toy to me, did you know that?! Just a frickin sex toy"

Tears were sliding down Mikan's pale face. Natsume's hurtful words were all too much. She didn't understand what he was screaming to her about and why the whole school was giving her those stares. " AND you know what, because of you, my whole reputation will be pulled down all because of your idiocy. You're fried. I want you out by Thursday, got that?" He stared down at her, while she continued to water her eyes out. "Hmp, and after all I did for you, such a selfish slut decides to go and show off? I actually thought you could be different. But you're it's such a pain just staring at you." Mikan was finding a hard time to breathe and swallow the lump in her throat. She didn't say anything, after all, it wasn't like Natsume was going to listen to her at all. "Don't come near me again" and he left, just like that without giving a look back.

Natsume disappeared from sight and Mikan curled herself up into a ball on the ground. Tears were threatening to fall once more, as she hides her face in her knees, her whole body shaking. Everything happened just so fast.

"My, now now, what do we have here? A lost princess? Interesting" The voice was really high-pitched and mockery was evident. A voice that is so sharp, even to the deaf. "Now, did the little princess lose her prince? That must be really sad huh" Mikan opened her eyes and uncovered her face but to find a pair of sparkly blue pumps that are defiantly not school regulations. "Poor, poor little princess got dumped by her prince, but after all I guessed you deserved it."

"What. Do. You. Want. Koizumi?" Her words were dripping with venom directed to the strawberry blonde slut. "Dear, I was just trying to help, Natsume-kun probably hates you to death by now. Probably everyone does, after all yours such a slut hehe. "

"What are you talking about" Mikan could hear herself hiss.

"This..." and there in her perfectly manicured finger tips was a dangling photo, but not just a photo, it was the photo of her and that guy in bed. "What... where did you get that?!"

"Sweetie, the whole academy has a copy. Are you really that stupid? Maybe you were just born an idiot."

"H-How did you? How did you... It was y-you."

Luna smirks, her cherry-scented lip gloss sparkling in the sun. "What makes you think that, princess? Oh, wait, you're no longer one are you? Without your Prince charming over there, you're just an ugly girl in rags."

"Koizumi..."

"Do you know what it feels like mhm? To be hated by Natsume-kun? I sure do, but maybe not anymore" She winked at me. "What do you want from me?!" Luna's face was amused yet still not satisfied. "Let's see... mhm... I want your Prince. I want Natsume. I want everything from you" Mikan opened her mouth but she choked on her words. What can she say. Natsume hated her anyway and never want to see her again, what is there left for her?

"Why..."

"Mhm?"

"W-Why did you do this...?" Luna Koizumi neared her face to Mikan's so close that she could smell her minty breath. Their gazes unbreakable. "Do you really want to know?" Mikan didn't want to speak, it was painful, but she swallowed hard. "Y-Yes" The tension was getting worse and nearly unbearable.

"Why did you do this" Luna didn't speak for a moment, but then her voice hitched out.

"because this is my happy ending. "

I. Have. Finished! I hope you guys liked it. I am trying my best to update the stories and I think I will considering it the summer holidays right now. Everything is going to turn upside down from now on for Mikan and Natsume. Happy Holidays! Thanks for reading! And please review on what I might need to improve or what you liked XD

p.s only two more chapter to go!

LOADS of drama also!

Preview:

"Wait, Mikan... do you... do you know why Koizumi had done this to you?" Hotaru rushed out. It was weird seeing her like this, all worked up.

It was almost humorous.

Mikan smiled a little bit, yet there were sadness in her eyes.

"I destroyed her happiness, so now she wants to destroy mine."

Thanks for reading!

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