He is sorry...truly sorry. That's what he told her but she can never forgive him. She can never forget what he did to her. How hurt he made her feel! The years she spent in London were the worst of her life. Painful years! They were a nightmare!
Connie walked into the ED in fear. She looked everywhere as she walked towards her office hoping that she would avoid Jacob. She really didn't want to see him. His presence made her shiver. He made her remember everything that happened in London...years which she tried really hard to forget. Years that held a painful past.
She entered her office and slammed the door behind her. She was glad. Really glad that she never encountered him but her happiness was short lived when there was knock on her door. She recognised the door. It was him. Only Jacob's knock could be that loud and powerful. Only him.
She sat there not answering but a second knock made her answer it. "Come in." She said nervously.
"Morning sweet cheeks." He said in his husky voice. "Glad to see you are well."
"It's Mrs Beauchamp ." She corrected him. "You are to refer to me as only Mrs Beauchamp."
"Yes sure..Mrs Beauchamp." He mocked causing Connie to flag him her famous glare.
"What do you want?" She asked harshly.
"You." He simply stated.
Connie looked at him as Jacob got closer and closer until their eyes met. She got lost in them. Every time she get lost in his eye just by looking at him. He broke her barriers without him realising. He had that affect on her and even after 5 years, he still has the same affect on her.
"Staff nurse masters, this is no time to be messing about." She said as she crossed her arms. " I am extremely busy as you can see."
"Are you really?." He asked as he looked at her empty desk. " you don't seem busy to me."
He pulled her up from her chair and rested his hands on her waist. Slowly, he placed one of his hand on her cheek and started caressing whilst maintaining eye contact. After a couple of minutes, he broke the eye contact and started kissing her neck sending shivers down her spine. She raised her heras alleging him more access to pleasure her.
A knock on the door made both of them come back to reality. That was when she realised what position she was in.
"Jacob." She uttered. "You can't do this anymore. I am not the old Connie Jacob. I have changed."
"Please Connie, I really am sorry. He admitted. " I wish I could prove to you how much i am truly sorry...how much I have changed...how much I have missed you."
"Please leave Jacob." She instructed him and Jacob obeyed her orders. He had to. He wanted to...to show her that he was different.. That he was a changed person.
"Get a grip Connie !" She told herself. You are not weak! You are strong! Don't let him affect you! Don't let him control you!
She was always different around him. One minute she was angry but his presence always made her forget everything . His presence made her grant him permission to control her...repeating a mistake she once made... A mistake that destroyed her life..
I am not sure if I should continue this or just delete it.